Guest guest Posted September 9, 2006 Report Share Posted September 9, 2006 , I think it is very normal to be moody during this time. Your body is healing in so many ways-- physical, emotional, etc. It's almost like postpartum blues. I believe it is very possible that your hormones are stirred up as well. You get all amped up for this big thing (the surgery) and then afterwards you have to go back to being normal. It's hard. I experienced the same thing. Just try and remind yourself how fortunate you are that you get a second chance at good health. Sometimes when I get pissy and disatisfied with my life, I think back to when I was so sick I could not do anything, and it reminds me to be grateful for the chance I have to feel better. Baths, naps, books, walks, (shopping!), visits with friends, massages all help my mood a lot! Be especially kind and nurturing to yourself. You've accomplished something very important and your body needs lots of TLC. Bindi moody after explant? It has been since Aug 21st since my explant and I have been VERY moody. I am normally this way during my PMS time but that has come and gone since explant and I feel like I could rip someone's head off sometimes. Has anyone else who has had explant felt this way right after? I do not regret doing it at all and feel good about the fact that they are gone so I am sure it isn't a self image thing. It seems my hormones are all out of wack. Thanks Get your email and more, right on the new .com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 9, 2006 Report Share Posted September 9, 2006 - There is a good article in the files section I believe about the emotional part of explant that I carried around with me, you need to grieve, it is like going through a divorce. You made a life decision that didn't work out and now you made the decision to terminate that, Being mad about it is part of that grieving,I will look through the files for the specific one, it is normal to have all kinds of feelings,good and bad you must give yourself time to grieve this loss. Terri P -- In , funx2sweet <funx2sweet@...> wrote: > > It has been since Aug 21st since my explant and I have been VERY moody. I am normally this way during my PMS time but that has come and gone since explant and I feel like I could rip someone's head off sometimes. Has anyone else who has had explant felt this way right after? I do not regret doing it at all and feel good about the fact that they are gone so I am sure it isn't a self image thing. It seems my hormones are all out of wack. > > Thanks > > > > > --------------------------------- > Get your email and more, right on the new .com > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 Terri, you are SO right about the grieving process. I have been very emtional since explant -- relieved, angry, sad, happy, ecstatic, guilty, mostly grieving the loss of good health, and feeling like I was under the control of medical " so-called " professionals for so long. I wanted my implants out almost immediately after implant, but because I was not " physically " ill, they wouldn't consider it, without me paying for it. I suffered immense psychological pain and felt so trapped. My ex-husband sure had the money to pay for my implants, but when it came to wanting them out, " uh.....well, we really can't afford it.....you'll be o.k. " --- Looks like I have to go through a little more forgiveness towards him...I didn't realize I was carrying some bitterness until after explant. I have a loving counsellor that I can talk to at a Women's Outreach Center here in Red Deer, also access to a lawyer there who gives free advice. She wants to see me nail the manufacturers. Love & Healing Prayers to you and yours, Thanks for all your support and knowledge, Sunny In , " Peake " <peaketeresa@...> wrote: > > - > There is a good article in the files section I believe about the > emotional part of explant that I carried around with me, you need to > grieve, it is like going through a divorce. You made a life decision > that didn't work out and now you made the decision to terminate that, > Being mad about it is part of that grieving,I will look through the > files for the specific one, it is normal to have all kinds of > feelings,good and bad you must give yourself time to grieve this loss. > Terri P > > > > > > -- In , funx2sweet <funx2sweet@> > wrote: > > > > It has been since Aug 21st since my explant and I have been VERY > moody. I am normally this way during my PMS time but that has come > and gone since explant and I feel like I could rip someone's head off > sometimes. Has anyone else who has had explant felt this way right > after? I do not regret doing it at all and feel good about the fact > that they are gone so I am sure it isn't a self image thing. It seems > my hormones are all out of wack. > > > > Thanks > > > > > > > > > > --------------------------------- > > Get your email and more, right on