Re: Re: I'm putting off 'getting ready' and finding myself here instead...

[Guest guest]

How did it go, Lynnette?

> Hope things went okay and that you were able to set any boundaries

> you needed.

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> kt

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> >

> > It's a game of " Guess Who's Coming to Dinner " ...

> >

> > I think she's behaving sanely at the moment but that doesn't

> > mean " she'll hold " ...

> >

> > Thankfully I scheduled a therapy appt yesterday morning and have

> one

> > right after Nada leaves town... with my therapist's support I'm

> > learning to " shore up the dam " of the emotional breaks... but it

> sure

> > is irritating to have to do that.

> >

> > When my therapist first realized " what was going one " and,

> > eventually, determined that Nada had the " emotional maturity " of a

> > 12YO, I heard the " clinking " noise of realization. I just don't

> feel

> > like being in hyper-alert today... but, alas, I have 30-40 people

> > expecting us to show up so I guess I really don't have a choice.

> >

> > I'll find a happy place to go to in my head, always do, but

> still...

> > I am left wondering who she'll devour today (and will it be me and

> > mine or someone else?)

> >

> > Seeking peace in any form I can find it.

> >

> > Lynnette

> >

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