Guest guest Posted December 13, 2008 Report Share Posted December 13, 2008 Hello, I am ashamed to say that I haven't written for a while. Recent events echoed in my head to " help " but as time went by I realised that I needed help. I saw my nada after 10yrs at her brother's funeral and consquentially I'm off to NZ for xmas after a 12 yr absence. I thought I was able to cope with her discharging in me but became very ill once back home, terrible, dark insiduious nightmares that have made me come out in a rash.It's as if I am to be punished(I sent her a letter at the insistence of my psy not to see her) I so want to see my sisters and their kids but I still seem to be in the thralls of my childhood memories. I am actually really scared. Could you help me in what seems to be a very difficult situation. Thanks TC Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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