the new .com > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 Terri, Sunny, I felt really trapped with my implants, too. It was very psychologically damaging for me to have them in my body. My husband was the same way - he said he'd pay for them if I got them (but he said to put them on a zero percent credit card, which I am paying for - hmmm). Anyway, I wish I had discussed the " what if's " with him prior to getting implants, and asked " what if I hate them, get sick, and want them out? " . His response would have been to say " oh, you worry too much " , though, so I guess asking that question really wouldn't have mattered. However, when it came to getting them removed, he resisted so terribly, and I hated that I had to convince him that the implants were making me sick. I felt like he was in charge of my body, and that really made me angry. Thank God they're out. Last summer I was suicidal because they were still in my body, and this summer was like a rebirth. We went to concerts, went to baseball games, had a huge party, life is good again. I still suffer some of the side effects, but some have gone away, too. Sis > > > > > > It has been since Aug 21st since my explant and I have been VERY > > moody. I am normally this way during my PMS time but that has come > > and gone since explant and I feel like I could rip someone's head > off > > sometimes. Has anyone else who has had explant felt this way right > > after? I do not regret doing it at all and feel good about the fact > > that they are gone so I am sure it isn't a self image thing. It > seems > > my hormones are all out of wack. > > > > > > Thanks > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > --------------------------------- > > > Get your email and more, right on the new .com > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 I too, understand. I cried, on and off for six weeks or so. I still find myself crying easily at things that didn't make me cry, like tv shows, or nice, touching interactions with my kids, Not necessarily a sad cry, mor of a " touched " cry ( and not the " touched " that my grandma used to use when she meant " nutty " ). I do believe that my body chemistry was significantly out of whack for six weeks or so, too. My menstrual cycle is still righting itself -- ovulation was off, and I believe I felt subtle effects of anesthesia far longer than I thought I would. Just hang in there. When things got tough -- I fasted (sugar, news, television, working out, social obligations and even social interactions, and yes, I took a break from reading about people's problems with implants for a while. I just got so upset.) Now things are beginning to balance out, but it took time. You know, I still don't have the okay from my body to go back to the gym and I had my surgery in July -- I am taking it very easy, and listening to the needs of my body, and making no apologies about not doing things I used to feel like I " should " do. It's been life changing for me, but it's been slow and subtle. Just hang in there. Dawn Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 What causes this moodiness? Is it hormonal maybe? This scares me....I'm already moody enough!Dawnsusan <dawnsusan@...> wrote: I too, understand. I cried, on and off for six weeks or so. I still find myself crying easily at things that didn't make me cry, like tv shows, or nice, touching interactions with my kids, Not necessarily a sad cry, mor of a "touched" cry ( and not the "touched" that my grandma used to use when she meant "nutty").I do believe that my body chemistry was significantly out of whack for six weeks or so, too. My menstrual cycle is still righting itself -- ovulation was off, and I believe I felt subtle effects of anesthesia far longer than I thought I would.Just hang in there. When things got tough -- I fasted (sugar, news, television, working out, social obligations and even social interactions, and yes, I took a break from reading about people's problems with implants for a while. I just got so upset.) Now things are beginning to balance out, but it took time.You know, I still don't have the okay from my body to go back to the gym and I had my surgery in July -- I am taking it very easy, and listening to the needs of my body, and making no apologies about not doing things I used to feel like I "should" do. It's been life changing for me, but it's been slow and subtle.Just hang in there.Dawn How low will we go? Check out Messenger’s low PC-to-Phone call rates. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 The moodiness after explant can be diffcult but it's definitely far better than the dark abyss of depression with implants! I think what most women are saying is that after explant one doesn't just immediately live happily ever after. It's like Persephone after being forced to spend half the year in the Underworld with Hades-- when she comes back up to earth, she wears a black veil, a remnant of the darkness she experienced (I love that myth, makes so much sense). Yeah, we implant survivors wear the veil, alright, but it also makes what joy and pleasure we experience that much more precious, which is a gift, I think. Bindi Re: Re: moody after explant? What causes this moodiness? Is it hormonal maybe? This scares me....I'm already moody enough!Dawnsusan <dawnsusanbellsouth (DOT) net> wrote: I too, understand. I cried, on and off for six weeks or so. I still find myself crying easily at things that didn't make me cry, like tv shows, or nice, touching interactions with my kids, Not necessarily a sad cry, mor of a "touched" cry ( and not the "touched" that my grandma used to use when she meant "nutty").I do believe that my body chemistry was significantly out of whack for six weeks or so, too. My menstrual cycle is still righting itself -- ovulation was off, and I believe I felt subtle effects of anesthesia far longer than I thought I would.Just hang in there. When things got tough -- I fasted (sugar, news, television, working out, social obligations and even social interactions, and yes, I took a break from reading about people's problems with implants for a while. I just got so upset.) Now things are beginning to balance out, but it took time.You know, I still don't have the okay from my body to go back to the gym and I had my surgery in July -- I am taking it very easy, and listening to the needs of my body, and making no apologies about not doing things I used to feel like I "should" do. It's been life changing for me, but it's been slow and subtle.Just hang in there.Dawn How low will we go? Check out Messenger’s low PC-to-Phone call rates. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 I wasn't moody after explant. I was extremely emotional while I had the implants, and had panic attacks all the time, but I haven't had one panic attack since the implants were removed. I wasn't prone to them before implants, and the whole six months that I had implants I had panic attacks. I too, understand. I cried, on and off for six weeks or so. I still > find myself crying easily at things that didn't make me cry, like tv > shows, or nice, touching interactions with my kids, Not necessarily a > sad cry, mor of a " touched " cry ( and not the " touched " that my grandma > used to use when she meant " nutty " ). > > I do believe that my body chemistry was significantly out of whack for > six weeks or so, too. My menstrual cycle is still righting itself - - > ovulation was off, and I believe I felt subtle effects of anesthesia far > longer than I thought I would. > > Just hang in there. When things got tough -- I fasted (sugar, news, > television, working out, social obligations and even social > interactions, and yes, I took a break from reading about people's > problems with implants for a while. I just got so upset.) Now things > are beginning to balance out, but it took time. > > You know, I still don't have the okay from my body to go back to the gym > and I had my surgery in July -- I am taking it very easy, and listening > to the needs of my body, and making no apologies about not doing things > I used to feel like I " should " do. It's been life changing for me, but > it's been slow and subtle. > > Just hang in there. > > Dawn > > > > > > --------------------------------- > How low will we go? Check out Messenger's low PC-to-Phone call rates. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 Definately , I suffered so many weird emotions during the weeks post explant. There was so much to process that it just got overwelming. I had a hard time and I morned the loss of my cute boobies. I am very secure in my marriage and my hubby has been so supportive of me getting explanted, but that didn't stop me from thinking he could be out flirting with other women (with big boobs). Give yourself some time and be patient. You will come out of this just fine. funx2sweet <funx2sweet@...> wrote: It has been since Aug 21st since my explant and I have been VERY moody. I am normally this way during my PMS time but that has come and gone since explant and I feel like I could rip someone's head off sometimes. Has anyone else who has had explant felt this way right after? I do not regret doing it at all and feel good about the fact that they are gone so I am sure it isn't a self image thing. It seems my hormones are all out of wack. Thanks Get your email and more, right on the new .com Messenger with Voice. Make PC-to-Phone Calls to the US (and 30+ countries) for 2¢/min or less. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 I have the same problems....EXTREME anxiety and panic attacks. I sure hope it goes away after I get rid of these things!auntsisnj <auntsisnj@...