Guest guest Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 Tony, this is such a difficult life lesson. I think there must be some flea relation to it too. Having a parent who freaks out over nothing and then is sometimes very calm when you expect a freak out, who doesn't use logic all the time, I think these things all cause us to learn to rationalize everything. Fight for our cases on everything, even if only in our own heads. Since nada's logic is so so wrong and bent to her emotions, we learn to fight cases through in our own heads just to make sure that we are rational and sane. That said, there are important people in your life with whom you are close, who need to understand your parental relationship, like your wife. Then there are people with whom you are not as close, who really don't need to know all of your business. These family members have their own agendas. The agenda to make your mother happy so she will stop puking her heavy feelings onto them. This is perfectly understandable and is how most people would react. But really, this is none of their business. Your mother is crying to them on purpose, with the hope that they will pressure you. You can choose to not discuss this with your family members at all - let them know it is not their concern. Or, you can spend your whole life trying to convince everyone you know of your side by telling your story over and over again. You can frustrate yourself by opening your heart to everyone and telling them all of the deep wounds your mother has inflicted on you and how it has affected your life. Then most of your family members will probably still say, " just suck it up and make up with her. she is your mother. " Sucks, don't it? We're all right there with you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 I agree with deanna. Your antimother is trying to manipulate/hoover you by proxy. When it doesn't work and she should look sad, she'll be too busy being furious. > Your mother is crying to > them on purpose, with the hope that they will pressure you. You can > choose to not discuss this with your family members at all - let them > know it is not their concern. Send instant messages to your online friends http://au.messenger.yahoo.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 Oh yeah, you gotta love Shakespeare. This is not only a mark of maturity, but also of good mental health. > > I've come to realize that a mark of TRUE > maturity, is " to thine own self be true " as Shakespeare put it. In > other words: Live your own life and base your decisions on what's > best for you and your wife. Other people's reactions to it are not > yours to manage. > > -Kyla Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 Hoovering by proxy -- PERFECT description! My mother is a master at it. I've had several relatives call me -- one uncle I hadn't spoken to in 15 years called out of the blue and asked if I'd spoken to my mother. (He knew full well that I hadn't). It's like when a middle school girl gets her friend to go tell a boy she likes him. This kind of strategy is employed when the person lacks courage. Same with the BPD. -Kyla > > Your mother is crying to > > them on purpose, with the hope that they will pressure you. You can > > choose to not discuss this with your family members at all - let them > > know it is not their concern. > > Send instant messages to your online friends http://au.messenger.yahoo.com > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 --- I think trying to defend yourself is a no-win situation. I think you sometimes have to fight the urge to defend yourself and just let your " self " speak for itself. This is what my sister and I are trying to do. My nada tells people how horrible and selfish we are. We can't defend ourselves to everyone, and I think it's also playing into her " drama " and game-playing to do so. Just my opinion. And it is def. hard to know that people have heard awful untruths about you. Joanna In WTOAdultChildren1 , Hutton wrote: > > I agree with deanna. Your antimother is trying to manipulate/hoover you > by proxy. When it doesn't work and she should look sad, she'll be too > busy being furious. > > > > > > Your mother is crying to > > them on purpose, with the hope that they will pressure you. You can > > choose to not discuss this with your family members at all - let them > > know it is not their concern. > > Send instant messages to your online friends http://au.messenger.yahoo.com > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 Tony, Your situation and mine are mirror images in every way, but flipped with mine being a FADA(inlaw) and me being female. This BPD parent has consistently and systematically offended and hurt everyone in his family. At any given time, there are multiple people not speaking to him. He has said awful things about me to my H and the rest of the family, and has done things are almost impossible to get past, like attempting to drive my two young children while very drunk. In the summer, he started aiming his sights at others in the family after I detatched. He started in on my H with raging and blaming until it went over the top with him name-calling, cursing and taunting my H until he take no more. Finally, my H had enough and decided to end contact. As soon as he did