Guest guest Posted January 10, 2008 Report Share Posted January 10, 2008 I had no luck getting preggers when I was in my early twenties. I went off the pill when I was maybe 30 just cause i was sick of it. My H and I were careful but not consistently. I got sick of one of my friends knowing I was PMSing before I did and started using one of those progesterone creams after checking into them. It was amazing. I went from being a bitchy crab with low back pain and headaches with a completely irregular period to regular as clock work with NO mood swings and very little low back pain. Of course when I got pregnant almost four months later (at thirty-one) I thought I was going into early menopause! Waking up in a sweat in the middle of January in colorado and could not breath. I thought something was wrong with my lungs. My friend that used to tell me, " Carla are you pmsing, you are getting a little bitchy " he was also the one that said " Carla, honey, you are tired, you feel like you are coming down with something, your back hurts and you just asked me not to hug you too hard cause your boobs hurt...YOU ARE PREGNANT. " i just love telling him it is all his fault I got pregnant! I would never have used the progesterone cream had he not kept telling me what crab I was. So to finally get to the point I found out after my son was born that I had fibrocystic ovaries and that I never had enough progesterone to stay pregnant long enough to even know that I was pregnant much less have a baby. I did not know this until my naturopath took this really extensive health history and took a few weeks to work up a treatment plan. During the return visit he kept looking at my son with this strange look. When I asked him if something was wrong that was when he says " everything in your work up says your hormones were never balanced enough for you to carry a pregnancy to term. " So thanks to my darling friend Mat I ended up taking the hormone cream that got me to stay pregnant. I know you have probably already had your hormone levels checked but keep this in mind. Hormone levels are based on averages. You may fall in the " normal " range and still not be where YOU need to be. Hopefully that is something that is helpful. Carla Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 10, 2008 Report Share Posted January 10, 2008 Wow Carla, that's amazing! I have not had my hormone levels checked. I have had an HSG, (short for a fancy, long medical word that I can't spell) to look at how my ovaries and fallopian tubes appear and function. All is normal. My husband was tested and he is normal. I have this nasty feeling that stress and fear is at the root of the problem. But Progesterone Cream! I haven't even heard of that! Where do you get it? Does it need to be prescribed by an OBGYN? My periods are not all that regular. They were like clockwork and no pain when I was on the pill. Now they start anywhere between 27 and 35 days (usually day 31 or 32), and last 4-8 days, and are painful the first two days. I never had bad cramps before. Oh, and I know I am ovulating too - I checked. I guess I just need to chill. And maybe try this cream! Thanks for the info! > > I had no luck getting preggers when I was in my early twenties. I went off the pill when I > was maybe 30 just cause i was sick of it. My H and I were careful but not consistently. I > got sick of one of my friends knowing I was PMSing before I did and started using one of > those progesterone creams after checking into them. It was amazing. I went from being a > bitchy crab with low back pain and headaches with a completely irregular period to > regular as clock work with NO mood swings and very little low back pain. > > Of course when I got pregnant almost four months later (at thirty- one) I thought I was > going into early menopause! Waking up in a sweat in the middle of January in colorado > and could not breath. I thought something was wrong with my lungs. My friend that used > to tell me, " Carla are you pmsing, you are getting a little bitchy " he was also the one that > said " Carla, honey, you are tired, you feel like you are coming down with something, your > back hurts and you just asked me not to hug you too hard cause your boobs hurt...YOU > ARE PREGNANT. " i just love telling him it is all his fault I got pregnant! I would never have > used the progesterone cream had he not kept telling me what crab I was. > > So to finally get to the point I found out after my son was born that I had fibrocystic > ovaries and that I never had enough progesterone to stay pregnant long enough to even > know that I was pregnant much less have a baby. I did not know this until my naturopath > took this really extensive health history and took a few weeks to work up a