Update on things

[Guest guest]

Well my bf is in the hospital and so I havent heard from him, do not know if

when he gets out if we will still be together. Long story- basically the

part about his ex being maybe pregnant. He might leave me cuz of tht, and I

sit here day after day wscared that he will leave me. I know I shldnt put my

life on hold, but I love him and I cant help it. There is so much swirling

thru my head that I do not know what to do or think right now. I am not

going into hosp. Myself becuuz I have too much to do- but I do have a pdoc

appt on the 30th, maybe sooner if they have a cancellation.

A friend of mine in state of Kentucky might be coming up in September, so am

trying to focus on that so I don't drive myself crazy. Am also trying to see

if my non-bio parents can come up maybe in October- I don't know when my

Mommy has break tho so that is difficult to plan. My Papa Bear cant come up

here in winter cuz of medical issues so that makes it doubly difficult. My

brother isnt where he wants to be right now, so that has me worried too, as

well as one of my aunties ius going thru some stuff too of which I am also

planning something, there, if I can.

So that's what is going on now. I hope everyone is well. Take care.

Hhhuuugggsss love n support