Re: Liquid Silicone Injections

[Guest guest]

Rogene,

I talked to and she is very sick and scared. She can't find a doctor so I guess she is just left for dead by doctor's who says, she is self diagnoising herself, blah, blah, blah. She did go to several doctors on the Physicians list and they recommended her getting on Plaquinel (spelling) and she is scared she will die and have serious side effects. She says her bones are breaking in half, her cartlidge from her nose is gone and just dripping, she can't breath and tons of auto immune problems. Rogene do you think detox and maybe infra red sauna will help her? She is on some natural stuff, but most I have not heard of for silicone. I feel really sorry for her because there is no support for her. I can't find one site on the net for liquid silicone injection support or instructions on how women get better. If the FDA Banned liquid silicone injections, has all the same symptoms as women with leaky ruptured silicone implants, then why on earth let silicone implants be put back on the market? It really scares me that this is common sense and they say it is "safe". What a scam!!!!!!! I just thought maybe someone could e-mail so she had some type of support while she is dying slowly by herself. May God Help Her!!!!!!!!!!!!God Bless All!!!!!!!!!!!

Donna

[Guest guest]

Donna,

Gosh this is heart breaking it truly is, the poor woman all alone its awful.

I have personally met two women who have had silicone injections, one had their forehead injected, the other her lips, unfortunately I do not have anyway of contacting them. One lady Margo Cameron( who had her lips injected) started off a support group in England some years ago, maybe one of the ladies who have been around for sometime may know of her.

I really hope she gets some help, I feel pretty useless as I have no idea what to advise her to do. Have you emailed Dr Kolb for any suggestions? Dr Kolb always replies when you write to her.

I will pray that she gets the help she needs.

Love Sue.

[Guest guest]

, I'm writing to you rather than because I really don't have any answers for her - unless she can get herself to a detox center - and can afford to stay there for a while. It's obvious she's in big trouble and needs professional, specialized, treatment. I think Dr. Kolb has a detox center - in addition to understanding silicone issues. Are you in direct communication with ? Rogene asskickingmom <asskickingmom@...> wrote: (e-mail her directly at: foxfires44aol ) is very ill fromreceiving facial injections of liquid silicone as recently as three orfour years ago. She is too sick to take care of herself and she isalone. She is too sick to join here and navigate, but is requestingsupport by email.The most recent doctor she saw wants her to take Plaquenil. She iscurrently on Westhiroid, Ambien, Allegra and Koladapin. The naturalstuff she is taking is: dandelion tea, strontium, vitamin natal care,allergy de caps trin labs, knox gelatin, calcium and magnesium andvitamin c. She was very sick when my friend spoke to her and couldn'tfinish her list of meds. She is not doing good and says she can'tbreathe and her skin is falling off of her. She says her skin is likerubber and feels like dough. She says she had $100,000.00 worth ofliquid silicone injections, by a

man who was a genius. This man toldher he did the injections to himself, now he has had a stroke. She has spoken to Dr. Kolb but she cannot help her unless she goes toAtlanta and she has nobody to take her and she is too sick to goalone. She is scared, panicky, sick and tired of doctor's pushing heraround. She really is desperate for any suggestions on what to do anda doctor in New York to see for this. She is asking over and over ifshe is going to die because that's how bad she feels.Please email her directly foxfires44aol

[Guest guest]

Sue,

She did call Dr. Kolb and she needs to see her first. She is so bad and it would be hard for Dr. Kolb to diagnose her over the phone or help her. I just feel really sorry for her and wish she had a doctor to help her. Unfortunately from the research I have seen it doesn't sound hopeful at all. What a disaster and how dare anyone get by with doing this to women or anyone. If you could just write and maybe just type a note of prayer. I don't really know how to help her and I am still sick from my own implant sickness. I figured maybe the ladies here could give her suggestions and encouragement so she was not so alone. I did read that a lot of people who had the silicone injections would often go to the ER and never mention the silicone injections to the ER doctor, most don't connect the two until it's too late. I wonder if they would tell the ER doctor about the injections if it would honestly make a difference. According to one of the reading it would make a difference. Who knows? Well let's all keep in our prayers. God Bless !!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Guest guest]

