Re: Social Security Disability getting a day to see judge...

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and group;

OMG sweety.. Just hold on doll baby I say that like a big sister... I

know things seem unbearable.. Do you have a mental health clinic you

can go too... Is there buses to get there??? You need to go to one

as soon as possible.. Are you in the USA??? IN SC there is one here

and when I felt that bad I went and sighned up for help...

They said not to worry about the cost.. Our mental health is very

important now.. Please find one and sign up they will take you even

if you cant pay.. I had no money they took me.. I said I was suicidal

also.. They have helped me so much.. My doctor in mental health gave

me free samples to last a month each visit.. I am taking effexxor for

depression and it has made me feel so much better..

She the doctor at mental health even filled out forms for my SSD for

my lawyer.. I was like you hon.. At the end of my ropes.. I was

diagnosed with severe depression.. Pain can and will cause depression

I am not a doctor but I know.. I stayed with my daughter and she

really got bitchy in the end.. It is normal.. Once you get this

medical straighned out you will understand your dad..

My family didnt understand me either... How could I convince a judge

if I can't confince my own family that I am in so much pain??? I

finally did... You will get through this I promise .. Read all

the post and evveryone will help you the best they can.. I know what

your going through... I couldnt afford my rheumy either... I paid 65

dollars every 3 months to see a rheumy.. He even gave me free steroid

shots cause I was so poor...

You will be surprise at the help that will come along.. I pray that

God will reach down and lift you up and show you that he is

there for you.. I pray that God sends the resource for you to get

help.. I pray that God will lead and guide those around you to be

kind and gentle to you.. to give you a helping hand.. God I pray that

you move that judge to give her disability award so that she

can pay her bills get her a place to stay so that she can have peace

in her life,, In Jesus Holy Name I Pray..

your date has been set.. I waited 3 years to get a date set..

your very close now to a discision for your SSD.. When the judge

okays your SSD.. You will get a back pay.. THis way you can put a

deposit on your own place and you and your dad will be able to talk

to each other and put all this behind you living with people and what

your dealing with... Do what ever your lawyer tells you because he

knows what he is doing..

TAke care and God bless you ..

gentle kind hugs

Clora

> I cant afford to go to the rheumatologist I want to see,and the

labs

> and xrays too.it would use up all the rest of the cash I have saved

> for my meds and pain doctor til I see the ssdi judge.and I dont

even

> have my hearing date yet.I really need to go to the rheumy doc and

Im

> afraid if I DONT go to the rheumy doc too I will lose my ssdi

> case,there is lots of medical records from my neurologist and pain

> specialist saying I have fibro and that is causing me bad pain,but

i

> havent been able to afford a rheumatologist since 2005 when I got

> laid off and was out of work for six months and when I got another

> job I wasnt making enough money to go to all the doctors I needed

so

> I havent been to one in four years now.I had an elevated RA factor

> back in 2004 and I think its only gotten worse so now I am having

> trouble walking and standing up stright now and am having to use a

> cane to walk.I dont know what I should do,my attorney told me to

get

> a prescription for a cane from my doctor but I dont know what i

need

> to do.I found a cheaper rheumatologist than the one I wanted but

they

> want a referral from my primary care doc,who I suppose I would have

> to go see him to get my referral to the rheumatologist that is

> cheaper.this mess is driving me crazy and all this is going on

while

> my father who I had to move in with is bitching and yelling at me

all

> the time,and is nasty and hurts my feelings and criticizes my

> clothes,hair,jewelry,who I talk to,how I talk to them,just

everything

> that you could imagine he complains about what I am doing or not

> doing.I cant win here,and while I am in this house with him I have

no

> control over my life.I am really so depressed most days I am

suicidal

> and I am afraid and anxious all the time and my pain level just

keeps

> increasing every day.I cant stand this much longer.Im afraid I will

> end up in the mental hospital before this is over.

>