Re: Re: Cindy: Glutamate decarboxylase/mct

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Joanne

I have the stress sensitivity thing, and the chemical sensitivity thing, and I

think the electromagnetism thing. I would love to know how you have gotten past

all this?

Janette

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To: " fibromyalgiacured " <fibromyalgiacured >

Sent: Monday, 9 January 2012, 2:31

Subject: Re: Re: : Glutamate decarboxylase/mct

 

I find I am like a radar for many toxins , especially the electro-magnestism. I

am also hyper-sensitive to others feeling and really do not cope well when I

know others are suffering. If I have stress, like money worries, or cannot get

out and have my daily walks with nature and so on I start feeling fibro, achy

sacroiliac joint, tight neck, and just a feeling all over of fibro. Fortunately

this never gets really bad nowadays and it no longer triggers my bowel or the

thing in my head or my joints much really. I don't get trouble with my bowel or

bladder now either, but my life is so very much more my own now

I don't have lots of money but a lot of what I do have and do do is chosen by

me, and I am fairly free in a lot of ways. This is unlike my past where I was

very much tied in situations that were stressful and no sign of let up. My

nervous system is kind of tuned in to expect things to be traumatic and although

things are much better , much much better than they were int he past, any stress

at all and my nervous system can still go into overload and react like a most

terrible thing will happen. I have got far more skills than i used to have to

deal with this kind of thing, but it is just annoying that this still goes on

with me.

Just the slightest indication that I am on this path and immediately I have to

pull back, cut off, go to bed, withdraw, just basically get myself away from

what ever it is that is stressing me. I do so and I avoid my fibro setting in

properly, these glitches will heal pretty quickly

The way my nervous system overreacts to stress it can also overreact to

chemicals of all kinds. In fact I simply dislike being inside anywhere because

of this, my peace and sanity and pain free days are spent better when I am

outside amongst nature

My fibro now never really gets that bad. I thought i might flare when my son

told me about all his troubles. What made it better in some ways was that my

daughter came in harping on about a load of hogwash around the same time. I new

I could not cope with all that ballony too so I cut off, best thing because had

I not I would be down in the dumps by now

Instead my mood is good and a good mood always keeps at bay all my fibro, and

even enhances healing I am sure

I would like to say there was some great wisdom that taught me to be like this,

Alanon helped and church has helped, but the truth is a lot of it is that my

life and my ability to live more freely has come about more since my children

have grown up

I am very much my own person, not in a nasty way, I am still here for all of

them here and still do do an incredible lot for all of them, but my mind no

longer thinks in termes of what can I do for everybody, nowadays my mind is more

focused  on what I can do for my soul.

I so enjoy being spiritual and floating around just doing creative productive

things like the gardening, the markets and so on. as I walk the Lord brings folk

to me, some who need the message and some that really do inspire me

I have to be like this all the time really. There is much going on around me

that could easily draw me in, my dad and his illness is one of them, but

fortunately I now know my limits and I am not that 'I have to fix it' person any

more, I can be but nowhere near as bad as I used to be.

i think my old intensity with the troubles in my world is very much how my

nervous system learned to be so tuned into everyone and everything and this

intensity is to some extent tied in with my sensitivity to chemical. Honestly I

feel like my immune system reacts to all and every chemical. Fortunately all

this is so very mild now it is no where near the problem it was in the past,

still I have to work on it and to work on keeping equilibrium with all my

systems, physical, emotional, psychological and spiritual

I did have to watch myself, observe myself for some time, before I noticed that

my emotional reactions mimiced these immunity reactions, and visa versa, it was

like my immune system did not know what was a toxic threat and what was just

stuff going on in my life

Things are much more balanced now but i have noticed just the slightest amount

of stress in my life and the chemical reactions start too

folk often call this psycho-somatic, but I do not like that word, to me it is

admitting my emotions affect my well being, but that is not a psychological

matter persa, I feel emotions strongly because I do not have all the neurons in

place to filter this stuff out

Anyway, I have gained skills both to filter emotional stuff and chemical stuff

out of my pathway. It can be hard work even tiring sometimes but I have noticed

that when I eat correctly, avoid the silly stresses that are silly but to much

for me, and I avoid the toxicity, of every day life to the maximum I can,

healing occurs more so on these days.

So this is where my mind has to constantly be. On me!!! sounds selfish and vain

that doesn't it, but so long as I am thinking in terms of my health and

well-being, I can by irony, actually help significantly more people. it was

inthe past when I became so entangled with other peoples junk that I myself

began to loose sight of myself, sight of my value, especially in the eyes of

God, and all the carry on around me became my lot

and so, as even now there are tonnes of things I would change if I could, I

cannot change many things really, and so I simply focus on keeping myself

balanced and well and happy and by doing this a lot of things have fallen into

place for me anyway. There is still a fair but I need to change, I want a detox

mat for one thing to get this electromagnetism from this computer to go down

through the floor, honestly some days its agony, but I just have to keep

soldiering on. We are on the right path here, at this site and we will all

continue to improve

I have experienced some healing every month and although there are a few

glitches along the way, I am coping ever better with my emotional difficulties

and my troubles with toxicity and so on

I do think also it being winter weakens our resolve. It is all just that bit

harder in the Winter, but we also need to keep in mind that passes too

Thank you so much for being there and helping me over these years . I often

think about how fortunate I am to have you as a friend

God bless

Love joanne

 

Hi,

I did get a bit of breading in some fried chicken, but not enough to affect

ketosis, but perhaps getting more sensitive. I used to get diarrhea some before

I gave up gluten. I could be retracing it, or still have toxins. i still have

all those mercury fillings. My mattress that is new, still smells like that

awful plastic wrap, and still trying to air out my place. I have had a burning

tongue all week when upstairs. Still sleeping in the other room, but my computer

is in the same room as the mattress.

c.

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> > > glutamate is an excitatory neuron that triggers seizures and can

make people very edgy. There are reports on the internet which claim fibro folk

have too much of this in the nervous system

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> > > Love joanne

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