Strange feeling over heart

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Hi everyone,

I'm still getting these doomed like feelings over my heart area. Its driving me

nuts and makes me very anxious. Simply because I don't know what is causing it.

I've had chest xrays, and they are telling me now that my heart is fine, but yet

I still have a pretty high heart rate, and I keep getting this really

uneasy feeling. I really hate it because it scares me. Nothing makes it worse or

better, and I have no idea what makes it come on or what relieves it.

Just seems to come and go, doesnt matter if I have eaten or not, it just happens

randomly.

Sorry to always be complaining about these symptoms, I guess you guys are my

only outlet really. My husband comes home Sunday, I can't wait because when

he's here and this happens he rubs my back and brushes my hair for me to try to

relax me.

He was only gone this time for three wesks so it hasnt been too bad plus he's

been getting to call me twice a day, and we email each other too, so thats been

pretty

awesome to have constant contact with each other. I wish it would be the same

for when he goes to Afghanistan this Summer, but I know it won't be anything

like it is now for us.

I just wish the deployments wasnt a year long. Its too much for me to handle on

my own anymore. My glands are still swollen, and I have a cough that will not

go away for nothing. Its really starting to worry me now.

I managed to get outside today and I planted some lovely little spring flowers,

trying to cheer up the Garden after the hard winter we had. Tomorrow I'm

planting some Strawberry plants.

Well much love to you all, I hope you all are feeling ok.

Lots of love,

Carol xoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox