Surgery date 2 months (Long)

February 10, 2000

Well that about says it, Ive shecduled this surgery 4 times as most you know,

my NSG only does these 2 times per month so he is sure he will be avialable

during the ENTIRE stay whihc can be lenghlier thatn like my first surgery

whihc was onlt a 6 dya stay, I wont even be allowed up for the first 5 dyas,

then I get to miove around if no leaks whihc I am prone to having

unfortunaly. Then its decided if I go directly to rehab hospital or home wiht

outpaitne rehab at hospital sinceI live close by, it all depends no doubt on

weatherss Im in my hweechiar agaoin or not, and Im getting lcloes again here

and feeling pretty donww today.

Theres is usualy a cancellation from another patiens due to the act my

surgeon has people coing form all over the wowrld to have surgeyr by him

(mostly Quads, whihc Is what Im trying to avoid being Ive been way to closes

to that before. Anywasy Im the forst one of the list if theres a canelation

in March, whihc Im praying theres will be so I dont " over evalueate " again as

I am Known to do (ok Kathleen ,Robin,Haydee,) you can all stop laughing

now!!!,ha,ha,ha,h,aha**sMile*. They know Im ready, no NSG visits, just pre-op

stuff Ive done so many tiems its hysterical almsot. EEG,EMG,Pinprick(ETIRE

BODY< I MEAN EVERYTHING), My pulmonaray doc is ready, Im ready, so now the

wait. ITs sheduled 4 dyas after my 40th birthday!1,ha,ha,ha,ha what a hoot.

well thtas about all for now, Ive not been well, duhhhhhhh, Im losing ground

here badly, my SM and Brain are wraking serious havoc(sh--t!) on my boduy at

this point, so its one on one with God right now beacsue I feel pretty lonley

and sad currently, but no doubt will bounce back, but for all my alguhs,

jokes ectt,,, im a very sensative gal here and wish I could Cry like some do,

thast really hard for me to do, but i sure could use it I tell ya. Oh well

piss poor adittude never did get me anywehre so why start now. PEace to

all as they celebrate there weekends, and Valentiens , Im making Chicken

cordodn Bleau for our dear freinds (Sues family of 6) so thats 10 peopke

including us, and LOTS!!!!!!!!!!!! of White Wine and HUgs, looing forward to

it.

Nighty nitee, my hadns hav had it here for tiongiht

love, Dawn in Csolorado

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