feelings about how sad and hard this is for parents please...

[Guest guest]

Can anyone else articulate their feelings about how sad and difficult this

disorder is to live with? I feel beyond alone even though I have therapy myself,

it doesn't help me much with dealing with my daughter. It is an overwhelming

experience, every day I wish for a normal child. I want a daughter who can

leave the house wihtout a struggle, who doesn't save garbage. and I feel like

it's definitely all my fault, as irrational and stupid as that sounds. How do I

stay strong when every day is a struggle and a fight . I end up NOT talking to

my daughter. .It is just too hard. I want to give up.