Positive Outlook!

[Guest guest]

,

Yes, we do have alot in common, I am also 36, I lost the right tube, and three

children. Are you sure we weren't separated at birth : ). And now we share

this

unfortunate experience. I'm going to try and conceive again very soon (probably

this month). I wrote a letter earlier and I truly believe, if you fall off the

horse, you need to get right back on again. You are waiting so you will have

insurance, so that is good, you will need that (just in case). I pray that

everything will work itself out. But sitting back and wondering isn't going to

get me anywhere. I never thought I would make it through this terrible time in

my life, but I have (so far anyway). My life has been difficult to say the

least, but I made it, and I think it has made me a stronger person.

I do feel more secure knowing that I will be monitored the first few months of

my

pregnancy (God willing), and that will give me extra comfort. Last time it hit

me right out of left field, I never expected it. This time the warning lights

are on, and I'm paying attention. I go into this knowing full well that the

outcome may not be pleasant, but I know if all goes well, it's a miracle. Each

child we conceive is a miracle in itself.

I once told Krista, that the day she told me she was pregnant would make me as

happy as finding out I was pregnant myself. And with each passing day, I feel

the same about all of you. I pray for the day that we will all be content and

happy with our decisions, whether that be adoption, IVF or just plain old

natural

attempts, and we can rest assured that our angels are watching over us. I think

we could all use some peace of mind, but that will take some time to accomplish.

Take care,

Jo-Ann