OT: SSI & new windows (was Herx reactions etc)

April 17, 2012

Well, they'll be here all day, but the kitchen is usable, and as you can see, so

is my computer. We've got the heat off with all the windows wide open, so when

they're not using power tools we can hear the birds singing. A little chilly,

but it's a beautiful sunny day. The forecasted high today will be 58F--probably

by the time they leave here.

I'm really glad you've got an attorney!

Khaya

> > >

> > > thanks so much for understanding my crazy ups and downs. it is hard to

> > see

> > > myself as this 'crazy flake', as we often see ourselves as we wish we

> > were

> > > instead of who/how we are right now. the trick is to see ourselves beyond

> > > what the disease and/or drugs have made us by their symptoms. i guess it

> > > is good we tend to see the better part of us, otherwise it would be too

> > > discouraging. i try to see me through god's eyes and that helps.

> > >

> > > most of my family is trying to see that it is the drug that makes me

> > weird.

> > > but it is still hard for some of them. what is nice here is that everyone

> > > not only sees, but KNOWS it is the disease/drugs. there is a lot of grace

> > > there that is very comforting.

> > >

> > > i have my ssid hearing in late june. i think i will still be on the drug

> > > by then, so thought i would plan a drop in dose a couple days before the

> > > hearing. then they can see what a disabled flake i really am. wouldn't

> > > want to risk having one of those rare good days and blow the hearing. not

> > > trying to 'rig' my hearing and be dishonest, just want them to be able to

> > > see the real, everyday me. will see.

> > >

> > > barbara

> >

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