> wrote: I wasn't moody after explant. I was extremely emotional while I had the implants, and had panic attacks all the time, but I haven't had one panic attack since the implants were removed. I wasn't prone to them before implants, and the whole six months that I had implants I had panic attacks. I too, understand. I cried, on and off for six weeks or so. I still > find myself crying easily at things that didn't make me cry, like tv > shows, or nice, touching interactions with my kids, Not necessarily a > sad cry, mor of a "touched" cry ( and not the "touched" that my grandma > used to use when she meant "nutty").> > I do believe that my body chemistry was significantly out of whack for > six weeks or so, too. My menstrual cycle is still righting itself -- > ovulation was off, and I believe I felt subtle effects of anesthesia far > longer than I thought I would.> > Just hang in there. When things got tough -- I fasted (sugar, news, > television, working out, social obligations and even social > interactions, and yes, I took a break from reading about people's > problems with implants for a while. I just got so upset.) Now things > are beginning to balance out, but it took time.> > You know, I still don't have the okay from my body to go back to the gym > and I had my surgery in July -- I am taking it very easy, and listening > to the needs of my body, and making no apologies about not doing things > I used to feel like I "should" do. It's been life changing for me, but > it's been slow and subtle.> > Just hang in there.> > Dawn> > > > > > ---------------------------------> How low will we go? Check out Messenger's low PC-to-Phone call rates.> How low will we go? Check out Messenger’s low PC-to-Phone call rates. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 Bindi, Ok...that went WAY over my head! LOL Sorry, not awake yet I guess.freebindi <bindi@...> wrote: The moodiness after explant can be diffcult but it's definitely far better than the dark abyss of depression with implants! I think what most women are saying is that after explant one doesn't just immediately live happily ever after. It's like Persephone after being forced to spend half the year in the Underworld with Hades-- when she comes back up to earth, she wears a black veil, a remnant of the darkness she experienced (I love that myth, makes so much sense). Yeah, we implant survivors wear the veil, alright, but it also makes what joy and pleasure we experience that much more precious, which is a gift, I think. Bindi Re: Re: moody after explant? What causes this moodiness? Is it hormonal maybe? This scares me....I'm already moody enough!Dawnsusan <dawnsusanbellsouth (DOT) net> wrote: I too, understand. I cried, on and off for six weeks or so. I still find myself crying easily at things that didn't make me cry, like tv shows, or nice, touching interactions with my kids, Not necessarily a sad cry, mor of a "touched" cry ( and not the "touched" that my grandma used to use when she meant "nutty").I do believe that my body chemistry was significantly out of whack for six weeks or so, too. My menstrual cycle is still righting itself -- ovulation was off, and I believe I felt subtle effects of anesthesia far longer than I thought I would.Just hang in there. When things got tough -- I fasted (sugar, news, television, working out, social obligations and even social interactions, and yes, I took a break from reading about people's problems with implants for a while. I just got so upset.) Now things are beginning to balance out, but it took time.You know, I still don't have the okay from my body to go back to the gym and I had my surgery in July -- I am taking it very easy, and listening to the needs of my body, and making no apologies about not doing things I used to feel like I "should" do. It's been life changing for me, but it's been slow and subtle.Just hang in there.Dawn How low will we go? Check out Messenger’s low PC-to-Phone call rates. Messenger with Voice. Make PC-to-Phone Calls to the US (and 30+ countries) for 2¢/min or less. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 Sorry if the esoteric metaphors were too much-- my literary alter ego is on the loose! Bindi Re: Re: moody after explant? What causes this moodiness? Is it hormonal maybe? This scares me....I'm already moody enough!Dawnsusan <dawnsusanbellsouth (DOT) net> wrote: I too, understand. I cried, on and off for six weeks or so. I still find myself crying easily at things that didn't make me cry, like tv shows, or nice, touching interactions with my kids, Not necessarily a sad cry, mor of a "touched" cry ( and not the "touched" that my grandma used to use when she meant "nutty").I do believe that my body chemistry was significantly out of whack for six weeks or so, too. My menstrual cycle is still righting itself -- ovulation was off, and I believe I felt subtle effects of anesthesia far longer than I thought I would.Just hang in there. When things got tough -- I fasted (sugar, news, television, working out, social obligations and even social interactions, and yes, I took a break from reading about people's problems with implants for a while. I just got so upset.) Now things are beginning to balance out, but it took time.You know, I still don't have the okay from my body to go back to the gym and I had my surgery in July -- I am taking it very easy, and listening to the needs of my body, and making no apologies about not doing things I used to feel like I "should" do. It's been life changing for me, but it's been slow and subtle.Just hang in there.Dawn How low will we go? Check out Messenger’s low PC-to-Phone call rates. Messenger with Voice. Make PC-to-Phone Calls to the US (and 30+ countries) for 2¢/min or less. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 Thanks ladies for letting me know I am not the only one. I have had depression off and on since I was in college. I went without any kind of antidepressant for years because I found that working out was an amazing mood lifter. After getting sick (with implants), doctors put me back on antidepressants thinking I was depressed. After going to several doctors who told me they found NOTHING wrong with me - I WAS depressed. Anyway, I will fight my way through this period of time and will come out of it I'm sure. Bindi, I must say I like your words. For a long while now, I have felt depressed about being trapped in this useless body and resentful that I can't do what everyone else can do. I believe going through this WILL make me appreciate a renewed life much more. That is one thing I can say about my life - I have no regrets. I was down before but you have reminded me of my no regrets frame of mind. I have had some bad things happen in my life but I truly believe I wouldn't be where I am now without those experiences. I like where I am at now - even with my illness. Thank you for reminding me. freebindi <bindi@...> wrote: The moodiness after explant can be diffcult but it's definitely far better than the dark abyss of depression with implants! I think what most women are saying is that after explant one doesn't just immediately live happily ever after. It's like Persephone after being forced to spend half the year in the Underworld with Hades-- when she comes back up to earth, she wears a black veil, a remnant of the darkness she experienced (I love that myth, makes so much sense). Yeah, we implant survivors wear the veil, alright, but it also makes what joy and pleasure we experience that much more precious, which is a gift, I think. Bindi Re: Re: moody after explant? What causes this moodiness? Is it hormonal maybe? This scares me....I'm already moody enough!Dawnsusan <dawnsusanbellsouth (DOT) net> wrote: I too, understand. I cried, on and off for six weeks or so. I still find myself crying easily at things that didn't make me cry, like tv shows, or nice, touching interactions with my kids, Not necessarily a sad cry, mor of a "touched" cry ( and not the "touched" that my grandma used to use when she meant "nutty").I do believe that my body chemistry was significantly out of whack for six weeks or so, too. My menstrual cycle is still righting itself -- ovulation was off, and I believe I felt subtle effects of anesthesia far longer than I thought I would.Just hang in there. When things got tough -- I fasted (sugar, news, television, working out, social obligations and even social interactions, and yes, I took a break from reading about people's problems with implants for a while. I just got so upset.) Now things are beginning to balance out, but it took time.You know, I still don't have the okay from my body to go back to the gym and I had my surgery in July -- I am taking it very easy, and listening to the needs of my body, and making no apologies about not doing things I used to feel like I "should" do. It's been life changing for me, but it's been slow and subtle.Just hang in there.Dawn How low will we go? Check out Messenger’s low PC-to-Phone call rates. Talk is cheap. Use Messenger to make PC-to-Phone calls. Great rates starting at 1¢/min. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 Bindi, It's Ok-I just never knew the story of Persephone...so I had no idea what you were talking about. lolfreebindi <bindi@...> wrote: Sorry if the esoteric metaphors were too much-- my literary alter ego is on the loose! Bindi Re: Re: moody after explant? What causes this moodiness? Is it hormonal maybe? This scares me....I'm already moody enough!Dawnsusan <dawnsusanbellsouth (DOT) net> wrote: I too, understand. I cried, on and off for six weeks or so. I still find myself crying easily at things that didn't make me cry, like tv shows, or nice, touching interactions with my kids, Not necessarily a sad cry, mor of a "touched" cry ( and not the "touched" that my grandma used to use when she meant "nutty").I do believe that my body chemistry was significantly out of whack for six weeks or so, too. My menstrual cycle is still righting itself -- ovulation was off, and I believe I felt subtle