Guest guest Posted April 14, 2012 Report Share Posted April 14, 2012 Loved her poems too. Very indepth jess > > > After great pain, a formal feeling comes †" > BY EMILY DICKINSON > > > After great pain, a formal feeling comes †" > The Nerves sit ceremonious, like Tombs †" > The stiff Heart questions ‘was it He, that bore,’ > And ‘Yesterday, or Centuries before’? > > The Feet, mechanical, go round †" > A Wooden way > Of Ground, or Air, or Ought †" > Regardless grown, > A Quartz contentment, like a stone †" > > This is the Hour of Lead †" > Remembered, if outlived, > As Freezing persons, recollect the Snow †" > First †" Chill †" then Stupor †" then the letting go †" > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 15, 2012 Report Share Posted April 15, 2012 Crikey! , you sound just lke me. Sometimes, especially if it's sunny, I might feel quite happy even, but those wretched feelings of anxiety, dread, and physical pain from muscular tension are always there ruining my life But I'm also aware that deep down I might be actually very unhappy afterall but this is being covered up by the superficial playfulness and the messing about that I always doing. I once read that it is possible to suffer from a major depression and not feel depressed at all. This is because high levels of fear and anxiety are stimulating lots of excitatory chemicals in your brain, like noradrenaline and cortisol - which are feel good neurotransmitters -and these knock out feelings of depression. I have always wondered if this is what is happening to me, because I do feel overwhelmed by all of this. I'm rather in a bit of mess with all these contradictions pulling me to bits, but hopefully this explains some the reasons behind those bizarre posts I often put out here. Kv > > > > > > After great pain, a formal feeling comes †" > > BY EMILY DICKINSON > > > > > > After great pain, a formal feeling comes †" > > The Nerves sit ceremonious, like Tombs †" > > The stiff Heart questions ‘was it He, that bore,’ > > And ‘Yesterday, or Centuries before’? > > > > The Feet, mechanical, go round †" > > A Wooden way > > Of Ground, or Air, or Ought †" > > Regardless grown, > > A Quartz contentment, like a stone †" > > > > This is the Hour of Lead †" > > Remembered, if outlived, > > As Freezing persons, recollect the Snow †" > > First †" Chill †" then Stupor †" then the letting go †" > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 15, 2012 Report Share Posted April 15, 2012 Crikey! , you sound just lke me. Sometimes, especially if it's sunny, I might feel quite happy even, but those wretched feelings of anxiety, dread, and physical pain from muscular tension are always there ruining my life But I'm also aware that deep down I might be actually very unhappy afterall but this is being covered up by the superficial playfulness and the messing about that I always doing. I once read that it is possible to suffer from a major depression and not feel depressed at all. This is because high levels of fear and anxiety are stimulating lots of excitatory chemicals in your brain, like noradrenaline and cortisol - which are feel good neurotransmitters -and these knock out feelings of depression. I have always wondered if this is what is happening to me, because I do feel overwhelmed by all of this. I'm rather in a bit of mess with all these contradictions pulling me to bits, but hopefully this explains some the reasons behind those bizarre posts I often put out here. Kv > > > > > > After great pain, a formal feeling comes †" > > BY EMILY DICKINSON > > > > > > After great pain, a formal feeling comes †" > > The Nerves sit ceremonious, like Tombs †" > > The stiff Heart questions ‘was it He, that bore,’ > > And ‘Yesterday, or Centuries before’? > > > > The Feet, mechanical, go round †" > > A Wooden way > > Of Ground, or Air, or Ought †" > > Regardless grown, > > A Quartz contentment, like a stone †" > > > > This is the Hour of Lead †" > > Remembered, if outlived, > > As Freezing persons, recollect the Snow †" > > First †" Chill †" then Stupor †" then the letting go †" > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 16, 2012 Report Share Posted April 16, 2012 Right on, . I did get some depression a few weeks back but it only lasted a few weeks. I don't know which is worse, depession or anxiety, I would say depression is because it can make everything so black and pointless. Still, my anxiety has given me IBS again, so now I having my worst haemorrhoids attack ever, plus I have indigestion and acid pains which can be agony, Plus, also, due to stress and poor sleep, I went flying off my push bike the other day smashing all my ribbs and hip in. So with this little lot, and my chronic muscular tension, I'm right done in at the moment. I hope I see some light coming through soon. Kv > > > > > > > > > After great pain, a formal feeling comes †" > > > BY EMILY DICKINSON > > > > > > > > > After great pain, a formal feeling comes †" > > > The Nerves sit ceremonious, like Tombs †" > > > The stiff Heart questions â€ˊ" was it He, that > bore,’ > > > And â€ˊ" Yesterday, or Centuries before’? > > > > > > The Feet, mechanical, go round †" > > > A Wooden way > > > Of Ground, or Air, or Ought †" > > > Regardless grown, > > > A Quartz contentment, like a stone †" > > > > > > This is the Hour of Lead †" > > > Remembered, if outlived, > > > As Freezing persons, recollect the Snow †" > > > First †" Chill †" then Stupor †" then the > letting go †" > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 16, 2012 Report Share Posted April 16, 2012 Right on, . I did get some depression a few weeks back but it only lasted a few weeks. I don't know which is worse, depession or anxiety, I would say depression is because it can make everything so black and pointless. Still, my anxiety has given me IBS again, so now I having my worst haemorrhoids attack ever, plus I have indigestion and acid pains which can be agony, Plus, also, due to stress and poor sleep, I went flying off my push bike the other day smashing all my ribbs and hip in. So with this little lot, and my chronic muscular tension, I'm right done in at the moment. I hope I see some light coming through soon. Kv > > > > > > > > > After great pain, a formal feeling comes †" > > > BY EMILY DICKINSON > > > > > > > > > After great pain, a formal feeling comes †" > > > The Nerves sit ceremonious, like Tombs †" > > > The stiff Heart questions â€ˊ" was it He, that > bore,’ > > > And â€ˊ" Yesterday, or Centuries before’? > > > > > > The Feet, mechanical, go round †" > > > A Wooden way > > > Of Ground, or Air, or Ought †" > > > Regardless grown, > > > A Quartz contentment, like a stone †" > > > > > > This is the Hour of Lead †" > > > Remembered, if outlived, > > > As Freezing persons, recollect the Snow †" > > > First †" Chill †" then Stupor †" then the > letting go †" > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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