Re: Pain and RA for Clora.., partly OT

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Chriss and Group;

hahahaha I got a tickle in my chest reading this. How Froyddian

creaps into out thinking. Childhood thoughts. When she was little I

wouldnt stop to look at the animails in the pound cause of headaches

way back then.

She knows I am in a lot of pain and I am sure she feels its not

fair. She loves her mother so much. She even has to help me bathe

sometimes. My darling baby has grown up. She should of known that RA

would hurt differently among people. SHe knows I have spent my life

in pain. She was there lol.

Yes the van wants to act up at the most worst times. I am glad it

broke down in town than when we was at the RA doctor in the next

town 24 miles away.

I love to read your posts. They are so cleverly explained. I would

love to think that way. I only had about 3 years of college but to

go as long as you did must of been an enternity for you. I miss

college a little. I love learning. I was labeled slow growing up, I

had to go to college to prove to myself I was not slow. I did have

to study harder than the next person, I even had to take a course on

how to study. It really worked I graduated with a 4.0 gpa.

I bought some books one time at a rummage store to read. Little did

I know they were auto-biographys. Madame one who invented

xrays haaaaa. I was wondering why they were the most boring stories

I ever read. Sigmond froyd one of the first physchyolgist. Cant seem

to remember how to spell his name. WAS really bad speller in

Anatomy. My instructor said I better get my spelling together.

Transports of delight haaaaaaaaa, thats a good one. I am chuckling

right now. Your in the UK lucky you lol. I had an older couple come

and see me from England. and . I met them in my chat

room on paltalk. Wonderful people, I love their accent. haaaaaa

said I was the one with an accent. We had an extrordianary

visit.

Yes, I am fortunate for my loving and caring family. I am so glad

none of them have RA. What a horrible disease. Out of a family of

ten. Mom and dads brothers and sister are familys of 5 to 10 kids

also. My dads mother was the only one with RA. Most of the family

lived very old. 80s to 107. Of course back than food was from the

farm and not full of chemicals and antibiotics. Grandma had RA, I

almost forgot. She had large lumps on her precious hands.

I better close or I could go on posting till morning. The prednisone

is giving me insominia. Funny, I use to be so tired and sleep all

the time. I use a c-pap now to sleep. I have OBS.(obstructive sleep

apnea) I was just getting use to sleeping normally haaaaaaa. TAke

care Chriss so glad your still reading our post,

Gentle kind hugs everyone

clora

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> Hello Clora , and group,

> Glad you got to the rheumy appt last week but not without some

difficulty. Sorry to hear about the other woes.These old vehicles we

rely on are certainly not 'transports of delight' are they!, and it

is strange how they sometimes choose the worst moments to break down!

> Was just thinking of your daughter's comments that hurt you

unintentionally.

> It just occurred to me that she was maybe letting a slightly self-

focussed thought for herself leak out, from the 'little girl child'

still in her, and her anxieties. Why was it HER mum that hurt so

bad...'not fair'. Feeling a little sorry for herself and angry FOR

you. The 'tolerance' idea was an 'explanation' to explain this. As

you say no hurt intended.

> Glad your family is usually caring and supportive,

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> x

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