Rogene,

Yes, this is scary that some PS kill themselves and there family in the process. I hate to think that my PS left me for dead, maybe he didn't know, the truth only lies with him. It is weird that about 2 or 3 months after I had my implants removed, my original PS collapsed, he had to get a colostomy bag, and now is very sick waiting a liver transplant. He had hepatitis when he did my surgery. I did get my liver functions test and it came back ok. It makes me wonder is this bad carma, cause he knew what was wrong with me and left me to die or did God just have enough of him killing women and making women sick. It is a scary process and I thank God that I am not a PS who does this horrible stuff to women for a buck. I pray he ask for forgiveness and feel sorry for him when he has to answer to God why he did these things for money and material things. He collected expensive arts and went to France all the time, he had lots of money. I heard he had to sell his house and business and living in with a close relative. I heard he has lost lots of weight like 100lbs and yellow. I went back to him OMG lots of time begging for him to tell me what was wrong with me cause other doctor's didn't know. He laughed and told me to wait a year I would heal. It was the hardest and most awful year of my life. God have mercy on him if He knew what was wrong with me the whole time. He may know have to wait years for his liver transplant and I guess understands how horrible the feeling is. I forgive him for what He did to me because I have to and don't need the enemies and bad carma on myself someday. I hope he gets well someday and is spared by God like myself.

is very sick and she can't care for herself too good. She is not ready to go to a home and is very scared she will end up in one soon. I would hate to think that I may have to go to a nursing home someday. I really don't like them places and hope I don't ever end up there. I know that if I didn't get them implants out I would probably be in one know coma toasted and not knowing anyone or anything. I just thought we might be able to send a prayer or ask her how she is doing from time to time, she is alone in this mess. I talked to her today and she felt a little better and told me that I gave her some hope, thinking she may find a doctor and maybe detox. I know I layed in my bed for months and months straight with no support, no doctor to help me and no hope. When I found support and some ray of hope I started fighting for my life. Maybe this is the encouragement needs, for someone to believe her that she has silicone poison and a ray of hope of some sort. Even if she can follow the diet and Dr. Kolb protocol, who knows she may save herself from a nursing home. I can only pray for God to send her a miracle as he did myself. I guess it will be God's fate and 's strenght and will to survive. The Eye of the Tiger!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just can't write her off yet because God does work miracles. I did give her Dr. Kolb's site for the protocol. She is not comfy with the medicine the other doctor's want her to take so that is out of the question I guess. Maybe if other's here e-mail her at foxfires44@... and tell of woman doing better on the Plaquenil she may change her mind. Thanks so much for helping. God Bless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Donna

[Guest guest]

Donna, I've heard that a number of very sick women have improved with Plaquinel. REALLY needs to be under a doctor's care - who knows what's going on. . .especially Dr. Kolb. Dr. Kolb had a protocol for silicone illness on her website the last time I looked www.plastikos.com. The problem is that sounds too sick to take care of herself. It is criminal! . . .At least in this case, the doctor is getting "a dose of his own medicine" . . .Not that I would wish anyone ill - but sometimes people have to learn the hard way. I've often womdered how many family members of implanting doctors will become ill before they begin to understand? Rogene

[Guest guest]

I know another plastic surgeon whose life turned upside down and became a living hell. . . .I don't know if it was God's justice or not - but it certainly can happen! We can't afford to waste our energy hating them though! It only gets in the way ofour own healing! I wrote to . . . . Have you invited her to the group? . . . anyone can send an invitation from the group page. Rogene

[Guest guest]

Rogene,

I don't blame most of the plastic surgeons for implanting women and not

believing them when they become ill. It is our allmighty, trusting government

who is brainwashing MD's and the public alike. Not all doctors are money

driven. I think if most understood that implants really do cause illness, some

would choose to scrutinize which patients they implant. Of course there are

bad doctors, as there are bad attorneys or bad car salesman or bad anything

else.