this, his father was diagnosed with colon cancer and needed surgery. Barely out of that situation, he had a bought of skin cancer. My H has seen his FADA maybe twice through this ordeal. Now they, and the entire family see us as horrible people who are isolating ourselves and being cruel to these parents in their time of need. The timing is sad, truly, in both of our cases, but does the existence of illness somehow erase the truth? Sadly, our realizations came late and these illnesses followed close behind, but we can't jump back into the water simply because the other person is sick. Nothing has change; we even entertained the idea that FADA's cancer might have changed him in a real way. We gave him a shot and had him over; we were wrong. He was the same old self-centered bastard in denial of all he'd done to hurt others AND he told us we needed to forget everything and start over just because time had passed with us not speaking! During our time of NC, my own mother, a loving, gentle woman, died suddenly. Since the wounds were so raw and fresh with FADAinlaw, we asked him to kindly to not attend my mom's service. Fast forward a month to our experimental visit with him and the man says NOTHING to me or my family about the death of my mother. We got a little taste of how the guy was (same as always!) and we were not interested in reestablishing anything! Like you, we worry about everyone in the family thinking we are mean, horrible, selfish people. Truth is that they all KNOW how mean, horrible and selfish these parents were to us and everyone they know, but they are choosing to accept the abuse and dysfunction and we are not, finally. Like Kyla said, we CANNOT worry about it. They are trying to play us, like always and their illness is a convenient means to their end, which is to control everyone and give nothing in return. ~Elle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 16, 2008 Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 You know, I was just going to say that although I don't know all the personal situations/relationships here, that it definitely smells of middle school tactics all around.... > > > Your mother is crying to > > > them on purpose, with the hope that they will pressure you. You > can > > > choose to not discuss this with your family members at all - let > them > > > know it is not their concern. > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends > http://au.messenger.yahoo.com > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 16, 2008 Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 Tony, This is so familiar to me and something that bothers me every single day. My heart goes out to you on this one. My reputation is very important to me and it kills me to know that people who are around my mother probably think I am the worst daughter. BPDs are very good at making you feel sorry for them-- they've mastered that art. But let me tell you, I think people's true colors always come out, sometimes it just takes time. My best friend growing up always doubted me when it came to my nada---she would put pressure on me to make things right. My nada would use her to put pressure on me. Finally one day my best friend was around when my nada lost it on someone else. She called to apologize to me for never understanding what I was going through---and said the side of my nada she had just witnessed amazed her--she never believed she could be that way! I don't think she could run away fast enough. Do what you need to do for yourself first. If there is a rumor/thought going around that you're not a good son, check back with the people who feel this way after they've spend " quality time " with your nada! N > > So, I have tried to be the bigger person throughout this whole situation. Many of you probably remember the horrible email my mom sent me a way back, i have refused to show that to anyone besides my wife for respect of my parents and because it is embarrassing what she says about me and my wife. I am at my end though and wondering what others opinions are. > > My cousin last night talked to me and said she had seen my parents and the looked really sad, as did my grandma. And that I should just go over to my parents house, give them a big hug and tell them that i love them. She said that she had to do this and it was like magic, everything was better. I told her that I have apologized for my part in this, and i have gotten nothing from them. She said that doesnt matter, family is important and we do not want to keep going on this way. I told her i am trying to get over the hurtful things my mom said to me, and it makes it even harder cause she is unremorseful about it. My cuz said that we are way paste remorse, and i need to just fix this. She said how sad my grandm is. I told her my grandma shouldnt be involved in this to begin with, and she defended it by saying that it is my dads mom, and he was seeking advice. So i told her, there comes a point in ones life where their parents become the child, and > the child needs to take care of thier parents, and with my grandma being 79, she is at that point. my dad should not be burdening her with this stressful topic. She just kept saying i need to fix this. > > I feel like my whole family thinks my wife and I are these horrible people, since