AF

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Well, this month is out for me. (Of course, I should have known.) AF came

today. My temp dropped down yesterday, so I kind of expected it. But I was

still hoping. I plan to call my dr tomorrow and inform her of my recent

irregularities. I have not had a truly normal AF since my ep in July. Even

if the length of my cycle was the usual 27 days, I have had other weird

things. I won't go into detail, but trust me. She will probably just tell

me to chart my temps, but I'm going to call on the slim chance that she might

decide to start running tests to find out why I've had these probs since the

last ep. I am also going to call in my refill for the clomid. I don't plan

on putting a lot of effort into ttc this month, but I still want the Clomid

to give me the chance of it happening anyway. And, I'll probably change my

mind once the time comes anyway. I guess we'll just have to see.

Today is definitely leaving me with sadness. First of all, it's just an icky

day. We've still got snow on the ground from Tuesday and now it's raining so

it's gray out. Then AF found her way to my door. Then, my hampster died

(thanks to my dog). This is just a really bad day for me. I can't wait for

it to be over.

Well, if the dr gives me any news when I talk to her, I will post on that

then. I don't want to dwell on this until I talk to the dr. (Although, I'm

sure she'll just blow it off.--I'm doing great with the pos. thinking, huh?)

Other than that, I will just read the other posts, and respond if I have any

thoughts or words of encouragement.

Pam,

Hopefully AF will not find her way to your house. She's being a real meanie

to me, teasing me and taunting me. If she tries that on you, just go off on

her. (Okay, I think I'm losing my mind. Sorry!)

Well, I'm going to go now. I think I'll leave while my thoughts still come

out (somewhat) coherent.

amy

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Amy,

This should teach me to read ALL of the posts before responding. I am sorry

about this month

Love,