panic attacks / men / humor

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I have had three panic attacks

after my implants were removed

The one panic attack was very bad

It felt like my heart was fluttering

really fast and I was gasping for air

I was rushed to the emergency room

for the third time but this time was very scary

The medical team had me all hooked up to machines

My son was holding back his tears thinking

Mom was not going to make it this time

I am now thinking this is the capsules

because when my implants were removed

They were taken out from under my armpits

The same way they went in and that's when my panic attacks started

My breathing is shallow like climbing steep steps and yet rapid

like I am on the verge of another panic attack

Just maybe the capsules were disturbed in some way

and spilled more bacteria inside of me

I am alone with my son most of the time

I am partially crippled still and very very weak.

Honestly just between me and all of you I am afraid of being alone anymore

because of those three panic attacks and being so weak all the time

No don't even mention family, yikes, they are as bad as my doctors

I have a family member with saline implants same time as me

She is fine so that makes me the crazy one..<Dying SWAN> so to speak

I Never depended on no man before those stupid saline implants

He is only here once a week so it gives me a break

I am wondering if my insurance will pay for drains and removal of capsules

I do have documentation of my panic attacks from the hospital

Boobs almost took my life and there he is surfing on the net for bigger boobs...Grrrr

I just let him think I am naive/stupid... If get my health back in check

it will be whooohoooo.....Checkmate !!!!

What man wants a woman who is this sick unless you can fake being normal !!!

Romeo- My name is Romeo

Sandy- My name is Sandy

Romeo- How are you?

Sandy - I am doing just fine {first lie}

Romeo - How is your summer?

Sandy - My summer has been fantastic {second lie}

Romeo - What do you do for fun this summer?

Sandy - camping, shore,bowling, dancing {Third lie}

Just adding a little humor here

Sandy~

[Guest guest]

i too went throughthe whole anxiety thing when my boobs were removed....ended up in emerg. twice!!! scarry....it does get better!DIANA D

From: "Sandy Verticelli" <dusty.com@...>Reply- To: < >CC: "Sandy Verticelli" <dusty.com@...>Subject: panic attacks / men / humorDate: Mon, 21 Aug 2006 19:03:11 -0400

I have had three panic attacks

after my implants were removed

The one panic attack was very bad

It felt like my heart was fluttering

really fast and I was gasping for air

I was rushed to the emergency room

for the third time but this time was very scary

The medical team had me all hooked up to machines

My son was holding back his tears thinking

Mom was not going to make it this time

I am now thinking this is the capsules

because when my implants were removed

They were taken out from under my armpits

The same way they went in and that's when my panic attacks started

My breathing is shallow like climbing steep steps and yet rapid

like I am on the verge of another panic attack

Just maybe the capsules were disturbed in some way

and spilled more bacteria inside of me

I am alone with my son most of the time

I am partially crippled still and very very weak.

Honestly just between me and all of you I am afraid of being alone anymore

because of those three panic attacks and being so weak all the time

No don't even mention family, yikes, they are as bad as my doctors

I have a family member with saline implants same time as me

She is fine so that makes me the crazy one..<Dying SWAN> so to speak

I Never depended on no man before those stupid saline implants

He is only here once a week so it gives me a break

I am wondering if my insurance will pay for drains and removal of capsules

I do have documentation of my panic attacks from the hospital

Boobs almost took my life and there he is surfing on the net for bigger boobs...Grrrr

I just let him think I am naive/stupid... If get my health back in check

it will be whooohoooo.....Checkmate !!!!

What man wants a woman who is this sick unless you can fake being normal !!!

Romeo- My name is Romeo

Sandy- My name is Sandy

Romeo- How are you?

Sandy - I am doing just fine {first lie}

Romeo - How is your summer?

Sandy - My summer has been fantastic {second lie}

Romeo - What do you do for fun this summer?

Sandy - camping, shore,bowling, dancing {Third lie}

Just adding a little humor here

Sandy~

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[Guest guest]

Sandy, it's good to see you can keep up the humor during tough

times. It is the only way I could make it before my explant. Here's

a repeat of a joke I told several months ago, in case you didn't read

it. It's about having a positive attitude through hard times.

Two little boys were put in separate rooms. One room was filled with

toys and the other horse manure. They told the boys to go in and

they would check on them in 15 minutes. After the time was up, they

opened the door to the first room with the toys. The little boy was

sitting in the corner with his arms folded. " I'M BORED! " he

announced. " These toys suck! " In the next room, they found the boy

digging gleefully in the horse manure! Shocked, they asked

him, " what are you doing??!! " He said, " Well, with all this horse

poop in here, there's gotta be a pony in here somewhere!!!! "

Now, there's a positive attitude!! lol

Love, Sunny

& In , " Sandy Verticelli "

<dusty.com@...> wrote:

>

> I have had three panic attacks

> after my implants were removed

>

> The one panic attack was very bad

> It felt like my heart was fluttering

> really fast and I was gasping for air

>

> I was rushed to the emergency room

> for the third time but this time was very scary

>

> The medical team had me all hooked up to machines

> My son was holding back his tears thinking

> Mom was not going to make it this time

>

> I am now thinking this is the capsules

> because when my implants were removed

> They were taken out from under my armpits

>

> The same way they went in and that's when my panic attacks started

> My breathing is shallow like climbing steep steps and yet rapid

> like I am on the verge of another panic attack

>

> Just maybe the capsules were disturbed in some way

> and spilled more bacteria inside of me

>

> I am alone with my son most of the time

> I am partially crippled still and very very weak.

> Honestly just between me and all of you I am afraid of being alone

anymore

> because of those three panic attacks and being so weak all the time

>

> No don't even mention family, yikes, they are as bad as my doctors

> I have a family member with saline implants same time as me

> She is fine so that makes me the crazy one..<Dying SWAN> so to speak

>

> I Never depended on no man before those stupid saline implants

> He is only here once a week so it gives me a break

>

> I am wondering if my insurance will pay for drains and removal of

capsules

> I do have documentation of my panic attacks from the hospital

>

> Boobs almost took my life and there he is surfing on the net for

bigger boobs...Grrrr

> I just let him think I am naive/stupid... If get my health back in

check

> it will be whooohoooo.....Checkmate !!!!

>

> What man wants a woman who is this sick unless you can fake being

normal !!!

>

> Romeo- My name is Romeo

> Sandy- My name is Sandy

> Romeo- How are you?

> Sandy - I am doing just fine {first lie}

> Romeo - How is your summer?

> Sandy - My summer has been fantastic {second lie}

> Romeo - What do you do for fun this summer?

> Sandy - camping, shore,bowling, dancing {Third lie}

>

> Just adding a little humor here

> Sandy~

>