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Hi Vick! and everyone else too-

no no no- did not drop off wagon for good. The wagon just lost one of

its wheels and went tipsy temporarily.....

Did you say, french toast, BOYSENBERRY PIE??!!( we don't grow

boysenberries out here- closest i can get is Dannon boysenberry

yogurt- when I lived in Oregon City with my aunt for a few months a

long time ago, I discovered boysenberry wine,boysenberry

this,boysenberry that-- yum), I do love food, and if the right things

are around the house, you betcha I will eat them. I hate to say this,

but I am on the thin side.... my sister asked me recently if the

reason I've been so skinny (and I'm not THAT skinny- it's just that

she is very large!) is due to the polymyositis! I told her I had no

idea but that I doubted it....like you all, I certainly put on the

pounds when I did take the Pred way back when.

, am so glad you're getting some good sleep! Don't beat

yourself up with the cigs- to set the record straight- in my recent

efforts, the first time last week I went something like 12 hours and

the second time over this weekend I went a total of 25- 2 past the 21

hrs. You'd think I could hang in there if I got that far, wouldn't

you? but noooo- not yet. Am disgusted with myself in that regard too,

. My kids are not back in school. Not until after Labor Day.

Lately it seems one or the other or both are in the kitchen eating

and drinking constantly, making PILES of dirty clothes, stuff

everywhere... oh me oh my. I finally went to bed at 3AM this morning

and got up just before noon. Yesterday, I overslept and woke up past

1030 am- then took a 2 hour nap from 3- 5 PM. I am all whacked out as

to any kind of a schedule- awful. How's Miss Teddi and Fern and Anne-

Marie and and and Jim and Ralph and any lurkers doing?

Love to all-