help please- bedridden and in pain

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Selective muscles have stopped working throughout my body. I have NOT

lost sensation though, I am in extreme pain. It started slow, setting

into my right shoulder, so bad that the doctor thought I had a rotator

cuff tear. Then the pain and debilitation moved to the left shoulder as

well. Slowly it creeped down the arms to where I can't lift the

telephone to my ear. Then my fingers in the left hand, can't used them

at all. Feels like I got the car door slammed on them. I can't

straighten then, nor can I hold things. I can not lift either arm past

my shoulders (and that is being generous). It has also moved into both

hips, and both upper legs and the right knee. I can not operate my

right leg hardly at all. I have been bedridden for over two days now.

When I get up to go to the bathroom, it is a yelling, weeping fiasco (I

am NOT that kind of person – I have everyone running scared at home).

Laying flat on the bed, I can not move my right leg at all, and my foot

feels very cold. It feels like the most unbelievable body cramp that

won't go away. I am either in a wheelchair or on a cane (crutches don't

work because the aggravate the shoulder joint pain) with the cane I

move from hand to hand and alternate the pressure.

This is the first time I am deeply frightened, or at least a new and

impacting level of fear I am not familiar with.

PLEASE PLEASE tell me this is part of ACM and not something else, like

MD? I have never been so scared... the morphine I am on three times a

day does nothing to this pain. Please offer advise.

I see Dr. Frim on Thrusday, but I am so cared I won't make it there,

that my body will quit before I can get them.

Please pray for me

ACM1