Guest guest Posted August 22, 2011 Report Share Posted August 22, 2011 Hi, Judy. In many ways, I think it does make sense. My mother's background... Born in Manhattan to German parents. Father worked, when health permitted, as custodian in the tenement districts. Mom often told stories of not feeling safe in the tenements and not being allowed to go anywhere by herself. The family lived in the buildings in which her father worked, sharing communal bathrooms, in which Mom was not allowed to be alone. Mom was always cautious but...she was very gregarious and outgoing as I remember her better days. When she began to ensure the blinds were closed tightly and that the heavy curtains over the blinds were pinned together so no one could look in, we transferred her cautious nature to that concern. If there was a blending of paranoia in the earlier stages, it's difficult to judge. My father was career military, serving in WWII and beyond. Mom and I, an only child, were often alone during Dad's service years. It wasn't an easy life for Mom but she made the best of it. Dad died in 1974, still a young man. Again, Mom adjusted to her new life. Can't remember Mom watching any violent programs on TV when I lived at home. I do remember her crying easily at movies that had moments of trial such as a loss or serious illness. On the other hand, I'm not sure what she watched in the years that she lived alone after Dad died. It is very difficult to find more current programming that has a plot not involving murder and/or mayhem. Mom's really scary hallucinations occurred with the addition of Aricept to her regimen. Once Seroquel was prescribed, following discontinuation of Aricept, the hallucinations became more pleasant, often involving my father, her parents or her brother (all of whom passed years prior to Mom's diagnosis). Her hallucinations included auditory, visual and sensory feelings. Even though she appears to be sleeping most of the time now, she still goes through the motions, with her hands, of housework or something else I can't figure out. In other words, she doesn't speak of hallucinations but it isn't difficult to see her acting out on them. We never know when an important puzzle piece might appear. It's always interesting to compare notes and look for commonality. Best wishes, Lynn in Florida ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ snip> Perhaps, and this is only a guess people who experienced more gruesome ordeals in their lives or had witnessed perhaps in their lives or through movies, tv, etc. more violent experiences have more frightening and scarey memories experience more frightening halucinations. What do others think?? Does this make any sense?? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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