treatment plan. > During the return visit he kept looking at my son with this strange look. When I asked him > if something was wrong that was when he says " everything in your work up says your > hormones were never balanced enough for you to carry a pregnancy to term. " So thanks > to my darling friend Mat I ended up taking the hormone cream that got me to stay > pregnant. > > I know you have probably already had your hormone levels checked but keep this in mind. > Hormone levels are based on averages. You may fall in the " normal " range and still not be > where YOU need to be. > > Hopefully that is something that is helpful. > > Carla > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 11, 2008 Report Share Posted January 11, 2008 Me, too. I had mild endometriosis and the Fertility Dr. said he had seen people having a worse time with MILD endometriosis, than severe. He seemed to think it threw things off just enough to make the pregnancy weak in some aspect, and miscarriages the result. I had to have shots and eventually we did GIFT (Gamete Intra- fallopian Transfer). It worked. The next baby? Born 14 months later. Freebie. I guess the previous pregnancy cleared up the endometriosis. That was 12-13 years ago. Don't know what they're doing in that field now! -Kyla > > > I had to undergo fertility with both of my boys. I needed the oral meds and HCG shots. I believe all the stress affected my immune system and also my fertility. > > Kelley > > > To: WTOAdultChildren1@...: artwidow@...: Thu, 10 Jan 2008 20:45:29 +0000Subject: BPD's Effect On KO's Fertility > > > > > So...since we all have such similar experiences, I thought I would put out a feeler about this one.My husband and I have been unprotected for three years and no baby. I've been tested and so has he, and we are both completely fine. I'm 28, and he's 37. I'm starting to think my stepnada has something to do with this.For a long time I've been pretty terrified about having a child knowing that my relationship with my father will end. This is what has happened with my sister. Stepnada and dad have NOTHING to do with her. Stepnada did not have biological children, and she married my father knowing that he had had a vasectomy years before he met her. Yet, we were forced to call her mom, screamed at if we didn't cry with her over baby diaper commericials (I was 8), and raged at about how we would never understand how hard infertility is. She doesn't know if she's infertile or not! She didn't want to adopt because she only wanted a bio kid from my dad. Nothing else was good enough. Especially his two daughers. I know if they would have had children together, our relationship with him would have ended then and there. I sometimes feel that I am being punished with infertility because I was not more emphathetic with her plight. Then I start feeling like, what's the point, why subject another innocent child to a raging, viscious bitch like her? How could I forgive myself if she said some effed up thing to my child?So, why aren't they speaking to my sister? Here goes, try to follow the logic (there isn't any) 1. Sister refused to allow her in the birthing room (none of us went in) because she wanted to give birth in private (*gasp*, don't most people?), 2. Sister allowed stepnada to help out right after she had the baby, but my stepnada mysteriously stopped coming around. When sister asked why, she was told " you're always too tired. " Um...yeah, she just had a BABY!! 3. Sister didn't invite stepnada to Easter lunch at her house fast enough (my fault - I accidentally mentioned it, thinking my sister had already invited her), 4. Stepnada showed up on mother's day (my sister's 1st), and her birthday (the same day) and gave MY sister attitude. For no apparent reason. When she left, my sister emailed my dad and asked him to please fix whatever was wrong since he knows how to talk to psycho bitch, 5. Stepnada intercepted the email somehow and threw a fit about how dare my sister not just talk to her about it (b/c she's insane and can't be talked to), she also found out that my sister told my dad that she would not allow my her to watch the baby alone. After that fight blew over, things were still quite tense as you can imagine. 