long island, Ny

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Can anyone help? My whole family is suffering and im really at the end

of my rope. Thank God i have you people who understand. Every time i

think we are having a good week and meds are working, all hell breaks

loose again. I am so sick of switching meds and therapy appointments. I

was at the point yesterday where i smacked my son and was screaming and

yelling like a lunatic. Would i do that if he has cancer instead of

ocd? No. Whats wrong with me? I need a place or therapist on long

island who specializes in ocd and cant find anyone who takes insurance

instead of medicare. Does anyone know anyone? Hes on celexa and

depakote. I thought his animal obsession was getting better but last

night he spent 2 hours screaming at me to buy him an animal so his ocd

would stop. On top of that he kept calling sister fat over and over and

then crying that he didnt mean it. They were both hysterical for like 2

hours. Im considering taking him off meds all together because whats

the difference at this point? He gained 60 lbs over the past 2 years

and has rotten kids picking on him in school. Thank you for letting me

vent. It was either this or cry all day at work. Please if anyone has a

psychiatrist and / or phychologist on long island let me know. Thank

you, jodi