Re: Steve left me

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Oh my!

You are not a bad person or a bitch Hon...we're here for you. I wish I could give you a hug right now! Feel free to email me privately if you want, to talk or commiserate or vent or all of the above akiba@...

HUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUG~!!!!!

Peace and Blessings

~*~ Akiba ~*~

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-- Steve left me

Well, so much for coming out of my depression. I'm in a funk so deep now. I do have an appt with a therapist tomorrow at 1. I went to the hospital last night after Steve told me. I was driving around and I ran a red light. I thought," Oh that would have work out really good to get me out of thise place." Then I immediately think, "Oh shit! I could have hurt someone beside me." I turned around and went to an ER. I didn't go right to them. I sat in the hall for about a ½ hour then went in. My BP was 220/150 cause I was so upset. I was given something in IV for my headache. It's started with a "t" then I was given addavant. I can't find info on it. It's supposedly something like valium. My spastisity kicked in and then the deep itching-like feeling hit hard in my feet and I couldn't quit sticking my nails in my feet to try to take the pain away. I rubbed them with the soles of my sandals. I quess this hospital doesn't deal with depression because I was taken by ambulance to a stress center at another hospital. Then they released me and my friend Dawn picked me up and took me home. I was home around midnight. See even those 2 hospitals didn't want me. I'm a bitch and not a nice or good person.

So if you don't see me online it's eaither I don't want to be or I have to cancel my internet so I can go to the therapist.

Shirley