Kenda

>

> I know another plastic surgeon whose life turned upside down and became

a living hell. . . .I don't know if it was God's justice or not - but it

certainly can

happen!

>

> We can't afford to waste our energy hating them though! It only gets in the

way ofour own healing!

>

> I wrote to . . . . Have you invited her to the group? . . . anyone can

send an invitation from the group page.

>

> Rogene

>

[Guest guest]

Kenda,

At the time I got mine in 1985 I specifically did not want anything

to do with silicone, my ps lied and said they were completely saline

all salt water, That I know now was a lie. I wouldn't have ever known

because he never had any records and if I hadn't had them removed and

identiified I would have never known he lied and put in bilumen which

is saline and silicone gel. I call it fraud.

Terri P

--- In , " homemadesoaper " <skaggs@...>

wrote:

>

> Rogene,

>

> I don't blame most of the plastic surgeons for implanting women and

not

> believing them when they become ill. It is our allmighty, trusting

government

> who is brainwashing MD's and the public alike. Not all doctors are

money

> driven. I think if most understood that implants really do cause

illness, some

> would choose to scrutinize which patients they implant. Of course

there are

> bad doctors, as there are bad attorneys or bad car salesman or bad

anything

> else.

>

> Kenda

>

> >

> > I know another plastic surgeon whose life turned upside down and

became

> a living hell. . . .I don't know if it was God's justice or not -

but it certainly can

> happen!

> >

> > We can't afford to waste our energy hating them though! It only

gets in the

> way ofour own healing!

> >

> > I wrote to . . . . Have you invited her to the

group? . . . anyone can

> send an invitation from the group page.

> >

> > Rogene

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Ladies!

I know it's been a while but I'm still out here recovering from the

removal and the subsequent divorce! I happened to see this note

these words really stood out for me... " and I can only pray for God

to send her a miracle as he did myself. "

Donna? Ma'am I realize we don't know each other and all, but I have

to wonder if God is not utilizing you, your presence, experiences,

and resources as part of her miracle?

Christene )

>

> Rogene,

>

> Yes, this is scary that some PS kill themselves and there family

in the

> process. I hate to think that my PS left me for dead, maybe he

didn't know, the

> truth only lies with him. It is weird that about 2 or 3 months

after I had my

> implants removed, my original PS collapsed, he had to get a

colostomy bag, and

> now is very sick waiting a liver transplant. He had hepatitis

when he did my

> surgery. I did get my liver functions test and it came back ok.

It makes me

> wonder is this bad carma, cause he knew what was wrong with me and

left me to

> die or did God just have enough of him killing women and making

women sick.

> It is a scary process and I thank God that I am not a PS who does

this

> horrible stuff to women for a buck. I pray he ask for forgiveness

and feel sorry for

> him when he has to answer to God why he did these things for money

and

> material things. He collected expensive arts and went to France

all the time, he

> had lots of money. I heard he had to sell his house and business

and living in

> with a close relative. I heard he has lost lots of weight like

100lbs and

> yellow. I went back to him OMG lots of time begging for him to

tell me what was

> wrong with me cause other doctor's didn't know. He laughed and

told me to

> wait a year I would heal. It was the hardest and most awful year

of my life.

> God have mercy on him if He knew what was wrong with me the whole

time. He may

> know have to wait years for his liver transplant and I guess

understands how

> horrible the feeling is. I forgive him for what He did to me

because I have to

> and don't need the enemies and bad carma on myself someday. I

hope he gets

> well someday and is spared by God like myself.

