I'm putting off 'getting ready' and finding myself here instead...

[Guest guest]

It's a game of " Guess Who's Coming to Dinner " ...

I think she's behaving sanely at the moment but that doesn't

mean " she'll hold " ...

Thankfully I scheduled a therapy appt yesterday morning and have one

right after Nada leaves town... with my therapist's support I'm

learning to " shore up the dam " of the emotional breaks... but it sure

is irritating to have to do that.

When my therapist first realized " what was going one " and,

eventually, determined that Nada had the " emotional maturity " of a

12YO, I heard the " clinking " noise of realization. I just don't feel

like being in hyper-alert today... but, alas, I have 30-40 people

expecting us to show up so I guess I really don't have a choice.

I'll find a happy place to go to in my head, always do, but still...

I am left wondering who she'll devour today (and will it be me and

mine or someone else?)

Seeking peace in any form I can find it.

Lynnette