OT: Herx vs. Getting Worse

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Hi Everyone,

I always come back to our group when I feel panic mode. I have found my memory

getting worse over the last four months to the point where thinking clearly is

impossible. My brain feels like a loud buzzing mess. I am unable to retain

anything and feel massive anxiety, neck and back pain. I considered a few modes

of treatment and decided to go back to abx to treat bartonella, which I never

have before. I'm pretty sure this is the co-infection du jour but am having a

difficult time knowing for sure. My LLMD has been having me pulse but i could

feel symptoms ramping up before I started back in with the treatment. SO the

question on my mind is: was the infection getting worse and still is or is the

treatment causing me to feel constantly awful? This is always when I start to

panic and today is no different. My head and face is stinging and I am fatigued

like crazy. Anyway, can anyone shead some light...I know I should know this by

now, but can't seem to shake the fear associated with these moments,

Much Thanks in advance,

Juli