>

> is very sick and she can't care for herself too good. She

is not ready

> to go to a home and is very scared she will end up in one soon. I

would hate

> to think that I may have to go to a nursing home someday. I

really don't

> like them places and hope I don't ever end up there. I know that

if I didn't get

> them implants out I would probably be in one know coma toasted and

not

> knowing anyone or anything. I just thought we might be able to

send a prayer

> or ask her how she is doing from time to time, she is alone in

this mess. I

> talked to her today and she felt a little better and told me that

I gave her

> some hope, thinking she may find a doctor and maybe detox. I know

I layed in

> my bed for months and months straight with no support, no doctor

to help me and

> no hope. When I found support and some ray of hope I started

fighting for my

> life. Maybe this is the encouragement needs, for someone to

believe

> her that she has silicone poison and a ray of hope of some sort.

Even if she

> can follow the diet and Dr. Kolb protocol, who knows she may save

herself from a

> nursing home. I can only pray for God to send her a miracle as he

did

> myself. I guess it will be God's fate and 's strenght and

will to survive.

> The Eye of the Tiger!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just can't write her off yet

because God

> does work miracles. I did give her Dr. Kolb's site for the

protocol. She is

> not comfy with the medicine the other doctor's want her to take so

that is out

> of the question I guess. Maybe if other's here e-mail her at

> _foxfires44@..._ (mailto:foxfires44@...) and tell of woman doing

better on the

> Plaquenil she may change her mind. Thanks so much for helping.

God

> Bless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>

> Donna

>

[Guest guest]

Donna,

I totally agree with you, They know and they still play dumb it is

all about the money any body who says it is not is lying to

themselves. This many women are not lying we are sick and it is

legitimite. We no longer need validation from others we have each

other. The ones who have gone in our foot steps before us and we are

in the footsteps now. We will be the women that others will be

looking to when their time comes to get sick, it is just so sad we

don't have more medical professional help on our side we are sure

going to need it. We do have some doctors out there who do care about

us

Terri P

>

> Rogene,

>

> This is true about some doctors. My family practitioner was

clueless,

> talking saline is safe saltwater. They know the truth now, just

like I do. My

> doctor when I told him I was sick since getting saline implants,

said, well you

> got a nice set of boobs out of the deal. That made me mad as I

told him in a

> nasty tone, what good are nice boobs if you are sick. I never

spoke to him

> again. I still go to his office and see his nurse practitioner,

she will never

> get breast implants since seeing me. She had to take the nasty

stitches out of

> my areola's cut all the way around, take out my nasty drains. We

talked in

> disbelief together and she told me she had no idea. I made her

promise me if any

> woman with implants come in here with mysterious illnesses that she

would ask

> them if they had breast implants and then give them my phone

number. She

> agreed to do this and was very puzzled as to why this goes on and

read some

> research from support sites. The other doctor won't even look at

me, the next time

> I see him I will say my boobs are not sick any longer and I got

some well

> boobs since getting them out. I can only hope to educate as many

people as I can

> through my horrific experience with implants. I really think some

doctor's

> are clueless, but PS I just can't believe they don't know of things

that can go

> wrong with the breast implants they insert into woman. I sometimes

just want

> to back step every doctor I ever seen through my ordeal, tell them

they were

> wrong so they don't do this to another woman. It is a mess and the

public

> need to be told the truth. What bothers me the most is that we are

wrote off as

> crazy and they don't believe you when you tell them saline. I have

learned a

> lot and the most important thing I learned through this whole

ordeal, is not

> to be my own worst critic. I am myself and no doctor can change me

safely, I

> give up on all thoughts of ever getting cosmetic surgery again.. I

accept the

> way God made me and have to realize beauty is only skin

deep.

> God Bless!!!!!!!!!!!

>

> Donna

>

[Guest guest]

Donna, thank you so very much for being a touchstone to our support

group for . Could you pass on my personal greetings to her and

let her know her telephone message totally touched my heart. Donna,

what a blessing you are ... and this group is.

>

> Rogene,

>

> Thanks so much I will pass this on to . She feels somewhat

better just

> finally finding others who believe she is sick from the silicone

injections.

> It is amazing how we can feel a little better just by hearing you

are not

> crazy. I did some searching and was sent a link from a health

clinic who deals

> with lots of Trans gendered patients who are constantly getting the

silicone

> injections at pump parties. I ask them if they could help .

