Re: OT: Herx vs. Getting Worse

[Guest guest]

hi juli,sorry to hear of all the anxiety and panic.  we've all been there and still struggle with it.what meds are you on??barbara

 

Hi Everyone,

I always come back to our group when I feel panic mode. I have found my memory getting worse over the last four months to the point where thinking clearly is impossible. My brain feels like a loud buzzing mess. I am unable to retain anything and feel massive anxiety, neck and back pain. I considered a few modes of treatment and decided to go back to abx to treat bartonella, which I never have before. I'm pretty sure this is the co-infection du jour but am having a difficult time knowing for sure. My LLMD has been having me pulse but i could feel symptoms ramping up before I started back in with the treatment. SO the question on my mind is: was the infection getting worse and still is or is the treatment causing me to feel constantly awful? This is always when I start to panic and today is no different. My head and face is stinging and I am fatigued like crazy. Anyway, can anyone shead some light...I know I should know this by now, but can't seem to shake the fear associated with these moments,

Much Thanks in advance,

Juli

[Guest guest]

Barbara,Everyone does feel the panic...I think it comes with the territory. For me and I'm sure many others, it's difficult to stay calm and use my logic during these times. I have been taking Rifampin and Plaquinil twice a day. I've been detoxing as well and taking supplements. I just stopped the treatment because I feel it's either too much or not working...but not sure which yet. Warmest Regards,Juli To: Lyme_and_Rife Sent: Friday, August 17, 2012 6:23 PM Subject: Re: OT: Herx vs. Getting Worse

hi juli,sorry to hear of all the anxiety and panic. we've all been there and still struggle with it.what meds are you on??barbara

Hi Everyone,

I always come back to our group when I feel panic mode. I have found my memory getting worse over the last four months to the point where thinking clearly is impossible. My brain feels like a loud buzzing mess. I am unable to retain anything and feel massive anxiety, neck and back pain. I considered a few modes of treatment and decided to go back to abx to treat bartonella, which I never have before. I'm pretty sure this is the co-infection du jour but am having a difficult time knowing for sure. My LLMD has been having me pulse but i could feel symptoms ramping up before I started back in with the treatment. SO the question on my mind is: was the infection getting worse and still is or is the treatment causing me to feel constantly awful? This is always when I start to panic and today is no different. My head and face is stinging and I am fatigued like crazy. Anyway, can anyone shead some light...I know I should know this by now, but can't seem to shake

the fear associated with these moments,

Much Thanks in advance,

Juli

[Guest guest]

Oops different julie-but sounds like meSent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerrySender: Lyme_and_Rife Date: Fri, 17 Aug 2012 15:23:49 -0700To: <Lyme_and_Rife >ReplyTo: Lyme_and_Rife Subject: Re: OT: Herx vs. Getting Worse hi juli,sorry to hear of all the anxiety and panic.  we've all been there and still struggle with it.what meds are you on??barbara Hi Everyone,I always come back to our group when I feel panic mode. I have found my memory getting worse over the last four months to the point where thinking clearly is impossible. My brain feels like a loud buzzing mess. I am unable to retain anything and feel massive anxiety, neck and back pain. I considered a few modes of treatment and decided to go back to abx to treat bartonella, which I never have before. I'm pretty sure this is the co-infection du jour but am having a difficult time knowing for sure. My LLMD has been having me pulse but i could feel symptoms ramping up before I started back in with the treatment. SO the question on my mind is: was the infection getting worse and still is or is the treatment causing me to feel constantly awful? This is always when I start to panic and today is no different. My head and face is stinging and I am fatigued like crazy. Anyway, can anyone shead some light...I know I should know this by now, but can't seem to shake the fear associated with these moments,Much Thanks in advance,Juli

[Guest guest]

, No my doc didn't say much about the rifampin working for lyme. He said might help but when I first took rifampin, I herxed really intensely the first day, was in bed for three days after. That is around when it started. For a few months, I other tried other treatments including hh and artemesia, but the headache just slowly started ramping up. I believe going slower is ultimately better on the body. But I am a single working mother and have found with many things, I just

have to hunker down, bite the stick and take the abx. It sounds like the rifampin hit you pretty hard, I hope you find your head clearing soon! Warmest Regards,Juli

[Guest guest]

Hie Nathalie,

When I get worse, I go into my reading room every day untilit has receid and it works each time.

My reading room is lying down on my colema and reading somegood book while doing it. I need to put a library inmy batheroom.

I need to take the neurotoxine absorbers abbondanltly too other wise it does not work .

Kindly marie

To: "Lyme_and_Rife " <Lyme_and_Rife > Sent: Saturday, August 18, 2012 9:07 AMSubject: Re: OT: Herx vs. Getting Worse

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No my doc didn't say much about the rifampin working for lyme. He said might help but when I first took rifampin, I herxed really intensely the first day, was in bed for three days after. That is around when it started. For a few months, I other tried other treatments including hh and artemesia, but the headache just slowly started ramping up. I believe going slower is ultimately better on the body. But I am a single working mother and have found with many things, I just have to hunker down, bite the stick and take the abx. It sounds like the rifampin hit you pretty hard, I hope you find your head clearing soon!

Warmest Regards,Juli

[Guest guest]

I July ,

I have this when I over due , so I do colemas or better if I canafford it colonics every day in a row until it receid and increase also the winping up of toxine by neurotxines absorbers . I decrease if needed I stop anykilling until I go back to my old self meanse a very sick person anyway .

I refuse to geoperdise my helath further as I ma afraid to damge evenmore and for ever my system .

this is just my way no advise here

Kindly marie

To: Lyme_and_Rife Sent: Friday, August 17, 2012 5:02 PMSubject: OT: Herx vs. Getting Worse

Hi Everyone,I always come back to our group when I feel panic mode. I have found my memory getting worse over the last four months to the point where thinking clearly is impossible. My brain feels like a loud buzzing mess. I am unable to retain anything and feel massive anxiety, neck and back pain. I considered a few modes of treatment and decided to go back to abx to treat bartonella, which I never have before. I'm pretty sure this is the co-infection du jour but am having a difficult time knowing for sure. My LLMD has been having me pulse but i could feel symptoms ramping up before I started back in with the treatment. SO the question on my mind is: was the infection getting worse and still is or is the treatment causing me to feel constantly awful? This is always when I start to panic and today is no different. My head and face is stinging and I am fatigued like crazy. Anyway, can anyone shead some light...I know I should know this by

now, but can't seem to shake the fear associated with these moments,Much Thanks in advance,Juli