Total confusion over looks

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Yes a great topic

My nada made my clothes, very uniform like and always a little too tight or

she'd put buttons on when i'd said I didn't want them with the following " it

took me so much time to cover them by hand " etc, etc I loved the fat daughter,

thin nada thing. All 3 of us girls became anorexic and started dressing well,

followed by all 3 getting fat and wearing bag rags. Body image is a touchy

subject, I'm now afraid to go to the beach as I've been brought up with the

negative comparision thing, I even wonder if my body responds to this and

becomes undesirable in comparison to imagined competition.

I was so worried about being depressed with all these memories yet the relief at

sharing is so surrealistic that I've rediscovered my sense of the absurd.

TC

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