Guest guest Posted June 11, 2002 Report Share Posted June 11, 2002 actually, i just got one (thank god), but it's a debit card. that way, i can only get what i need. i'm ordering a few tapes (Dr. Phil from Oprah) and some of the snacks. i deposited only $250 in my PayPal, and i think that should be enough for food and books. hopefully, by then, i will have lost some of this weight; gotten over the cravings; and have a better understanding of why i turned to food. my next " thingie " is this weekend. my SIL's mom is having a gathering. it's SIL's birthday, and Father's Day, and SIL's brother's BD. they were nagging me at xmas to have " just one little truffle " . i was made to feel guilty about turning down their food, like i was trying to insult them. i hate being scoulded (it's been 2 months since mom died; why am i.......?); and i don't go to church and it infuriates them; and i weave baskets and they want me to get a job. and there's much more. so i'm not going. i decided that it would be nice spending time with brother, and i know getting out of thne house is important, but i'm trying to avoid stress. pat > of > empowerment - and that doesn't come by losing control - over the foods we > eat, our credit card debts, or anything else that makes us feel weak and > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 11, 2002 Report Share Posted June 11, 2002 actually, i just got one (thank god), but it's a debit card. that way, i can only get what i need. i'm ordering a few tapes (Dr. Phil from Oprah) and some of the snacks. i deposited only $250 in my PayPal, and i think that should be enough for food and books. hopefully, by then, i will have lost some of this weight; gotten over the cravings; and have a better understanding of why i turned to food. my next " thingie " is this weekend. my SIL's mom is having a gathering. it's SIL's birthday, and Father's Day, and SIL's brother's BD. they were nagging me at xmas to have " just one little truffle " . i was made to feel guilty about turning down their food, like i was trying to insult them. i hate being scoulded (it's been 2 months since mom died; why am i.......?); and i don't go to church and it infuriates them; and i weave baskets and they want me to get a job. and there's much more. so i'm not going. i decided that it would be nice spending time with brother, and i know getting out of thne house is important, but i'm trying to avoid stress. pat > of > empowerment - and that doesn't come by losing control - over the foods we > eat, our credit card debts, or anything else that makes us feel weak and > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 11, 2002 Report Share Posted June 11, 2002 Pat, the " cravings " are caused by carbs. If you eat carbs it'll make you crave more carbs. If you can cut WAY down on the carbs, your cravings will go away within a few days. I promise. Vicki In a message dated 06/11/2002 6:51:26 PM US Mountain Standard Time, pat0829@... writes: > hopefully, by then, i will have lost > some of this weight; gotten over the cravings; and have a better > understanding of why i turned to food. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 11, 2002 Report Share Posted June 11, 2002 Pat, the " cravings " are caused by carbs. If you eat carbs it'll make you crave more carbs. If you can cut WAY down on the carbs, your cravings will go away within a few days. I promise. Vicki In a message dated 06/11/2002 6:51:26 PM US Mountain Standard Time, pat0829@... writes: > hopefully, by then, i will have lost > some of this weight; gotten over the cravings; and have a better > understanding of why i turned to food. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 11, 2002 Report Share Posted June 11, 2002 That sounds like a good decision, Pat. You need to talk to your brother and make it clear to him (and hopefully he'll pass that on) that " just one more truffle " can cause real damage to you. Do they want you to be an amputee? Blind? Etc.? Make it REALLY CLEAR to them that they aren't helping you by their present attitude. If they want to be really helpful they'll stop pushing foods on you that are dangerous to your health. Vicki In a message dated 06/11/2002 6:51:26 PM US Mountain Standard Time, pat0829@... writes: > they were > nagging me at xmas to have " just one little truffle " . i was made to feel > guilty about turning down their food, like i was trying to insult them. i > > hate being scoulded (it's been 2 months since mom died; why am i.......?); > and i don't go to church and it infuriates them; and i weave baskets and > they > want me to get a job. and there's much more. > > so i'm not going. i decided that it would be nice spending time with > brother, and i know getting out of thne house is important, but i'm trying > to > avoid stress. pat > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 11, 2002 Report Share Posted June 11, 2002 That sounds like a good decision, Pat. You need to talk to your brother and make it clear to him (and hopefully he'll pass that on) that " just one more truffle " can cause real damage to you. Do they want you to be an amputee? Blind? Etc.? Make it REALLY CLEAR to them that they aren't helping you by their present