Physical Pain Landed me in the E.R. Yesterday.

January 20, 2008

Not sure if anyone read my post the other day about what my Nada tried to pull

on me with stealing and calling the police on me, I think its posted in the 5

Stages of Grief Section.

Anyway, after my Nada lied and tried to get me arrested over that. The truth

came out and she felt stupid for accusing me of that, well it was still eating

me up alive inside. I just couldn't comprehend how my own mother would start

such evil lies and have me arrested wrongfully: and not even care about what

could have happened to my young children if the cops didn't believe the truth?

where would my 2 yr old and my 5 yr old been taken to? I think about it over and

over, until I finally got physically ill yesterday, I had sharp pains all over

my body, sharp pains in my heart, dizziness, shaking, tight chest pain over my

heart area and I was so scared and panicking, thinking that I may be suffering

from a mild heart attack. so I ran to the ER in tears told them I felt like I

was dying, they rushed me on a gurney bed, by that time I was hyperventilating,

and all body parts were going numb. After an IV with Ativan, and a few other

tests, they told me I was suffering from an Anxiety/Panic attack and sent me

home. this all stemmed from the evil shit my mom did the other day, I have had

NC with her ever since that day, but my heart is still pounding out of my chest

, my hands are shaking bad, and I can't get out of bed. I am emailing this from

my cell phone in bed. hubby doesn't understand and hasn't said one word to me

since I got back from the ER yesterday, and his silent treatment is making my

condition much worse. I am a huge mess right now all I want to do is cry. I

really want to go back to the ER today, but the staff was laughing at me because

I kept yelling out that I was scared, and they kept telling me to calm down.

they didn't believe how terrified I really was, my blood pressure was thru the

roof, and I always have low blood pressure. The ER staff were really mean, and

of no real help to me at all. I don't know what to do.

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