6. This last May, my sister had my dad and stepnada over for lunch. She told my stepnada how much the flooring guy (sister's friend) quoted them for wood floors. Stepnada started getting very aggressive (she's very loud mouthed) about how the guy was full of shit and how SHE knew flooring pricing better than him because SHE was in the industry (15 years ago). She followed my sister around the house blah blah blahing about it until my sister nicely asked her to please stop arguing about it. Stepnada got all huffy and told my dad, they were leaving RIGHT NOW, and they left after my dad asked her to apologize and my sister refused, saying she had done NOTHING wrong, 7. A few days later, Dad relayed the message that my sister needed to apologize and that my stepnada didn't feel comfortable in their house, 8. Sister refused and told him how ridiculous that was since she has bent over backwards to make them comfortable. My dad has not called my sister for her birthday, my niece's birthday, Christmas or Thanksgiving. My stepnada has told me that she is cut out of the will and they will no longer have anything to do with her. Last time they were over, I found a picture of my husband and niece turned around, facing the wall. So, that's what happens when you assert independence for yourself or your child around my stepnada. If you have a baby, she expects you to make up for her lack of having had one. She told my sister she cannot stand pregnant women, and would not have a relationship with her granddaughter if she wasn't the clear favorite of the other two grandmas - that she can't share. She will lose her mind when and if I get pregnant and tell her she can't come in the room. I want my mom in there, but know I can't ask her if stepnada can't come in because it wouldn't be 'FAIR' and all hell would break loose in the hospital. No wonder I can't get pregnant.Thanks for reading, > > > > > > > _________________________________________________________________ > Get the power of Windows + Web with the new Windows Live. > http://www.windowslive.com? ocid=TXT_TAGHM_Wave2_powerofwindows_012008 > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 13, 2008 Report Share Posted January 13, 2008 Interesting... I have PCOS - polycystc ovaries - and was told at 19 that having children was going to be very dificult for me. PCOS often also involves insulin reistance. Once I was on drugs (glucophage) for my insulin resitance, my hormones leveled out. I have two kids now, 2 and 4 years old. For my first pregnancy, I had to do progesterone in the first few months to keep the pregnancy going - that was scary, but it was worth it! But then I was unable to nurse, and there is a little quiet part of me that always thinks that I was too stressed out/anxiety-ridden to produce milk like I should have been able to. I just kept thinking, " If I could just RELAX! " I am sure I had post-partum depression after the first pregnancy, and I know I did after the 2nd - I ended up on anti- depressants and in therapy, which got me back on track. No more babies for me! Two healthy, beautiful children and no desire to see how bad PPD can be the 3rd time around! > > > I had to undergo fertility with both of my boys. I needed the oral meds and HCG shots. I believe all the stress affected my immune system and also my fertility. > > Kelley > > > To: WTOAdultChildren1@...: artwidow@...: Thu, 10 Jan 2008 20:45:29 +0000Subject: BPD's Effect On KO's Fertility > > > > > So...since we all have such similar experiences, I thought I would put out a feeler about this one.My husband and I have been unprotected for three years and no baby. I've been tested and so has he, and we are both completely fine. I'm 28, and he's 37. I'm starting to think my stepnada has something to do with this.For a long time I've been pretty terrified about having a child knowing that my relationship with my father will end. This is what has happened with my sister. Stepnada and dad have NOTHING to do with her. Stepnada did not have biological children, and she married my father knowing that he had had a vasectomy years before he met her. Yet, we were forced to call her mom, screamed at if we didn't cry with her over baby diaper commericials (I was 8), and raged at about how we would never understand how hard infertility is. She doesn't know if she's infertile or not! She didn't want to adopt because she only wanted a bio kid from my dad. Nothing else was good enough. Especially his two daughers. I know if they would have had children together, our relationship with him would have ended then and there. I sometimes feel that I am being punished with infertility because I was not more emphathetic with her plight. Then I start feeling like, what's the point, why subject another innocent child to a raging, viscious bitch like her? How could I forgive myself if she said some effed up thing to my child?So, why aren't they speaking to my sister? Here goes, try to follow the logic (there isn't any) 1. Sister refused to allow her in the birthing room (none of us went in) because she wanted to give birth in private (*gasp*, don't most people?), 2. Sister allowed stepnada to help out right after she had the baby, but my stepnada mysteriously stopped coming around. When sister asked why, she was