First they ask

> me is she Trans gender. I say NO Then basically told me well then

no help

> here for her. I am like just because she is not Trans gender means

no help. I

> finally just ask her can you tell me what the doctor does when a

Trans gender

> comes to the clinic. She said all we do is make sure they are

breathing ok

> and send them out the door. There is no medicine for cure or

relief. So

> basically it made me give up any hope what so ever. I am back to

the miracle from

> God is the only way will overcome this horrific ordeal.

Please pray for

> her. She is trying daily to accept how sick she really is and

thinks she may

> have to go to a home really soon. She doesn't want to and she is

trying to

> fight for her life. She is tired and weak. She says, she has been

sick for

> 20 years, but never connected the two. She thought she had what the

doctors

> were telling her fibro, arthritis, osteoporosis, etc. She feels

relived to have

> found us and thanks me non stop for trying to help her and letting

her vent.

> She faces mostly what we go through doctors not knowing how to treat

her,

> doctors being rude. Doctor's yelling at her when she mentioned

silicone

> poisoning, telling her she is self diagnosing herself. Blah Blah

Blah..............

> Please just pray for . God Bless!!!!!!!!!!

>

> Donna

>

[Guest guest]

Donna,

I purchased Colonix by Dr. Natura. It has Paranil(?) which is for any

parasites which you may have and you take taht on an empty stomach

that the all natural powder that you drink for intestinal cleansing.

I know someone else here that also used this. It is a good product.

I just lost 10 lbs recently not from using this though, because I

went off it before my last surgery. It did make me regular without

any cramping . I have alot of digestion problems and this just made

me have a regular poop everyday it was ggod. I am starting again

tomorrow. I gotta find where I put the paranil pills.

Aloha,

Terri P

>

> Rogene,

>

> That was exactly what I was thinking get rid of the toxins in the

gut and

> maybe the weight will go with it. I have struggled with weight

issues since

> turning 30 anyway. I always went in between 135-155 now I am close

to 170 so this

> is a problem for sure. Prior to implants I always ate what I

wanted to but

> could exercise a lot so the weight would stay at 135 I was close to

125 when I

> had the implant put in which was from lots of work and that is why

I wanted

> implants, I lost all my baby weight and the boobs are always first

to go for

> me. I will someday be 125 again and don't care if I have any

boobs I am over

> it after this two year struggle. It has been a nightmare that is

for sure. I

> am going to watch what I eat, to see if I can fix the gut.

According to the

> tongue chart I have toxins in my colon. Do you know of a good

colon cleanse

> that is only a few pills a day, not 20 like the last one I bought

called Renew.

> I just can't obligate myself to taking another 20 pills a day, it

totally

> frustrates me and I don't stay with the program. I totally agree

with your post

> and Thank you so much for writing, you are a blessing to have. I

hope your

> arm gets better soon.

>

> God Bless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>

> Donna

>

[Guest guest]

Donna,

It is 2 capsules in the morning and then drink the powder 30 minutes

later that is it.

Terri P

>

> Terri,

>

> How much stuff do you have to take daily with colinex?

>

>

> Donna

>

[Guest guest]

Donna,

I started it right before my last surgery and had to quit after about 1

week. I noticed right away though I had great relief. Before I started

it I never had regular bowel movements. I have IBS . I am either

constipated or have stomach cramps and acidy stomach without getting

too gross. Anyway I was regular without any cramping and I didn't feel

like I had to stay by the bathroom. I just had a rugular BM about twice

aday it was great. I felt relief. You know what I mean. And no pain

with going. I finally found the paranil it was socked away in a bag, I

am going back on it tomorrow. My stomach has been really bothering me

again for about three weeks.First 5 days take 2 capsules in the am on

an empty stomach. and then the powder. after those 5 days you up to 4

in the am for 25 days 2 to 3 months is recommended for first time

users. That is it. I am not selling the stuff to you but it did help my

stomach and digestion to feel better.

