Re: I'm trying to get in here!/

[Guest guest]

, I like you are new to this thing of constant pain. And I have

asked myself many times how I'm going to do this thing of living in

constant pain. I wish I had some answers for you. My doctor has put

me on morphine and at first it worked. But after just a few months my

body built up a tolerance to this already so I'm back to square one

again.

There has been many times I have just wanted to just give up and do

something stupid, because I felt I could not go on living like this.

But what has helped me keep fighting is I think about the ones I love

and how they love me back. And that gives me my HAPPY THOUGHT to get

me through one more day and the hopes that tomorrow will be better.

Also next week I am going to start into counseling to help me not just

to live for the people who love me, but help me learn to want to learn

to live for me. With the good times and the bad.

So when the pain gets so bad you want to scream try to think of

the love of your family or just try to think of the one happy thought

that will take the pain away for just a moment and think of tomorrow

that things will get better.

JIM From Ohio.