told " you're always too tired. " Um...yeah, she just had a BABY!! 3. Sister didn't invite stepnada to Easter lunch at her house fast enough (my fault - I accidentally mentioned it, thinking my sister had already invited her), 4. Stepnada showed up on mother's day (my sister's 1st), and her birthday (the same day) and gave MY sister attitude. For no apparent reason. When she left, my sister emailed my dad and asked him to please fix whatever was wrong since he knows how to talk to psycho bitch, 5. Stepnada intercepted the email somehow and threw a fit about how dare my sister not just talk to her about it (b/c she's insane and can't be talked to), she also found out that my sister told my dad that she would not allow my her to watch the baby alone. After that fight blew over, things were still quite tense as you can imagine. 6. This last May, my sister had my dad and stepnada over for lunch. She told my stepnada how much the flooring guy (sister's friend) quoted them for wood floors. Stepnada started getting very aggressive (she's very loud mouthed) about how the guy was full of shit and how SHE knew flooring pricing better than him because SHE was in the industry (15 years ago). She followed my sister around the house blah blah blahing about it until my sister nicely asked her to please stop arguing about it. Stepnada got all huffy and told my dad, they were leaving RIGHT NOW, and they left after my dad asked her to apologize and my sister refused, saying she had done NOTHING wrong, 7. A few days later, Dad relayed the message that my sister needed to apologize and that my stepnada didn't feel comfortable in their house, 8. Sister refused and told him how ridiculous that was since she has bent over backwards to make them comfortable. My dad has not called my sister for her birthday, my niece's birthday, Christmas or Thanksgiving. My stepnada has told me that she is cut out of the will and they will no longer have anything to do with her. Last time they were over, I found a picture of my husband and niece turned around, facing the wall. So, that's what happens when you assert independence for yourself or your child around my stepnada. If you have a baby, she expects you to make up for her lack of having had one. She told my sister she cannot stand pregnant women, and would not have a relationship with her granddaughter if she wasn't the clear favorite of the other two grandmas - that she can't share. She will lose her mind when and if I get pregnant and tell her she can't come in the room. I want my mom in there, but know I can't ask her if stepnada can't come in because it wouldn't be 'FAIR' and all hell would break loose in the hospital. No wonder I can't get pregnant.Thanks for reading, > > > > > > > _________________________________________________________________ > Get the power of Windows + Web with the new Windows Live. > http://www.windowslive.com? ocid=TXT_TAGHM_Wave2_powerofwindows_012008 > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 14, 2008 Report Share Posted January 14, 2008 That's interesting. I nursed my first boy for a year and now am nursing my second child. That is one thing I have been able to do without any effort. I am so thankful because it is so good for my kids and helps me to relax. Kelley To: WTOAdultChildren1@...: cld@...: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 05:51:34 +0000Subject: Re: BPD's Effect On KO's Fertility Interesting... I have PCOS - polycystc ovaries - and was told at 19 that having children was going to be very dificult for me. PCOS often also involves insulin reistance. Once I was on drugs (glucophage) for my insulin resitance, my hormones leveled out. I have two kids now, 2 and 4 years old. For my first pregnancy, I had to do progesterone in the first few months to keep the pregnancy going - that was scary, but it was worth it! But then I was unable to nurse, and there is a little quiet part of me that always thinks that I was too stressed out/anxiety-ridden to produce milk like I should have been able to. I just kept thinking, " If I could just RELAX! " I am sure I had post-partum depression after the first pregnancy, and I know I did after the 2nd - I ended up on anti-depressants and in therapy, which got me back on track. No more babies for me! Two healthy, beautiful children and no desire to see how bad PPD can be the 3rd time around!>> > I had to undergo fertility with both of my boys. I needed the oral meds and HCG shots. I believe all the stress affected my immune system and also my fertility.