Guest guest Posted January 10, 2008 Report Share Posted January 10, 2008 So...since we all have such similar experiences, I thought I would put out a feeler about this one. My husband and I have been unprotected for three years and no baby. I've been tested and so has he, and we are both completely fine. I'm 28, and he's 37. I'm starting to think my stepnada has something to do with this. For a long time I've been pretty terrified about having a child knowing that my relationship with my father will end. This is what has happened with my sister. Stepnada and dad have NOTHING to do with her. Stepnada did not have biological children, and she married my father knowing that he had had a vasectomy years before he met her. Yet, we were forced to call her mom, screamed at if we didn't cry with her over baby diaper commericials (I was 8), and raged at about how we would never understand how hard infertility is. She doesn't know if she's infertile or not! She didn't want to adopt because she only wanted a bio kid from my dad. Nothing else was good enough. Especially his two daughers. I know if they would have had children together, our relationship with him would have ended then and there. I sometimes feel that I am being punished with infertility because I was not more emphathetic with her plight. Then I start feeling like, what's the point, why subject another innocent child to a raging, viscious bitch like her? How could I forgive myself if she said some effed up thing to my child? So, why aren't they speaking to my sister? Here goes, try to follow the logic (there isn't any) 1. Sister refused to allow her in the birthing room (none of us went in) because she wanted to give birth in private (*gasp*, don't most people?), 2. Sister allowed stepnada to help out right after she had the baby, but my stepnada mysteriously stopped coming around. When sister asked why, she was told " you're always too tired. " Um...yeah, she just had a BABY!! 3. Sister didn't invite stepnada to Easter lunch at her house fast enough (my fault - I accidentally mentioned it, thinking my sister had already invited her), 4. Stepnada showed up on mother's day (my sister's 1st), and her birthday (the same day) and gave MY sister attitude. For no apparent reason. When she left, my sister emailed my dad and asked him to please fix whatever was wrong since he knows how to talk to psycho bitch, 5. Stepnada intercepted the email somehow and threw a fit about how dare my sister not just talk to her about it (b/c she's insane and can't be talked to), she also found out that my sister told my dad that she would not allow my her to watch the baby alone. After that fight blew over, things were still quite tense as you can imagine. 6. This last May, my sister had my dad and stepnada over for lunch. She told my stepnada how much the flooring guy (sister's friend) quoted them for wood floors. Stepnada started getting very aggressive (she's very loud mouthed) about how the guy was full of shit and how SHE knew flooring pricing better than him because SHE was in the industry (15 years ago). She followed my sister around the house blah blah blahing about it until my sister nicely asked her to please stop arguing about it. Stepnada got all huffy and told my dad, they were leaving RIGHT NOW, and they left after my dad asked her to apologize and my sister refused, saying she had done NOTHING wrong, 7. A few days later, Dad relayed the message that my sister needed to apologize and that my stepnada didn't feel comfortable in their house, 8. Sister refused and told him how ridiculous that was since she has bent over backwards to make them comfortable. My dad has not called my sister for her birthday, my niece's birthday, Christmas or Thanksgiving. My stepnada has told me that she is cut out of the will and they will no longer have anything to do with her. Last time they were over, I found a picture of my husband and niece turned around, facing the wall. So, that's what happens when you assert independence for yourself or your child around my stepnada. If you have a baby, she expects you to make up for her lack of having had one. She told my sister she cannot stand pregnant women, and would not have a relationship with her granddaughter if she wasn't the clear favorite of the other two grandmas - that she can't share. She will lose her mind when and if I get pregnant and tell her she can't come in the room. I want my mom in there, but know I can't ask her if stepnada can't come in because it wouldn't be 'FAIR' and all hell would break loose in the hospital. No wonder I can't get pregnant. Thanks for reading, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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