don't be discouraged

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Last week I lost a project. The project is too complicated and I am new in this

area. At the beginning. I got negative thought like' the client wanna to take

advantage of me' ; ' maybe it is fate i am can not do this kind of job' ; 'the

society is unfair for people come from another country' ; ' maybe it is karma':

and the last thoughts ' i should quit!'

here i put all thoughts i have honestly

i called the client and return usb to her. She take and she smile. " i asked

other guy he said same thing. " " don't be discouraged. And keep trying'

And i have interesting realization. It's my life habit of quitting. Behind that.

It's thoughts and emotions. I take too personal. To avoid this negative thoughts

and feeling. I choose quit. And the quiting habit of course cause a lot of more

uncomfortable. And i give simple explaination. That is fate. Or society always

take me as outsider.

Jung said: " when an inner condition not make conscious. It appears outside as

fate. " it nearly the first time i observe how my habit turns into fate.

Maybe there is fate somewhere. But the holes in my being do take part of it.

The solution is obvious: to be more aware. And just like learning bicycle. Come

back when fail down.