the moment/friendships

[Guest guest]

Ruth, thanks for telling me and being nice. I hope I wasn't too mean.

It's just that when I hear something like that it kind of makes me

mad/sad. I like being sad, but I might not like the reason, and I

don't really like being mad. Then when I'm in that mood I would feel

that I have to respond against the idea or whatever it is. I think I'm

oppinionated or something because I get really strong oppinions and

then I go against the opposite ones, so thanks for responding the way

you did. That happened with my friend, Noelle saying that my best

friend is a bad influence especially to me. My other friend forwarded

it to me so I would know what Noelle said which was good so I know,

but then I " had " to go against what Noelle said. It was so fake, so I

sent her an E-mail that was mean (and I'm not usually a mean person)

and instead of her wanting to talk or E-mail it all out she decided to

send one back then say we're not friends anymore... just because of

that. It got bad.

Just something weird: are any of you noticing anything about this

month relating to losing friends or anything related?

The real friends don't just leave " you " when something gets in the

way: they actually talk about it or not, but they wouldn't drop a

friend over a small thing. That's what I think. I've been " good "

friends with Noelle then she decides to drop me. It's weird how things

go.

-Furball