re: Well here I sit....(off topic)

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like I have nothing else to be doing!?!?! I have read and answered

the post that I could ....

Logan is asleep for now...whew!! My son is out and about...when did

he turn 17?!?! and get a life without my permission?!!!!It was just

yesterday I was teaching him to play ball in the yard wasn't it>!!!

My daughter 12, is reading post over my shoulders like she has done

for over a year now...lol Asking while reading and can even answer

some too...lol She's gonna be a heartbreaker...when did that

happen?!!!! She's looking older than 12 and WHERE DID SHE GET THAT

BODY?!?!?! I KNOW it wasn't from me...I'd kept her small and curls in

her hair...When did she grow up?!?!

My other daughter is 5...knows it all...(Rick's)and can do WHATEVER

SHE WANTS TOO....any questions just ask and she knows the answers

about everything....so independant in many ways yet still a small one

at others...missing the snuggles and silly games we played when our

families became one...where did the time go?!?!?

My other daughter is soon to be 20...out on her own and learned alot

of life's hard knocks...some to which sent me bonkers with disbelief

I must add...good gal with good head on her shoulders...but still so

young and naive....when did she turn into the woman she is now???

Didn't we just sit and color while watching Nickolodeon????!!!!

Logan...7 months...just yesterday I was on my way to the

hospital...50 miles away with contractions 2 minutes apart praying

all the way in between OWIE OWIE OWIE ...with my eyes closed cause

Rick was doing 95!! Pushing in the delivery 2 times and looking down

to see the little Miracle we had created...so small and so

innocent...looking back up to us knowing he trusted us to take care

of him...and the LOVE filled the room...Now he's eating babyfood,

teething biscuits and laughing like crazy at all the silly things I

do..knowing in his mind he must be thinking I am laughing at you

Mommy cause you are insane!!!

Where does it all go??? Where will we be in another year??? What will

be the next step on this journey of life for me and mine???

I don't know for sure but I do know...I AM A PROUD MOMMY TO ALL OF MY

KIDS...Wouldn't trade a one of 'em and I can only stay on bended knee

with prayers for us ...and count on that LOVE we have as a family!!

Melancholy Mommy,,,Rhonda