all they hear is from my moms side of things, and who knows what she is telling them. I feel like i need to defend myself, but i feel it is wrong to do at the same time. > > In addition to all this, i found out my uncle, moms brother, had cancer and was in the hospital for a week w/prostate cancer, and just got let out. i called him to apologize for not calling sooner, and his reply is that he knows, my family is having issues right now. Plus, when talking to my cousin, i found out my dad has nose cancer for the 3rd time, which i do not know if it is real or not, or a ploy to get me to talk to them. > > Right now i feel like my options are this, continue like this, having people think i am horrible person. Or talk to one of my aunts about everything, and give her my side of things, and show her all the emails and everything i got. Or just send out an email to the whole family, showing them my moms email and defend my self to everyone, and kind of put my parents back in their place. What does everyone thing? sorry for the length and how much it jumps, just so frustraited and dont know what to do. > T > > > ______________________________________________________________________ ______________ > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your home page. > http://www.yahoo.com/r/hs > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 16, 2008 Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 nanleejoy, You are so right on this subject. This happened to me as well. My sister inlaw witnessed my BP sister lash out at me, and intercepted a dirty look. I got up and went upstairs to give us some distance, and my sis inlaw was right behind me. She grabbed me, spun me around, and with huge gator tears said she was sorry if she ever doubted me, and said that my BP sister was evil!!! This was many years in the making but it felt good to finally have someone one on my inlaws side see how evil she truly is, and for once I wasn't the town crier...... Good topic!!! drlingirl > > > > So, I have tried to be the bigger person throughout this whole > situation. Many of you probably remember the horrible email my mom > sent me a way back, i have refused to show that to anyone besides my > wife for respect of my parents and because it is embarrassing what > she says about me and my wife. I am at my end though and wondering > what others opinions are. > > > > My cousin last night talked to me and said she had seen my parents > and the looked really sad, as did my grandma. And that I should just > go over to my parents house, give them a big hug and tell them that i > love them. She said that she had to do this and it was like magic, > everything was better. I told her that I have apologized for my part > in this, and i have gotten nothing from them. She said that doesnt > matter, family is important and we do not want to keep going on this > way. I told her i am trying to get over the hurtful things my mom > said to me, and it makes it even harder cause she is unremorseful > about it. My cuz said that we are way paste remorse, and i need to > just fix this. She said how sad my grandm is. I told her my grandma > shouldnt be involved in this to begin with, and she defended it by > saying that it is my dads mom, and he was seeking advice. So i told > her, there comes a point in ones life where their parents become the > child, and > > the child needs to take care of thier parents, and with my grandma > being 79, she is at that point. my dad should not be burdening her > with this stressful topic. She just kept saying i need to fix this. > > > > I feel like my whole family thinks my wife and I are these horrible > people, since all they hear is from my moms side of things, and who > knows what she is telling them. I feel like i need to defend myself, > but i feel it is wrong to do at the same time. > > > > In addition to all this, i found out my uncle, moms brother, had > cancer and was in the hospital for a week w/prostate cancer, and just > got let out. i called him to apologize for not calling sooner, and > his reply is that he knows, my family is having issues right now. > Plus, when talking to my cousin, i found out my dad has nose cancer > for the 3rd time, which i do not know if it is real or not, or a > ploy to get me to talk to them. > > > > Right now i feel like my options are this, continue like this, > having people think i am horrible person. Or talk to one of my aunts > about everything, and give her my side of things, and show her all > the emails and everything i got. Or just send out an email to the > whole family, showing them my moms email and defend my self to > everyone, and kind of put my parents back in their place. What does > everyone thing? sorry for the length and how much it jumps, just so > frustraited and dont know what to do. > > T > > > > > > > _____________________________________________________________________ _ > ______________ > > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your home page. > > http://www.yahoo.com/r/hs > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 16, 2008 Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 Hoovering by proxy...that is perfect! I was thinking triangulation but I think hoovering by proxy totally hit's the nail on the head here. So here is my opinion...listen