Re: Keep living your life/Connie

[Guest guest]

My ex husband committed suicide seven years ago, and I saw the pain and hurt my

children and grandchildren went thru, and still goe thru. Even though I hurt all

the time, and can no longer do the things like I use to do, I could not do that

to them again.

Sometimes I want to thrown in the towel, but I stop and think about them. I have

a daughter that has lost one kidney to kidney stones, and a son who has a liver

disease.

I am scared they will throw in the towel and do what their father did, but I

keep trying to give them faith. It is very hard to go on when you hurt all the

time, and people look at you like nothing is wrong when you park in the handicap

parking.

I have even had doctors tell me all I wanted was pain pills, so when I go to a

new doctor I take my medical charts with me. This group has been a blessing to

me and has helped me so much on information.

God bless you all.

Annette

>Connie Burns wrote:

Hello Everyone,

I have felt like doing the same thing my father did, throw in the

towel, but is that the solution, maybe for my self. because Like a lot of us the

fight, battle, or what ever it may be, we end it, but we so sorrowly leave

behind our family's, friends, if we have any left.