> > Kelley> > > To: WTOAdultChildren1@...: artwidow@...: Thu, 10 Jan 2008 20:45:29 +0000Subject: BPD's Effect On KO's Fertility> > > > > So...since we all have such similar experiences, I thought I would put out a feeler about this one.My husband and I have been unprotected for three years and no baby. I've been tested and so has he, and we are both completely fine. I'm 28, and he's 37. I'm starting to think my stepnada has something to do with this.For a long time I've been pretty terrified about having a child knowing that my relationship with my father will end. This is what has happened with my sister. Stepnada and dad have NOTHING to do with her. Stepnada did not have biological children, and she married my father knowing that he had had a vasectomy years before he met her. Yet, we were forced to call her mom, screamed at if we didn't cry with her over baby diaper commericials (I was 8), and raged at about how we would never understand how hard infertility is. She doesn't know if she's infertile or not! She didn't want to adopt because she only wanted a bio kid from my dad. Nothing else was good enough. Especially his two daughers. I know if they would have had children together, our relationship with him would have ended then and there. I sometimes feel that I am being punished with infertility because I was not more emphathetic with her plight. Then I start feeling like, what's the point, why subject another innocent child to a raging, viscious bitch like her? How could I forgive myself if she said some effed up thing to my child?So, why aren't they speaking to my sister? Here goes, try to follow the logic (there isn't any) 1. Sister refused to allow her in the birthing room (none of us went in) because she wanted to give birth in private (*gasp*, don't most people?), 2. Sister allowed stepnada to help out right after she had the baby, but my stepnada mysteriously stopped coming around. When sister asked why, she was told " you're always too tired. " Um...yeah, she just had a BABY!! 3. Sister didn't invite stepnada to Easter lunch at her house fast enough (my fault - I accidentally mentioned it, thinking my sister had already invited her), 4. Stepnada showed up on mother's day (my sister's 1st), and her birthday (the same day) and gave MY sister attitude. For no apparent reason. When she left, my sister emailed my dad and asked him to please fix whatever was wrong since he knows how to talk to psycho bitch, 5. Stepnada intercepted the email somehow and threw a fit about how dare my sister not just talk to her about it (b/c she's insane and can't be talked to), she also found out that my sister told my dad that she would not allow my her to watch the baby alone. After that fight blew over, things were still quite tense as you can imagine. 6. This last May, my sister had my dad and stepnada over for lunch. She told my stepnada how much the flooring guy (sister's friend) quoted them for wood floors. Stepnada started getting very aggressive (she's very loud mouthed) about how the guy was full of shit and how SHE knew flooring pricing better than him because SHE was in the industry (15 years ago). She followed my sister around the house blah blah blahing about it until my sister nicely asked her to please stop arguing about it. Stepnada got all huffy and told my dad, they were leaving RIGHT NOW, and they left after my dad asked her to apologize and my sister refused, saying she had done NOTHING wrong, 7. A few days later, Dad relayed the message that my sister needed to apologize and that my stepnada didn't feel comfortable in their house, 8. Sister refused and told him how ridiculous that was since she has bent over backwards to make them comfortable. My dad has not called my sister for her birthday, my niece's birthday, Christmas or Thanksgiving. My stepnada has told me that she is cut out of the will and they will no longer have anything to do with her. Last time they were over, I found a picture of my husband and niece turned around, facing the wall. So, that's what happens when you assert independence for yourself or your child around my stepnada. If you have a baby, she expects you to make up for her lack of having had one. She told my sister she cannot stand pregnant women, and would not have a relationship with her granddaughter if she wasn't the clear favorite of the other two grandmas - that she can't share. She will lose her mind when and if I get pregnant and tell her she can't come in the room. I want my mom in there, but know I can't ask her if stepnada can't come in because it wouldn't be 'FAIR' and all hell would break loose in the hospital. No wonder I can't get pregnant.Thanks for reading, > > > > > > > __________________________________________________________> Get the power of Windows + Web with the new Windows Live.> http://www.windowslive.com?ocid=TXT_TAGHM_Wave2_powerofwindows_012008> > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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