Guest guest Posted August 16, 2008 Report Share Posted August 16, 2008 Jane and Group; Oh my darling how you have suffered and still suffering. You have discribed my life to a T. I have suffered my entire adult life. I have taken so many pain pills over the years. I am so sorry you are suffering like this. My periods was like giving birth, till finally I was able to have a hysterectomy. I have fibro, RA, Osteo and lot other diseases. None was documented untill about 5 years ago. I have went to sleep at work. Just sat down on a couch for a few minutes and fell full asleep and snored. I was told on and was in the bosses office for it. Sleep apnea caused that. Maybe writing it down have made you able to see what suffering you are in. When you see a doctor document everything that takes place you will need it for your lawyer when you get on disability. I heard a doctor say in workmans comp across the room. There is nothing wrong with her. Referring to me. I could of cried I was so hurt. I was in constant pain and no one knew how to find it. I went to a dozen doctors in my life. One doctor gently told me my pain was in my head. Off course it is thats where all the messages are sent. I knew better. Finally I was diagnossed with Fibromyalgia. Of course no wonder all the other doctors and nurses couldnt find it. There was no such thing untill the last 10 years. and there is no test except for talking to the patient for fibromyalgia. I get spasms to. What the heck is that from?? I told the doctor, I asked for muscle relaxers for it. She wants to wait. Wait for what??? I get headaches so bad I have to lay in a darkend room. I got them since my early 20s. I would fall asleep with my head killing me. One doctor ask me how can you go to sleep with a headache that bad. Duh, your the doctor!! Don't you know? I know how you feel darling, keep telling God about it, he will not pur more on you than you can bare. And you have to tell the doctors how bad the pain is. One doctor will see it if you keep telling it. THere are so many out there that just like to get high or to lazy to breath ( good thing breathing is an autonaughtic process) When we try to get help they mess it up for us. You being so young also makes it hard to make a doctor see our pain. I suffered a year trying to show my rheumy how bad I feel. Its our dumb pride that messes us up sometimes. Let them know how bad you feel. Its no loss off their backs. And maybe these lazy people aint lazy mabe they are in pain. And they don't know unless you explain it. If you can find a rheumatologist they are well trained in most severe pain problems. It was a rheumatologist who diagnosed my fibromyalgia. Which I heard of but had no idea I had it. I believe I had it for 35 years. Everyone help me get pain pills, my family and my friends. Talking about it to people never helped cause if they don't have the pain they don't understand. Oh God, I have suffered so much. I can tell you are to sweety. I pray that you can get some help. My heart aches for you. I know how it is baby doll. I am 54 now and I hate the thought of anyone suffering like I have. You even sound worse off than I was when I started my suffering. Yes your book was excellant. Now you can read my book lol. I will tell you what helps when your writing a book. Most of my posts looks like a book. said long post are welcome. Make paragraphs, the monerator mentioned that to me one time. I don't know where to exactly make the paragraphs in my post. I just take a wild guess lol. I hope I have helped you some . Also I hope you find the right doctor to help your pain. I pray you don't keep suffering. Please keep us up to date on your progress with a doctor. I just can't believe someone else is suffering as young as I was. Your the first person I met that started out young. I was about 23 when I begin to suffer. My feet has never stopped hurting. I have worked at stand up jobs in horrible pain. God bless you sweety. I better stop or it will be a double book. haaaaaaaa. Also I love reading everones post. Its the first thing I start in the morning its the last thing I do at night. gentle hugs everyone Clora Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 16, 2008 Report Share Posted August 16, 2008 Are you on any meds for cholesterol? My husband had a very similar thing happen to him and it came down to a combination of Crestor and dehydration. He was told never to take cholesterol meds again and he has to stay very hydrated. He had to drink Gatorade for weeks after his episode like you described. Now he just makes sure he drinks whatever- all the time - to stay hydrated. [ ] muscle spasms gone CRAZY!!!! Hi everyone! I haven't posted in several months, but I've had one of those FUN *rolls eyes* (I use sarcasm and humor as partial coping methods) new developments. Wednesday night, I had basically full body muscle spasms, with the ENTIRE left side of my body being MUCH more intense than the right side. I was COMPLETELY concious the WHOLE time. It lasted about 2-3 hours, and since my fibro had been acting up almost all day, I can honestly say that at that time, it was the WORST pain I had EVER experienced in my life. No longer true :-( It finally calmed down enough for my fiancee to get me to bed around 2am, and I managed to get maybe a couple of hours of " sleep " (I don't really call what I did sleeping, more like laying w/ my eyes closed praying for sleep to come & then passing out from exhaustion only to be woken up (still exhausted) by a frantic fiancee, b/c the power went out during the night and we were an hour late to work). My entire left side still hurt (during spasms, pain=10, when I woke up, pain=8), but I had to go to work (started new job on 5/5/08 & probation doesn't end until 11/5/08), so I got up and took a shower and got ready and went to work. Within an hour of waking up, my entire left arm (shoulder dowm to finger tips, incl. muscle under left boob, whatever that is) started spasming (not sure that's the right word). The muscles kept tightening and flexing, arm was shaking, almost shivering, wrist and fingers were tightened to the point of turning red with white splotches with swelling (to the point that several of my less observant coworkers said " why's your hand all swollen? " ) and bluish purple under the fingernails. The whole arm would make the little movements that changed the position of the arm, for a while it would be bent, then straight, then bent and almost touching the opposite shoulder. The wrist got stuck at odd angles, and the fingers were horribly contorted, my hand resembled a claw for most of yesterday (thurs). It was during this time that I discovered my new " pain level 10 " . My left side was already hurting so bad from its " activities " the night before and the fibro, that I would just stop and think " Please God, make it stop hurting, do something! Make it go away! Please have mercy, and if I have to hurt like this for the rest of my life, then please take me home to be with you, because I honestly don't think I can take this anymore!! " I have endometriosis, migraines, fibro, cfs, ovarian cysts, pcos, and more (fog is acting up & can't remember the rest), so I am by no means a stranger to pain. One doc told me that EVERY period I have, puts me through more pain than childbirth (I wouldn't know, not a mom, but I trust her opinion). I'm just saying that I never thought that I would use the phrase " level 10 pain " , so the fact that I am using that phrase should probably tell ya something. