I know how you feel

[Guest guest]

Morning all. Just finished reading the posts. Come talk to me when

ever you want. Please. I am good at listening. Forgive me for not

remembering names. That is not my forte any more. Yes I have real

trouble geting my self to go anyplace, or call anyone or to even post.

It is almost a panic attack. Yes I know about those. The doctor put

my on Paxil. It is not a cure all but it does help. And yes it is hard

to be home after working. I try to keep three or four different craft

projects going as I can only work on each one for a short period of

time. Now that my kids have taught me a little about the computer I

can play games. I have a need to do things. And I can't. About

menapause. I had a complete hysterictomy when I was 29, You can count

that back and you will find I am 56, and have been on haromnes since.

Add that to the list of medications. So far I think we all have

troubles sleeping. I am thinking about buying one of those air beds.

My brain has already shut down this morning. Surgery was in Jan.98. I

do have some trouble driving so don't go far. I have an appointment to

have my hair don today. It is a small thing but boy does it make me

feel better. I tried to get in the chat room last night but my messages

weren't printing! That's me and the computer. My son-in =law gave me

one of those looks of disgust. OH WELL. Post or e-mail when you need to

let down. I know about the families who only talk to you when things

are going right or they need something from you. This is the mouth.

Lou