to whatever your gut is telling you to do....but keep a few things in mind. 1. This is YOUR life and your relationship with darling nada and how you deal with her is nobody's business but your own. What you decide will effect everyone no matter what your decision is. 2. Maybe consider nicely telling cuz to butt out, or turn the tables and start asking questions... " why does my relationship with my mother effect you this way? " " why are you so desperate for me to " fix " things with my mother? " " how does this effect you?...is there something i should know? " .....keep in mind that you may have to get a little more obnoxious down the road. I would think about nicely saying " thank you for wanting to help me fix this but this subject just upsets us both so let's just move on to something else " . I have the same issue with my brother...I just turn into a robot and keep repeating " not talking about this...not talking about this...not talking about this " ......I have to speak over him most of the time, but it has been effective. 3. The triangulation situation is always the hardest...it is an " emotional hostage " type situation. When they do not get what they want from you, they turn on someone you love. I can't even begin to give advice on what to do with that....I haven't figured that one out myself. Just keep in mind that this is all it is and it is a very typical reaction from someone with BPD. 4. Try to avoid anything that will positively re-enforce your cousin or nada's behavior. If this type of game playing works once, they will automatically divert back to it, and be prepared for them to up the ante. My nada is constantly smack talking about either me or my brother and it is usually not even remotely true. I have no idea why people believe her but if they are going to judge me by it then that is their choice. I've gotten to a point where I honestly don't care. It took me a while to become numb to it, but eventually it did happen. Anyhoooo....that's what I've got...I hope it helps. Kisses and Nibbles, Bunny > nanleejoy, > > You are so right on this subject. This happened to me as well. My > sister inlaw witnessed my BP sister lash out at me, and intercepted > a dirty look. I got up and went upstairs to give us some distance, > and my sis inlaw was right behind me. She grabbed me, spun me > around, and with huge gator tears said she was sorry if she ever > doubted me, and said that my BP sister was evil!!! > > This was many years in the making but it felt good to finally have > someone one on my inlaws side see how evil she truly is, and for > once I wasn't the town crier...... > > Good topic!!! drlingirl > > > > > > > > So, I have tried to be the bigger person throughout this whole > > situation. Many of you probably remember the horrible email my > mom > > sent me a way back, i have refused to show that to anyone besides > my > > wife for respect of my parents and because it is embarrassing what > > she says about me and my wife. I am at my end though and > wondering > > what others opinions are. > > > > > > My cousin last night talked to me and said she had seen my > parents > > and the looked really sad, as did my grandma. And that I should > just > > go over to my parents house, give them a big hug and tell them > that i > > love them. She said that she had to do this and it was like > magic, > > everything was better. I told her that I have apologized for my > part > > in this, and i have gotten nothing from them. She said that > doesnt > > matter, family is important and we do not want to keep going on > this > > way. I told her i am trying to get over the hurtful things my mom > > said to me, and it makes it even harder cause she is unremorseful > > about it. My cuz said that we are way paste remorse, and i need > to > > just fix this. She said how sad my grandm is. I told her my > grandma > > shouldnt be involved in this to begin with, and she defended it by > > saying that it is my dads mom, and he was seeking advice. So i > told > > her, there comes a point in ones life where their parents become > the > > child, and > > > the child needs to take care of thier parents, and with my > grandma > > being 79, she is at that point. my dad should not be burdening > her > > with this stressful topic. She just kept saying i need to fix > this. > > > > > > I feel like my whole family thinks my wife and I are these > horrible > > people, since all they hear is from my moms side of things, and > who > > knows what she is telling them. I feel like i need to defend > myself, > > but i feel it is wrong to do at the same time. > > > > > > In addition to all this, i found out my uncle, moms brother, had > > cancer and was in the hospital for a week w/prostate cancer, and > just > > got let out. i called him to apologize for not calling sooner, > and > > his reply is that he knows, my family is having issues right now. > > Plus, when talking to my cousin, i found out my dad has nose > cancer > > for the 3rd time, which i do not know if it is real or not, or a > > ploy to get me to talk to them. > > > > > > Right now i feel like my options are this, continue like this, > > having people think i am horrible person. Or talk to one of my > aunts > > about everything, and give her my side of things, and show her all > > the