Terri P

>

> Terri,

>

> Thank God!!!!!!!! I bought one and it was like 9 pills a day. I

just

> couldn't stay commited to that many pills a day. Did it do anything

amazing to you

> like the website pictures show? Thanks for the post.

>

> Donna

>

[Guest guest]

Awww Ro! That was nice...that made my day!We're all in this together...

I know my presence has been scattered and I haven't been able to be of much support to anyone lately, but I have not forgotten about the road I have traveled down. And of course I open my mouth and preach the gospels of the silicone sickness we all have and encourage all I come in contact with to come to the group regardless of where they are at with the silicone issues.

There is one lady I have come across that has become a wonderful and important person in my life. She had BC with a mastectomy and now has an implant I've explained some of the things the ladies in this group have gone through but as much as I adore my friend Shirley, I'm afraid to tell her all that I know because it may end up making her scared which is definitely not my objective. However, as life goes full-circle, we cannot always be there when things go awry for our loved ones. So my thought was that I could arm her with enough information to get her informed and aware. How much is enough? Do we have any articles or anything archived that I can send to her via e-mail?

Christene

P.S. Is Sis still around?

> >> > Rogene,> > > > Yes, this is scary that some PS kill themselves and there family > in the > > process. I hate to think that my PS left me for dead, maybe he > didn't know, the > > truth only lies with him. It is weird that about 2 or 3 months > after I had my > > implants removed, my original PS collapsed, he had to get a > colostomy bag, and > > now is very sick waiting a liver transplant. He had hepatitis > when he did my > > surgery. I did get my liver functions test and it came back ok. > It makes me > > wonder is this bad carma, cause he knew what was wrong with me and > left me to > > die or did God just have enough of him killing women and making > women sick. > > It is a scary process and I thank God that I am not a PS who does > this > > horrible stuff to women for a buck. I pray he ask for forgiveness > and feel sorry for > > him when he has to answer to God why he did these things for money > and > > material things. He collected expensive arts and went to France > all the time, he > > had lots of money. I heard he had to sell his house and business > and living in > > with a close relative. I heard he has lost lots of weight like > 100lbs and > > yellow. I went back to him OMG lots of time begging for him to > tell me what was > > wrong with me cause other doctor's didn't know. He laughed and > told me to > > wait a year I would heal. It was the hardest and most awful year > of my life. > > God have mercy on him if He knew what was wrong with me the whole > time. He may > > know have to wait years for his liver transplant and I guess > understands how > > horrible the feeling is. I forgive him for what He did to me > because I have to > > and don't need the enemies and bad carma on myself someday. I > hope he gets > > well someday and is spared by God like myself.> > > > is very sick and she can't care for herself too good. She > is not ready > > to go to a home and is very scared she will end up in one soon. I > would hate > > to think that I may have to go to a nursing home someday. I > really don't > > like them places and hope I don't ever end up there. I know that > if I didn't get > > them implants out I would probably be in one know coma toasted and > not > > knowing anyone or anything. I just thought we might be able to > send a prayer > > or ask her how she is doing from time to time, she is alone in > this mess. I > > talked to her today and she felt a little better and told me that > I gave her > > some hope, thinking she may find a doctor and maybe detox. I know > I layed in > > my bed for months and months straight with no support, no doctor > to help me and > > no hope. When I found support and some ray of hope I started > fighting for my > > life. Maybe this is the encouragement needs, for someone to > believe > > her that she has silicone poison and a ray of hope of some sort. > Even if she > > can follow the diet and Dr. Kolb protocol, who knows she may save > herself from a > > nursing home. I can only pray for God to send her a miracle as he > did > > myself. I guess it will be God's fate and 's strenght and > will to survive. > > The Eye of the Tiger!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just can't write her off yet > because God > > does work miracles. I did give her Dr. Kolb's site for the > protocol. She is > > not comfy with the medicine the other doctor's want her to take so > that is out > > of the question I guess. Maybe if other's here e-mail her at > > _foxfires44@_ (mailto:foxfires44@) and tell of woman doing > better on the > > Plaquenil she may change her mind. Thanks so much for helping. > God > > Bless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!> > > > Donna> >>

[Guest guest]

Hi ,

Yes, I'm still around, thanks for checking in. I'm doing well, much

better than last year. I sometimes have relapses but they don't

last long. Last winter my joints were so swollen, and right now my

thumbs are probably the smallest they've been in a long time.

