vulvodynia and herpes

[Guest guest]

I am curious to know if there is anyone here that has a herpes

simplex

virus in their histories.

I cultured positive for herpes in January and this appears to be when

my problems began. I now wish I could die, given the amount of

information I have researched and how negative the prognosis is

for this condition, vulvoodynia. I wrestle with the " why " and what

God

is doing to me, to have to endure this condiiton for the rest of my

life.

My other situation involves the use of doxycycine, an antibiotic, for

many many years that I used for my complexion. I promptly stopped it

in March when I saw my derm.

If anyone has similar stories to tell, please email me. I want to die.

I am currently taking BuSpar and Sporanox and am being treated by my

dermatologist. She is very hopeful, much more hopeful than I can be.

I

have also developed a fear of developing fibro, and the fact that I

may become disabled is scaring me to death. Please help me someone. I

want to die.