A big case of the What am I's coming on...

[Guest guest]

I have a 5 page resume.

I have many degree's (the current 'working on' is a Doctorate).

I have authored many articles and assisted on many books.

My " titles " include: mother, daughter, friend, lover, business

owner, creater, researcher, academic and visionary.

I can tell you all what I do by the product I produce and " Who I am "

in terms of the roles I play in relation to other people...

I can even tell you all the personality traits I work by because

they're easily defined.

But in the wee morning hourse, long after the roles are exhausted,

the duties performed and the 'list' is all crossed off, I don't

know " What I am " .

I feel that I am missing some core piece from which to work outward

from. While my matrix web is huge, inter-locking and wide

spreading... the core is strangely absent. It's almost like a

spider that wove inward in an attempt to create the solid foundation

from which to operate... I feel like I've done this whole " life

thing so far " backwards. That maybe by 'doing' these things, above

and beyond and exceptionally well, I'll be able to find, and create,

that center.

Lynnette - struggling today.