Guest guest Posted October 26, 2004 Report Share Posted October 26, 2004 Good morning Dawn! Hope you have a nice relaxing day! Site-Mod --- Dawn wrote: > > Good morning everyone. Just skimmed the posts via > the web as I am > home from work today. I will try to jump in to > conversation in a bit, > as I am going to take advantage of alone time, take > a book outside > and read til I fall asleep > Hope you all have a pleasant day! If anyone wants to > chat, add me to > Yahoo at crimson_hugs35 > -Dawn > > > > ===== Site-Mod: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/Fibromyalgia_Support_Group/ If I can't serve as a good example, then I guess I'll just have to serve as a horrible warning. __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 22, 2011 Report Share Posted October 22, 2011 Whoa! Good morning folks. That was my mind on drugs. Pain medication, prescribed post surgery, to be exact. I had the surgery I talked about a few weeks ago - the one where I feared losing my voice. I came through with flying colors - once again, what I feared never happened. I have my voice, I can sing, I can yell. I took some pain pills last evening, and boy, did it mess with my head. I was feeling terribly down after talking with my sister who is in horribly poor health and had a hideous day. I guess that mood set me up for the dramatic reaction to the pain meds. (Terribly ... horribly ... isn't there a book about when things go like that? - gotta get it.) I swear, I was out of my mind. I am OK this morning. I read what I wrote last night with a curious mind. Where did THAT come from? Oh yes, I recognize myself in those words, but I thought those kind of feelings were a thing of the past. I guess our minds hang on to all the horrors of a lifetime and march them out to parade in front of us when we are vulnerable or compromised. Special gratitude to those of you who reached out to me privately in my distress. I love you guys. Helena ast.net>To: "ACT" <act_for_the_public >Sent: Friday, October 21, 2011 6:50:18 PMSubject: sometimes i rip out my soul, rip out my soul for people let them know i understand and so forth and so on and sometimes no matter what i say it doesn't matter doesn't make a dink sometimes i dont matter don't make a dink in anyone's life and so i try to matter to someone else instead of me but that doesn't always work and so i end up not mattering it is happening now Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 23, 2011 Report Share Posted October 23, 2011 Good Morning, Helena and Everyone Nice to see anyone start off with a good morning. I am glad your ok. I have come to value your opinion. Even in your words , you have a voice that should be heard. I read, think about it and then decide where and how it fits to me. Have a great day , everyone Lin > > > > Whoa! Good morning folks. That was my mind on drugs. Pain medication, prescribed post surgery, to be exact. I had the surgery I talked about a few weeks ago - the one where I feared losing my voice. I came through with flying colors - once again, what I feared never happened. I have my voice, I can sing, I can yell. I took some pain pills last evening, and boy, did it mess with my head. I was feeling terribly down after talking with my sister who is in horribly poor health and had a hideous day. I guess that mood set me up for the dramatic reaction to the pain meds. ( Terribly ... horribly ... isn't there a book about when things go like that? - gotta get it.) > >  > > I swear, I was out of my mind. I am OK this morning. I read what I wrote last night with a curious mind. Where did THAT come from? Oh yes, I recognize myself in those words, but I thought those kind of feelings were a thing of the past. I guess our minds hang on to all the horrors of a lifetime and march them out to parade in front of us when we are vulnerable or compromised. > >  > > Special gratitude to those of you who reached out to me privately in my distress. I love you guys. > >  > > Helena > > > >  > > > >  > > > > > > > > sometimes i rip out my soul, rip out my soul for people > >  > > let them know i understand and so forth > >  > > and so on > >  > > and sometimes no matter what i say it doesn't matter > >  > > doesn't make a dink > >  > > sometimes i dont matter > >  > > don't make a dink > >  > > in anyone's life > >  > > and so i try to matter to someone else > >  > > instead of me > >  > > but that doesn't always work > >  > > and so i end up not mattering > >  > > it is happening now > >  > >  > >  > >  > >  > >  > > >  > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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