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Hi everyone, hope we are well and are doing the best that we can. I

have been offline for a week because I just moved (out of my mom's yey)

and back out into the real world. I just got my internet hooked up. I

wish things were going better. My husband of 5 years doesn't want to be

married anymore. It's not because he met someone else...he doesn't

know either. He says he doesn't have the patience to deal w/ me

emotionally anymore. I am crushed. We have had our share of problems

and things were looking good that he would come join me in our new

place this month, next at the latest. Now, he doesn't. I don't know

what to do...I am in shock, denial. idk.

He said that he would come out next month to make sure that I

am " safe " , but he doesn't plan on staying. I am hoping that we can

make things work out. That once he sees me in person, he won't want to

end it. I am heartbroken, angry, lost etc. I love him unconditionally

and I am not going to give up on our marriage w/o a fight...especially

over a " i don't know " .

I just feel like my life for the past 2 years had been on cruel joke

after another. I don't know how much more of this I can take.