Guest guest Posted September 18, 2008 Report Share Posted September 18, 2008 the pain has reared its ugly head. I'm in a flare. It is so bad that I came home from work and laid on the couch and cried. I called my rheumy today and they can't see me til the 26th. So I called my primary and he is going to see me on monday. I hope he can provide me some relief. Pain meds something. I still have to work tomorrow and saturday and I will be able to rest most of the day on sunday before I have to go get my 2 adorable kids. I miss them soo much but hope I can function enough to take care of them. My life for the last week as been revolved around pain and I'm sick of being in pain. I can't even wear my own shoes. I have been wearing my xboyfriends shoes who is living with me who I would love to be together in a relationship with again. I got stupid in the middle of july and told him that I needed a break from him. I still love him and don't want to see him go that is why I asked him to stay living here. Anyway, the pain has been unbareable on a scale from 1 to 10 this week its been around an 8 to a 10. The swelling is unbareabe. I wish I could be like I was before the RA hit me. I'm scared of going back to the way I was when it first hit me in may 06. I don't want to be able to not move again. _______________________________________ No viruses found in this outgoing message Scanned by iolo AntiVirus 1.5.3.5 http://www.iolo.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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