How are you doing?

Sis

> > >

> > > Rogene,

> > >

> > > Yes, this is scary that some PS kill themselves and there

family

> > in the

> > > process. I hate to think that my PS left me for dead, maybe he

> > didn't know, the

> > > truth only lies with him. It is weird that about 2 or 3 months

> > after I had my

> > > implants removed, my original PS collapsed, he had to get a

> > colostomy bag, and

> > > now is very sick waiting a liver transplant. He had hepatitis

> > when he did my

> > > surgery. I did get my liver functions test and it came back ok.

> > It makes me

> > > wonder is this bad carma, cause he knew what was wrong with me

and

> > left me to

> > > die or did God just have enough of him killing women and making

> > women sick.

> > > It is a scary process and I thank God that I am not a PS who

does

> > this

> > > horrible stuff to women for a buck. I pray he ask for

forgiveness

> > and feel sorry for

> > > him when he has to answer to God why he did these things for

money

> > and

> > > material things. He collected expensive arts and went to France

> > all the time, he

> > > had lots of money. I heard he had to sell his house and

business

> > and living in

> > > with a close relative. I heard he has lost lots of weight like

> > 100lbs and

> > > yellow. I went back to him OMG lots of time begging for him to

> > tell me what was

> > > wrong with me cause other doctor's didn't know. He laughed and

> > told me to

> > > wait a year I would heal. It was the hardest and most awful

year

> > of my life.

> > > God have mercy on him if He knew what was wrong with me the

whole

> > time. He may

> > > know have to wait years for his liver transplant and I guess

> > understands how

> > > horrible the feeling is. I forgive him for what He did to me

> > because I have to

> > > and don't need the enemies and bad carma on myself someday. I

> > hope he gets

> > > well someday and is spared by God like myself.

> > >

> > > is very sick and she can't care for herself too good. She

> > is not ready

> > > to go to a home and is very scared she will end up in one

soon. I

> > would hate

> > > to think that I may have to go to a nursing home someday. I

> > really don't

> > > like them places and hope I don't ever end up there. I know

that

> > if I didn't get

> > > them implants out I would probably be in one know coma toasted

and

> > not

> > > knowing anyone or anything. I just thought we might be able to

> > send a prayer

> > > or ask her how she is doing from time to time, she is alone in

> > this mess. I

> > > talked to her today and she felt a little better and told me

that

> > I gave her

> > > some hope, thinking she may find a doctor and maybe detox. I

know

> > I layed in

> > > my bed for months and months straight with no support, no

doctor

> > to help me and

> > > no hope. When I found support and some ray of hope I started

> > fighting for my

> > > life. Maybe this is the encouragement needs, for someone

to

> > believe

> > > her that she has silicone poison and a ray of hope of some

sort.

> > Even if she

> > > can follow the diet and Dr. Kolb protocol, who knows she may

save

> > herself from a

> > > nursing home. I can only pray for God to send her a miracle as

he

> > did

> > > myself. I guess it will be God's fate and 's strenght and

> > will to survive.

> > > The Eye of the Tiger!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just can't write her off

yet

> > because God

> > > does work miracles. I did give her Dr. Kolb's site for the

> > protocol. She is

> > > not comfy with the medicine the other doctor's want her to

take so

> > that is out

> > > of the question I guess. Maybe if other's here e-mail her at

> > > _foxfires44@_ (mailto:foxfires44@) and tell of woman doing

> > better on the

> > > Plaquenil she may change her mind. Thanks so much for helping.

> > God

> > > Bless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

> > >

> > > Donna

> > >

> >

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