attitude. If they want to be really helpful they'll stop pushing foods on you that are dangerous to your health. Vicki In a message dated 06/11/2002 6:51:26 PM US Mountain Standard Time, pat0829@... writes: > they were > nagging me at xmas to have " just one little truffle " . i was made to feel > guilty about turning down their food, like i was trying to insult them. i > > hate being scoulded (it's been 2 months since mom died; why am i.......?); > and i don't go to church and it infuriates them; and i weave baskets and > they > want me to get a job. and there's much more. > > so i'm not going. i decided that it would be nice spending time with > brother, and i know getting out of thne house is important, but i'm trying > to > avoid stress. pat > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 11, 2002 Report Share Posted June 11, 2002 i thought i had about cut out carbs. i think some is just habit; some just needing something else to thing about. funny, but i have the urge to snack now, but i'm not hungry. i had sauteed vegies tonite with the polish sausage (and threw some of that out--vegies were better). i need to check the website again, but eyes are playing tricks now. guess that means since it's after midnite here, it's bedtime. i am looking forward to having the stuff from zerocarb. smeone here suggested the " just cheese " stuff, so i'm ordering those, and one of each candy, and getting tons of celery a the store tomorrow. i found that if i took a few pieces of celery with some dip, that was ok. i'm gonna try some lime in my water and try to drink lots of it. i was checking in the yellow pages today " health food " stores. i found GNC, or things that sound more like organic than low carb. can't wait until the Farmers' Market is back n Saturday. i need zukes, eggplant and radishes (i think radishes are on the list), and other stuff like that to munch on. pat > > Pat, the " cravings " are caused by carbs. If you eat carbs it'll make you > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 11, 2002 Report Share Posted June 11, 2002 i thought i had about cut out carbs. i think some is just habit; some just needing something else to thing about. funny, but i have the urge to snack now, but i'm not hungry. i had sauteed vegies tonite with the polish sausage (and threw some of that out--vegies were better). i need to check the website again, but eyes are playing tricks now. guess that means since it's after midnite here, it's bedtime. i am looking forward to having the stuff from zerocarb. smeone here suggested the " just cheese " stuff, so i'm ordering those, and one of each candy, and getting tons of celery a the store tomorrow. i found that if i took a few pieces of celery with some dip, that was ok. i'm gonna try some lime in my water and try to drink lots of it. i was checking in the yellow pages today " health food " stores. i found GNC, or things that sound more like organic than low carb. can't wait until the Farmers' Market is back n Saturday. i need zukes, eggplant and radishes (i think radishes are on the list), and other stuff like that to munch on. pat > > Pat, the " cravings " are caused by carbs. If you eat carbs it'll make you > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 11, 2002 Report Share Posted June 11, 2002 brother doesn't push, but SIL's family wants to take charge of my life. and they usually lecture me on everything (like two weeks after mom died they told me i should be at their mother's day celebration--it would do me good). but i think everyone who does not understand what a diabetic goes thru; and then the depression that's there too; and then want to tell me " all you have to do.... " gets on my last nerve. and so many folks think that treating you to things you can't eat is a help. guess that's why i'm s anxious to get the stuff from zero carb. i want and NEED to make my point that i'm investing bucks in this stuff because i have to, and they need to just back off. sorry to whine on the list so much. i just get so frustrated when i'm trying to get myself going, and others seem to be trying to throw hurdles. pat > > You need to talk to your brother and make it clear to him (and hopefully > he'll pass that on) that " just one more truffle " can cause real damage to > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 11, 2002 Report Share Posted June 11, 2002 brother doesn't push, but SIL's family wants to take charge of my life. and they usually lecture me on everything (like two weeks after mom died they told me i should be at their mother's day celebration--it would do me good). but i think everyone who does not understand what a diabetic goes thru; and then the depression that's there too; and then want to tell me " all you have to do.... " gets on my last nerve. and so many folks think that treating you to things you can't eat is a help. guess that's why i'm s anxious to get the stuff from zero carb. i want and NEED to make my point that i'm investing bucks in this stuff because i have to, and they need to just back off. sorry to whine on the list so much. i just get so frustrated when i'm trying to get myself going, and others seem to be trying to throw hurdles. pat > > You need to talk to your brother and make it clear to him (and hopefully > he'll pass that on) that " just one more truffle " can cause real damage to > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 Pat, Is your Dr treating the depression? Carol T In a message dated 6/11/02 9:35:30 PM Pacific Daylight Time, pat0829@... writes: >>but i think everyone who does not understand what a diabetic goes thru; and then the depression that's there too; and then want to tell me " all you have to do.... " gets on my last nerve. . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 Pat, Is your Dr treating the depression? Carol T In a message dated 6/11/02 9:35:30 PM Pacific Daylight Time, pat0829@... writes: >>but i think everyone who does not understand what a diabetic goes thru; and then the depression that's there too; and then want to tell me " all you have to do.... " gets on my last nerve. . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 Yes, but you should talk to your brother and have HIM talk to his wife's family about the potential damage they're causing. Vicki In a message dated 06/11/2002 9:35:42 PM US Mountain Standard Time, pat0829@... writes: > brother doesn't push, but SIL's family wants to take charge of my life. > and > they usually lecture me on everything (like two weeks after mom died they > told me i should be at their mother's day celebration--it would do me > good). > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 I think the family is part of my problem. And please don't think i'm whining. When mom was sick, i called on the " inlaws " to help me take her to hospital, or to come over when she was having mini strokes (they have EMS experience), or to pick me up from the hospital. brother's feelings are that since i called on them, i need to bend some. they used to come all the time without calling, offer unwanted and unsolitied advice, and " fuss " at what i was doing (like hiring people to sit with mom at nursing home). i told the mom once that i had diabetes, and very high BP, and was stressed, and none of that was good for mom, because i took it out on her. so i told her i would not answer the door again for her, or answer her phone calls, because she was the cause of lots of my stress. she did back off at that point. i told the brother that the doctor had said that lots of the stuff with mom had caused the diabetes. i realize it was dormant and just needed the other to bring it to active, and that my genes (we are both adopted) had a part, and so does my weight, but his feelings are that because i'm fat, and not that active, and ate poorly, it's my fault. so i have to deal with his inlaws by myself. i'm really not trying to find excuses, but i don't think they really understand it all. they visited mom once a week or less, and have no clue what the lack of sleep, and the stress of dealing with an alzheimers patient, who needed lots of lifting and help, does to someone. and then losing that person also takes it's toll. i'm taking Serzone for depression, and it's working. and i'm gonna get the bike out today and ride it. it's hot, and i have some books on tape, so i think i will get some breakfast and wait for it to settle some, and then get going. pat > > Yes, but you should talk to your brother and have HIM talk to his wife's > family about the potential damage they're causing. Vicki > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 I didn't see one. i found on zerocarb (or one of the sites shared here) that when you clicked the icon of the product, the carbs were listed (like the package label). i would love a tuna sandwich again, but have avoided bread for months now (like 6-8) and except for an occasional BBQ, or hamburger, i don't indulge in any bread, potato or rice. i still don't know how many carbs a day are ok, and how to measure them. i'm a little reluctant to go to a diabetes educator, because i feel sometimes the medical establishment does use the wrong stuff, and recommend things that make my BS go up, rather than down. breakfast was eggs and sausage and strawberries. i need to test now. it was quite a while ago, and actually, i failed to test because i was busy. i know my salad dressing has carbs, and i'm guessing the ham i had (cut from the ham itself so no clue how many carbs) had some carbs (??). pat > y > almost all have bought into the " low fat/high carb " USDA type > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 I didn't see one. i found on zerocarb (or one of the sites shared here) that when you clicked the icon of the product, the carbs were listed (like the package label). i would love a tuna sandwich again, but have avoided bread for months now (like 6-8) and except for an occasional BBQ, or hamburger, i don't indulge in any bread, potato or rice. i still don't know how many carbs a day are ok, and how to measure them. i'm a little reluctant to go to a diabetes educator, because i feel sometimes the medical establishment does use the wrong stuff, and recommend things that make my BS go up, rather than down. breakfast was eggs and sausage and strawberries. i need to test now. it was quite a while ago, and actually, i failed to test because i was busy. i know my salad