effects of anesthesia far longer than I thought I would.Just hang in there. When things got tough -- I fasted (sugar, news, television, working out, social obligations and even social interactions, and yes, I took a break from reading about people's problems with implants for a while. I just got so upset.) Now things are beginning to balance out, but it took time.You know, I still don't have the okay from my body to go back to the gym and I had my surgery in July -- I am taking it very easy, and listening to the needs of my body, and making no apologies about not doing things I used to feel like I "should" do. It's been life changing for me, but it's been slow and subtle.Just hang in there.Dawn How low will we go? Check out Messenger’s low PC-to-Phone call rates. Messenger with Voice. Make PC-to-Phone Calls to the US (and 30+ countries) for 2¢/min or less. Get your own web address for just $1.99/1st yr. We'll help. Small Business. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 , I have found Dong Quai, a Chinese Herb, excellent in alleviating hormone upheaval, and women's challenges in general. It is also a natural muscle relaxant. Do some research on the Net and decide for yourself. It's good for men, as well...but really helped me through menopause, severe PMS. Love & Blessings, Sunny --- In , funx2sweet <funx2sweet@...> wrote: > > It has been since Aug 21st since my explant and I have been VERY moody. I am normally this way during my PMS time but that has come and gone since explant and I feel like I could rip someone's head off sometimes. Has anyone else who has had explant felt this way right after? I do not regret doing it at all and feel good about the fact that they are gone so I am sure it isn't a self image thing. It seems my hormones are all out of wack. > > Thanks > > > > > --------------------------------- > Get your email and more, right on the new .com > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 Oh, Sis, I'm extremely tickled pink that you are having a life again. I think that was the most damage for me, is being controlled by someone else. Being a sexual abuse survivor, it seemed like everybody else always owned my body. And then to have those poison bags in me for that long, I felt extremely violated all the while. Well, it's all over now......let the healing continue. God bless all of us day & night and let us feel comforted in His arms. Love, love, and more love, Sunny > > > > > > > > It has been since Aug 21st since my explant and I have been > VERY > > > moody. I am normally this way during my PMS time but that has > come > > > and gone since explant and I feel like I could rip someone's > head > > off > > > sometimes. Has anyone else who has had explant felt this way > right > > > after? I do not regret doing it at all and feel good about the > fact > > > that they are gone so I am sure it isn't a self image thing. It > > seems > > > my hormones are all out of wack. > > > > > > > > Thanks > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > --------------------------------- > > > > Get your email and more, right on the new .com > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2006 Report Share Posted September 10, 2006 AMEN! Love, Sunny > > I too, understand. I cried, on and off for six weeks or so. I still > find myself crying easily at things that didn't make me cry, like tv > shows, or nice, touching interactions with my kids, Not necessarily a > sad cry, mor of a " touched " cry ( and not the " touched " that my grandma > used to use when she meant " nutty " ). > > I do believe that my body chemistry was significantly out of whack for > six weeks or so, too. My menstrual cycle is still righting itself -- > ovulation was off, and I believe I felt subtle effects of anesthesia far > longer than I thought I would. > > Just hang in there. When things got tough -- I fasted (sugar, news, > television, working out, social obligations and even social > interactions, and yes, I took a break from reading about people's > problems with implants for a while. I just got so upset.) Now things > are beginning to balance out, but it took time. > > You know, I still don't have the okay from my body to go back to the gym > and I had my surgery in July -- I am taking it very easy, and listening > to the needs of my body, and making no apologies about not doing things > I used to feel like I " should " do. It's been life changing for me, but > it's been slow and subtle. > > Just hang in there. > > Dawn > > > > > > -------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------- > How low will we go? Check out Messenger's low PC-to-Phone call rates. