Guest guest Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 Wow... I am seriously in a bad mood so bear with me. I am so mad at this disease it is not even funny. Combine that with switching doctors and not being sure what to do at this time because of that fact.... All I know is.... I am in pain. It was mainly in my hands but now I am having pain in my neck and hips. I am so confused. Is this the RA, the fibro or something else? I have been on Plaquenil since December 29. Shouldn't I be noticing SOME effect from it? Shouldn't my symptoms be getting BETTER and not worse? I am not scheduled to see my new doctor again until the 19th. I am afraid to call and ask for something for pain because of this reason. I am newly diagnosed with RA but was diagnosed with Fibro in 2001. I do have a prescription for Vicodin but honestly, all that does is knock me out. I need something to keep this pain at bay and be able to FUNCTION on a daily basis. Is this what life is going to be like for me on a daily basis? Seriously.... Life is starting to SUCK and I don't know HOW I am going to cope. I spent an hour in therapy on Monday crying over this.... It seems as if life as I knew it is over. I realize I can't have that life back but I would like to find out how I can cope with THIS life..... *sigh* I feel as if I am grieving that old life.... I'm pissed...I'm sad.... I just don't know WHAT to do!!!!!!!!!!!! ©x© Kami ©x© Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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