dressing has carbs, and i'm guessing the ham i had (cut from the ham itself so no clue how many carbs) had some carbs (??). pat > y > almost all have bought into the " low fat/high carb " USDA type > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 yep. taking something in the mornings that he said to take at nite. mornings worked better for mom, so i tried it, and it's working better for me too. i'm still depressed and sad (guess that's normal), but getting there. i'm about to get to my little " plan for my life " , and figure out where i want it to go. and i guess i am getting better, because i'm not feeling the guilt i had felt as much now, and i'm realizing that i'm human and not superhuman, and that i'm in charge of my own destiny. pat > > Is your Dr treating the depression? > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 yep. taking something in the mornings that he said to take at nite. mornings worked better for mom, so i tried it, and it's working better for me too. i'm still depressed and sad (guess that's normal), but getting there. i'm about to get to my little " plan for my life " , and figure out where i want it to go. and i guess i am getting better, because i'm not feeling the guilt i had felt as much now, and i'm realizing that i'm human and not superhuman, and that i'm in charge of my own destiny. pat > > Is your Dr treating the depression? > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 Might be a good idea to buy yourself a kitchen timer, Pat...then you can get involved with other stuff and still do the testing at the right time. One and two hours after eating, in addition to before eating. Testing " a long time later " won't give you good information. And keep track of what you ate..and how much. (buy a food scale!) Ham in and of itself has no carbs (unless it has a honey/sugar coating). Meat per se has no carbs, nor does fish or chicken. Did you bookmark that USDA website I gave you? Use it! Vicki In a message dated 06/12/2002 10:57:34 AM US Mountain Standard Time, pat0829@... writes: > breakfast was eggs and sausage and strawberries. i need to test now. it > was quite a while ago, and actually, i failed to test because i was busy. > i > know my salad dressing has carbs, and i'm guessing the ham i had (cut from > the ham itself so no clue how many carbs) had some carbs (??). > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 Might be a good idea to buy yourself a kitchen timer, Pat...then you can get involved with other stuff and still do the testing at the right time. One and two hours after eating, in addition to before eating. Testing " a long time later " won't give you good information. And keep track of what you ate..and how much. (buy a food scale!) Ham in and of itself has no carbs (unless it has a honey/sugar coating). Meat per se has no carbs, nor does fish or chicken. Did you bookmark that USDA website I gave you? Use it! Vicki In a message dated 06/12/2002 10:57:34 AM US Mountain Standard Time, pat0829@... writes: > breakfast was eggs and sausage and strawberries. i need to test now. it > was quite a while ago, and actually, i failed to test because i was busy. > i > know my salad dressing has carbs, and i'm guessing the ham i had (cut from > the ham itself so no clue how many carbs) had some carbs (??). > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 i just wrote an email on the site. had a question. i was making notes when i realized i don't understand which column is the one i was supposed to be using. pat > Did you bookmark that USDA website I gave you? Use it! > Vicki Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 i just wrote an email on the site. had a question. i was making notes when i realized i don't understand which column is the one i was supposed to be using. pat > Did you bookmark that USDA website I gave you? Use it! > Vicki Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 > -----Original Message----- > From: pat0829@... > i was checking in the yellow pages today " health food " > stores. i found GNC, > or things that sound more like organic than low carb. " Health food " stores generally are not good sources of low carb foods. They almost all have bought into the " low fat/high carb " USDA type recommendations. One often can do better at a standard grocery store -- or at a sort of specialty grocery like Trader Joe's (if there is one around). Tom the Actuary Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 > -----Original Message----- > From: pat0829@... > i was checking in the yellow pages today " health food " > stores. i found GNC, > or things that sound more like organic than low carb. " Health food " stores generally are not good sources of low carb foods. They almost all have bought into the " low fat/high carb " USDA type recommendations. One often can do better at a standard grocery store -- or at a sort of specialty grocery like Trader Joe's (if there is one around). Tom the Actuary Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2002 Report Share Posted June 12, 2002 could you please send me that USDA website please????? thanks Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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