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2006 Report Share Posted September 12, 2006 I think this could be considered normal in terms of the healing. I had periods of depression that I never had before. It was awful, dark, dark clouds over my life that just didn't seem to go away. I know it had something to do with a chemical imbalance or some way that the implants affected me--how, I don't know? Maybe through brain chemicals, maybe through hormones, maybe through something misfiring--whatever....all I know is that I was horribly depressed and irritable even though I didn't want to be. Then all of a sudden one day it all lifted. I was healing and realized that I was no longer depressed and feeling like I was carrying the weight of the world. It was like the dark clouds left and the sun came out shining again. I have never had any relapses. Except for once....but it was a little different. Different enough for me to take note of it. I had done a liver flush. I was driving, and it was afternoon, about 2 or 3 hours after I had finished my liver flush. I suddenly had this fit of rage that made me want to feel angry at everything in my path. It caught me so off guard, I wondered what in the world had happened?? But as I did research on the internet, I read about the liver, toxins and fits of rage or moodiness which were all interconnected. I don't know how to explain it, other than to know that irritability is a sign of toxicity. Pattysweet <funx2sweet@...> wrote: It has been since Aug 21st since my explant and I have been VERY moody. I am normally this way during my PMS time but that has come and gone since explant and I feel like I could rip someone's head off sometimes. Has anyone else who has had explant felt this way right after? I do not regret doing it at all and feel good about the fact that they are gone so I am sure it isn't a self image thing. It seems my hormones are all out of wack. Thanks Get your email and more, right on the new .com Talk is cheap. Use Messenger to make PC-to-Phone calls. Great rates starting at 1¢/min. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2006 Report Share Posted September 13, 2006 This is so me, I am mad at the world. Sometimes it just comes out of no where, I think I was so mad at my doctors yesterday that I got all worked up on the drive there thinking I was going to be refused the tests Ihave been seeking, That when I got in and they took my blood pressure she said WOW you are at 166 they took it three more times before I left. finally it dropped to 156. I did feel so mad and dizzy at the time, you are probably right again Patty Because I have been doing alot of Detoxing,maybe like you it will lift soon, Terri P > It has been since Aug 21st since my explant and I have been VERY moody. I am normally this way during my PMS time but that has come and gone since explant and I feel like I could rip someone's head off sometimes. Has anyone else who has had explant felt this way right after? I do not regret doing it at all and feel good about the fact that they are gone so I am sure it isn't a self image thing. It seems my hormones are all out of wack. > > Thanks > > > > --------------------------------- > Get your email and more, right on the new .com > > > > > --------------------------------- > Talk is cheap. Use Messenger to make PC-to-Phone calls. Great rates starting at 1¢/min. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 15, 2006 Report Share Posted September 15, 2006 Terri, I hope it will! Sometimes these things take time, but when it's gone, it feels so good to be normal again. I really hope and pray that you are able to see some more improvements...you've come a long way, but I know you aren't done yet. I know it's hard, but be patient....and have faith! Hugs, Patty Peake <peaketeresa@...> wrote: This is so me, I am mad at the world.Sometimes it just comes out of no where, I think I was so mad at my doctors yesterday that I got all worked up on the drive there thinking I was going to be refused the tests Ihave been seeking, That when I got in and they took my blood pressure she said WOW you are at 166 they took it three more times before I left. finally it dropped to 156. I did feel so mad and dizzy at the time, you are probably right again Patty Because I have been doing alot of Detoxing,maybe like you it will lift soon,Terri P> It has been since Aug 21st since my explant and I have been VERY moody. I am normally this way during my PMS time but that has come and gone since explant and I feel like I could rip someone's head off sometimes. Has anyone else who has had explant felt this way right after? I do not regret doing it at all and feel good about the fact that they are gone so I am sure it isn't a self image thing. It seems my hormones are all out of wack. > > Thanks> > > > ---------------------------------> Get your email and more, right on the new .com > > > > > ---------------------------------> Talk is cheap. Use Messenger to make PC-to-Phone calls. Great rates starting at 1¢/min.> How low will we go? Check out Messenger’s low PC-to-Phone call rates. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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