Guest guest Posted February 8, 2012 Report Share Posted February 8, 2012 I will tomorrow joanne. Meds and sleep for me. It's 1:30 am here. I'm almost afraid of what i'll say! Love ________________________________ To: " fibromyalgiacured " <fibromyalgiacured > Sent: Wednesday, February 8, 2012 1:16 AM Subject: Re: Re: : You need to spend more time at this site  You are trying to hard. I need you to share everything that is going on with you so i can get a full picture You should not be suffering like this This fasting, should be a very soothing thing for your soul I need you to come into the present and speak to your inner child and explain that as from today things are going to be easier . If you had to you could use something to see the Candida off. Water fasting always sees it off for me, ans bicarbinated soda can see it off It is just not preferable to do this, because it is only going to come back and it gets more resilient the more we kill it. But if things got that bad for you you could kill it and then start over with the diet But listen we will not try to kill it. you can have a go at that another time if you want to, but right now I need you to start talking to your inner child The part of you that is talking right now is your critcal parent/injured child. this does not matter let him speak, but you, the loving dad paul, the paul you use to communicate with me, that paul needs to talk to the paul in your chest and explain that today is going to be a really good day. Just keep saying it, in different loving soothing ways, even if you feel like this is a waste of time, just gently speak to your inner child and explain how today you are going to live in the present and find a lot of peace today Then come back and explain to me what is going on with you Love joanne ________________________________ To: " fibromyalgiacured " <fibromyalgiacured > Sent: Wednesday, 8 February 2012, 7:02 Subject: Re: Re: : Sauerkraut  Thanks for a reply Joanne. I'm so scaird right now. The quitting smoking has me so high in anxiety and the diet...like it has done before..has my stomach knotted up and so nautious I ....well ...cheating at this stage only hurts worst. It's been two months building to this point of no real cheating. I look green in the face by end of day..as well as in the a.m. I'm in the bed for at least 12 to 15 hours. I'm a follower of Christ, yet I get to where I just want to die. My stomach feels like dry rott! Do we all go through an extemely difficult phase where we feel like food poisoning has taken over our bodys? Like this I can't even stay in bed. I know from qitting smoking before that I go through very intense anxiety like this, but usually can eat some junk food for a month or so to somewhat placate some pleasure centers. I looked on Bees sight to find symptoms of nausea and food poisoning, but I didn't find it, I'm grinding my teeth and afraid of everything! I know I've had this candida at least 15-18 years.... I need to persevere, but how long will my stomach be like this. Is it just candida dying off at too fast a rate and overloading my liver? Any suggestion would be great. No one is helping me with this. Christ is helping..yet my mind...isn't thinking in a christ like manor. ________________________________ To: " fibromyalgiacured " <fibromyalgiacured > Sent: Tuesday, February 7, 2012 10:37 PM Subject: Re: Re: : Sauerkraut  I think you can eat it at any stage, you will be able to tell if it is not fully fermented, you will get a sensation in your gut i am sure Anyway, do you know that this one is allowed on Bees diet http://www.iherb.com/Eden-Foods-Sauerkraut-Organic-32-oz-907-g/12085?at=0 Love joanne said............  Does our sauerkraut really need to be aged 6-7 weeks. I ate mine at 2 and I seemed okay. I asked this Q. to Bee and she gave no response. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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