Once cured/ Anxiety?

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Hi

I'd like to make a few comments about your post. It sure rang a bell with

me!!! I'm wondering if all along the Estrace really did help and basically you

were fine, but perhaps as you said psychologically felt that sex 'would' hurt

with him.. in other words associating pain with him all along when perhaps it

wasn't so. But you'd never tested it out on anyone else so how would you know?

Make sense?

One other thing, is that sperm is Alakaline and if one is sore or inflammed to

begin with, of course it would burn, as I've said before, at that stage even

water can burn. So I don't think it's necessarily a case of being 'allergic' to

him. (though I have read of a few rare cases that one can be allergic to

sperm), I still think it's a matter of which came first sort of thing.

Believe me, after I was so called 'cured' I was very anxious to know if I'd

still hurt or not with sex. I'd lost the 24/7 pain, but 'still' hadn't had sex

in 3 years, so in a way, 'HE' (the new boyfriend) (ex now).... was kind of a

test run, the guinea pig if you will, ha ha..and it was fun and fantastic, just

like the old days. But there was some anxiety the first time, just like a

virgin, haha... but everything was fine!!! Then initially I had the anxiety of

wondering if it'd come back, *sigh* that probably lasted about a month. Ever

Since then all's been ok and it's been 10 months now. WHEW!!! thank

goodness..*chuckle*

There are a lot of psychological components that have to be dealt with even

after one is ok. ... but it's a feeling of 'OH MY GAWD " with every little

tingle or itch like 'IS IT COMING BACK!! " ...thank goodness I'm over that now

though, and I'm sure you will be too. I'm so happy that all is working so well

for you and wish you continued success!!! HOORAY!!!! Warmest, Dee~