emails and everything i got. Or just send out an email to the > > whole family, showing them my moms email and defend my self to > > everyone, and kind of put my parents back in their place. What > does > > everyone thing? sorry for the length and how much it jumps, just > so > > frustraited and dont know what to do. > > > T > > > > > > > > > > > > __________________________________________________________ > _ > > ______________ > > > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your home page. > > > http://www.yahoo.com/r/hs > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 16, 2008 Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 Can I ask...how did you get to the point where it didn't hurt anymore when she was talking about you behind your back? I can't seem to get past that with my own nada. I spend so much time upset and stressed out over the lies and half-truths that she spins and wondering who has been told what and BELEIVED what. She's pulled some big ones, y'know? Ones that have really harmed some of my relationships because people either believed her and/or they just didn't want to deal with the drama she created. So I do get past being hurt by that? T >>My nada is constantly smack talking about either me or my brother and it is usually not even remotely true. I have no idea why people believe her but if they are going to judge me by it then that is their choice. I've gotten to a point where I honestly don't care. It took me a while to become numb to it, but eventually it did happen.<< Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 16, 2008 Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 I can chime in here with what works for me: Get busy living your own full life, and accept the fact that not everybody is going to love you, or believe you, or even like you. If you like yourself well enough, and have loyal friends (and family) who like and respect you, co-workers who like you, etc., then go about the business of filling your life with THOSE voice, and ditch the naysayers who want to sit in the muck with your mother. I think sometimes we distract ourselves and look away from what is (or could be) good in our life, by concentrating too much on people who bring us down, and bring negativity and doubt into our lives. We're the gatekeepers of our lives -- it IS possible to shut out the negative noise. I've heard life compared to a garden -- you must prune it to keep the weeds out, and let the healthy branches grow. <<I can't seem to get past that with my own nada. I > spend so much time upset and stressed out over the > lies and half-truths that she spins and wondering who > has been told what and BELEIVED what. She's pulled > some big ones, y'know? Ones that have really harmed > some of my relationships because people either > believed her and/or they just didn't want to deal with > the drama she created.>> It's a waste of time to plead with people to like you -- they either like you or they don't. They'll either believe your mother's tales, or they won't. There's nothing you can do about that. You CAN move on and turn your attention toward your own life. Let your mother go. Leave her to her lies -- the less you have to do with her, the less she'll have to lie about. -Kyla Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 16, 2008 Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 BEAUTIFUL! > > I can chime in here with what works for me: Get busy living your > own full life, and accept the fact that not everybody is going to > love you, or believe you, or even like you. If you like yourself > well enough, and have loyal friends (and family) who like and > respect you, co-workers who like you, etc., then go about the > business of filling your life with THOSE voice, and ditch the > naysayers who want to sit in the muck with your mother. > > I think sometimes we distract ourselves and look away from what is > (or could be) good in our life, by concentrating too much on people > who bring us down, and bring negativity and doubt into our lives. > > We're the gatekeepers of our lives -- it IS possible to shut out the > negative noise. I've heard life compared to a garden -- you must > prune it to keep the weeds out, and let the healthy branches grow. > > <<I can't seem to get past that with my own nada. I > > spend so much time upset and stressed out over the > > lies and half-truths that she spins and wondering who > > has been told what and BELEIVED what. She's pulled > > some big ones, y'know? Ones that have really harmed > > some of my relationships because people either > > believed her and/or they just didn't want to deal with > > the drama she created.>> > > > It's a waste of time to plead with people to like you -- they either > like you or they don't. They'll either believe your mother's tales, > or they won't. There's nothing you can do about that. You CAN move > on and turn your attention toward your own life. Let your mother > go. Leave her to her lies -- the less you have to do with her, the > less she'll have to lie about. > > -Kyla > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 17, 2008 Report Share Posted January 17, 2008 Thanks Kyla! That is perfectly put! I agree. And if I had some naggers on my case I would smile sweetly and state " There is always 2 sides to a story. Maybe one day you will want to hear mine when you're ready " . I think (or maybe hope) that most adults realize that in a relationship there are 2 sides to the story. As for getting over the pain of it, I don't think it ever really goes away (it bothers me every time still), but if you are providing your nada with less information (like just discussing the weather outside!) then you give her less material to work with. Nan > > > > I can chime in here with what works for me: Get busy living your > > own full life, and accept the fact that not everybody is going to > > love you, or believe you, or even like you. If you like yourself > > well enough, and have loyal friends (and family) who like and > > respect you, co-workers who like you, etc., then go about the > > business of filling your life with THOSE voice, and ditch the > > naysayers who want to sit in the muck with your mother. > > > > I think sometimes we distract ourselves and look away from what is > > (or could be) good in our life, by concentrating too much on people > > who bring us down, and bring negativity and doubt into our lives. > > > > We're the gatekeepers of our lives -- it IS possible to shut out the > > negative noise. I've heard life compared to a garden -- you must > > prune it to keep the weeds out, and let the healthy branches grow. > > > > <<I can't seem to get past that with my own nada. I > > > spend so much time upset and stressed out over the > > > lies and half-truths that she spins and wondering who > > > has been told what and BELEIVED what. She's pulled > > > some big ones, y'know? Ones that have really harmed > > > some of my relationships because people either > > > believed her and/or they just didn't want to deal with > > > the drama she created.>> > > > > > > It's a waste of time to plead with people to like you -- they either > > like you or they don't. They'll either believe your mother's tales, > > or they won't. There's nothing you can do about that. You CAN move > > on and turn your attention toward your own life. Let your mother > > go. Leave her to her lies -- the less you have to do with her, the > > less she'll have to lie about. > > > > -Kyla > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 17, 2008 Report Share Posted January 17, 2008 Absolutely positively true. I love the garden philosophy...that is truly beautiful. As far as how I became numb to it...I can't really tell you that there was one certain thing over the other...I think it was mostly just time that did that...you know the old cliche' about time heals all wounds. That just happened to be what went into play here. I spent the better portion of the beginning of my marriage " walking on eggshells " trying to do what would please nada or made her proud of me if at any moment someone walked in and took a snapshot of my life at that very moment. I obsessed over my house being spotless, over the laundry being pristine, over my children looking like they just jumped off the cover of a magazine. My husband and I had a knock down drag out fight because he folded a dishrag and laid it over the top of the faucet....I was flipping out not only because of where he placed it but how he folded it and the fact that the design wasn't facing in the correct position. I would sleep in front of the dishwasher so I would know when it shut off and could put the dishes away immediately. It was crazy. One day my husband asked me to really search my soul and come up with WHY I did what I did...did all of the chores being done make me happy or was I doing it for nada? Then I found out that despite all of my best efforts nada was still trash talking me behind my back....accusing me of NOT doing all of the things that I was going out of my way to do to please her. She was telling people that I wasn't caring for my children correctly...spreading vicious lies that I had a drug and alcohol problem. THAT was the straw that broke the camel's back for me. I have never even experimented with drugs and because I had small children I wouldn't even allow my husband to watch television shows that MIGHT have even an advertisement for alcohol. Then it hit me...she was going to think these things and spread these lies no matter what. I had no control...that was the key to my life...I had no control...I had no control over what she said, I had no control over what others believed and I didn't have control over my own life...i was living my life to please her and that still wasn't enough. Over time I stopped doing things for her...I did them for me. If the laundry sat for a couple of days waiting to be folded because I spent them with my children at the park or playground or attending an imaginary tea party that my 2 year old was hosting then so be it. My life was much more fulfilled sipping imaginary tea with Guy the dog and Kitty the elephant and my daughter who had declared herself the queen of her village with her husband, Barney the dinosaur. Nada spread the same vicious atrocities no matter what the status of my laundry or dishes might be. And I mean the EXACT same vicious atrocities. It now plays to me like a warn out record and spending any amount of time dignifying any of her stories with any type of response whatsoever just seemed to make her lies all that much more true. So I stopped. The