Re: Entanglement To Suffering

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Hi Kaivey,Sometimes I find that some much-loved music, played way load, is the best antidepressant going.Cheers, and best wishes,Detlef>> > I felt overwhewlmed by recent experiences and saw that I had an enormous> battle ahead. But I was ready for it and I put out a very powerful post> yesterday saying that the only way out is through (well at least for> me). The post dissapeared somewhere, fortunately.> > Today, though, I wasn't so overwhelmed with anger at my fate and I> realised that this week I had become too entangled with my suffering. It> is easy to sit here and think this is such a momentious task and but I'm> ready for the fight (which I am). Then I look at my past and wonder how> did all this happen when other people find life so much easier. The pain> then builds up and up as my fearful determination increases.> > But just don't dwell on it seems to be the best advice for me right now.> > Today I am allowing the pain to be but getting on with things like> playing my guitar and keyboards. But then I feel how can I try again> only to fail and suffer as usual. Then I realise this is attachment> also. So. back to my musical instruments, and tonight, down the pub with> my lovely girlfriend for 3 pints of Huntman's Royal Oak. (my night off> from some of the pain for a bit)> > (Oh! and I will be playing the F*ck Buttons in the car loud on the way> over to her and it's amazing. And I love driving too). So, some good> things to look forward to.> > All the best.> > Kv>

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Yes, it does get the spirits up, and it is a great drive there too.

Thanks, Detlef,

Kv

> >

> >

> > I felt overwhewlmed by recent experiences and saw that I had an

> enormous

> > battle ahead. But I was ready for it and I put out a very powerful

> post

> > yesterday saying that the only way out is through (well at least for

> > me). The post dissapeared somewhere, fortunately.

> >

> > Today, though, I wasn't so overwhelmed with anger at my fate and I

> > realised that this week I had become too entangled with my suffering.

> It

> > is easy to sit here and think this is such a momentious task and but

> I'm

> > ready for the fight (which I am). Then I look at my past and wonder

> how

> > did all this happen when other people find life so much easier. The

> pain

> > then builds up and up as my fearful determination increases.

> >

> > But just don't dwell on it seems to be the best advice for me right

> now.

> >

> > Today I am allowing the pain to be but getting on with things like

> > playing my guitar and keyboards. But then I feel how can I try again

> > only to fail and suffer as usual. Then I realise this is attachment

> > also. So. back to my musical instruments, and tonight, down the pub

> with

> > my lovely girlfriend for 3 pints of Huntman's Royal Oak. (my night off

> > from some of the pain for a bit)

> >

> > (Oh! and I will be playing the F*ck Buttons in the car loud on the way

> > over to her and it's amazing. And I love driving too). So, some good

> > things to look forward to.

> >

> > All the best.

> >

> > Kv

> >

>

[Guest guest]

I'm glad you have some better things to look forward to tonight, Kaivey. Enjoy your three pints!May all of us have a better evening...BruceI felt overwhewlmed by recent experiences and saw that I had an enormousbattle ahead. But I was ready for it and I put out a very powerful postyesterday saying that the only way out is through (well at least forme). The post dissapeared somewhere, fortunately.Today, though, I wasn't so overwhelmed with anger at my fate and Irealised that this week I had become too entangled with my suffering. Itis easy to sit here and think this is such a momentious task and but I'mready for the fight (which I am). Then I look at my past and wonder howdid all this happen when other people find life so much easier. The painthen builds up and up as my fearful determination increases.But just don't dwell on it seems to be the best advice for me right now.Today I am allowing the pain to be but getting on with things likeplaying my guitar and keyboards. But then I feel how can I try againonly to fail and suffer as usual. Then I realise this is attachmentalso. So. back to my musical instruments, and tonight, down the pub withmy lovely girlfriend for 3 pints of Huntman's Royal Oak. (my night offfrom some of the pain for a bit)(Oh! and I will be playing the F*ck Buttons in the car loud on the wayover to her and it's amazing. And I love driving too). So, some goodthings to look forward to.All the best.Kv

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Actually, a night off from the pain sounds wonderful.I'm glad you have some better things to look forward to tonight, Kaivey. Enjoy your three pints!May all of us have a better evening...BruceI felt overwhewlmed by recent experiences and saw that I had an enormousbattle ahead. But I was ready for it and I put out a very powerful postyesterday saying that the only way out is through (well at least forme). The post dissapeared somewhere, fortunately.Today, though, I wasn't so overwhelmed with anger at my fate and Irealised that this week I had become too entangled with my suffering. Itis easy to sit here and think this is such a momentious task and but I'mready for the fight (which I am). Then I look at my past and wonder howdid all this happen when other people find life so much easier. The painthen builds up and up as my fearful determination increases.But just don't dwell on it seems to be the best advice for me right now.Today I am allowing the pain to be but getting on with things likeplaying my guitar and keyboards. But then I feel how can I try againonly to fail and suffer as usual. Then I realise this is attachmentalso. So. back to my musical instruments, and tonight, down the pub withmy lovely girlfriend for 3 pints of Huntman's Royal Oak. (my night offfrom some of the pain for a bit)(Oh! and I will be playing the F*ck Buttons in the car loud on the wayover to her and it's amazing. And I love driving too). So, some goodthings to look forward to.All the best.Kv