My Husband's death

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My husband, , died one week ago today (Wed.,Jan. 25, 2012). He fell and

broke his leg on Sunday, Jan 22 and that was a catalyst for a cascading set of

events which resulted in his death. I wasn't ready, I'm angry and wracked with

guilt about leaving him alone in his chair while I showered. He would not have

been trying to walk on his own if I had been in the room. I know I'm to blame

for his fall and ultimately his death. Wasn't the loss of his cognitive

function enough? Why did he have to suffer excruciating physical pain on top of

everything else. Why did this happen to him? So unfair, so cruel.