most recent vicious lie she has been yammering on and on about is about my now teenage daughter...she has been telling people for 3 years now that my daughter is pregnant. (She is now 17) I just roll my eyes and wonder if any of these people who have believed her ever stop to wonder why this imaginary pregnancy hasn't come to fruition yet? There is just nothing you can do about what people believe or not believe. I chose instead to concentrate on living my life to the fullest and try very hard to not let her sickness deprive me of precious time with the people whom I love. > Thanks Kyla! That is perfectly put! > I agree. And if I had some naggers on my case I would smile sweetly > and state " There is always 2 sides to a story. Maybe one day you > will want to hear mine when you're ready " . > I think (or maybe hope) that most adults realize that in a > relationship there are 2 sides to the story. > As for getting over the pain of it, I don't think it ever really goes > away (it bothers me every time still), but if you are providing your > nada with less information (like just discussing the weather > outside!) then you give her less material to work with. > Nan > > > > > > > > I can chime in here with what works for me: Get busy living your > > > own full life, and accept the fact that not everybody is going to > > > love you, or believe you, or even like you. If you like yourself > > > well enough, and have loyal friends (and family) who like and > > > respect you, co-workers who like you, etc., then go about the > > > business of filling your life with THOSE voice, and ditch the > > > naysayers who want to sit in the muck with your mother. > > > > > > I think sometimes we distract ourselves and look away from what > is > > > (or could be) good in our life, by concentrating too much on > people > > > who bring us down, and bring negativity and doubt into our lives. > > > > > > We're the gatekeepers of our lives -- it IS possible to shut out > the > > > negative noise. I've heard life compared to a garden -- you must > > > prune it to keep the weeds out, and let the healthy branches grow. > > > > > > <<I can't seem to get past that with my own nada. I > > > > spend so much time upset and stressed out over the > > > > lies and half-truths that she spins and wondering who > > > > has been told what and BELEIVED what. She's pulled > > > > some big ones, y'know? Ones that have really harmed > > > > some of my relationships because people either > > > > believed her and/or they just didn't want to deal with > > > > the drama she created.>> > > > > > > > > > It's a waste of time to plead with people to like you -- they > either > > > like you or they don't. They'll either believe your mother's > tales, > > > or they won't. There's nothing you can do about that. You CAN > move > > > on and turn your attention toward your own life. Let your mother > > > go. Leave her to her lies -- the less you have to do with her, > the > > > less she'll have to lie about. > > > > > > -Kyla > > > > > > > > -- Kisses and Nibbles, Bunny Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 17, 2008 Report Share Posted January 17, 2008 Good replies! I love to give an enigmatic reply in that situation. Makes them wonder what's behind what you're saying. Another one would be: " Yes, she certainly has interesting things to say, doesn't she?!! > > > > > > I can chime in here with what works for me: Get busy living your > > > own full life, and accept the fact that not everybody is going to > > > love you, or believe you, or even like you. If you like yourself > > > well enough, and have loyal friends (and family) who like and > > > respect you, co-workers who like you, etc., then go about the > > > business of filling your life with THOSE voice, and ditch the > > > naysayers who want to sit in the muck with your mother. > > > > > > I think sometimes we distract ourselves and look away from what > is > > > (or could be) good in our life, by concentrating too much on > people > > > who bring us down, and bring negativity and doubt into our lives. > > > > > > We're the gatekeepers of our lives -- it IS possible to shut out > the > > > negative noise. I've heard life compared to a garden -- you must > > > prune it to keep the weeds out, and let the healthy branches grow. > > > > > > <<I can't seem to get past that with my own nada. I > > > > spend so much time upset and stressed out over the > > > > lies and half-truths that she spins and wondering who > > > > has been told what and BELEIVED what. She's pulled > > > > some big ones, y'know? Ones that have really harmed > > > > some of my relationships because people either > > > > believed her and/or they just didn't want to deal with > > > > the drama she created.>> > > > > > > > > > It's a waste of time to plead with people to like you -- they > either > > > like you or they don't. They'll either believe your mother's > tales, > > > or they won't. There's nothing you can do about that. You CAN > move > > > on and turn your attention toward your own life. Let your mother > > > go. Leave her to her lies -- the less you have to do with her, > the > > > less she'll have to lie about. > > > > > > -Kyla > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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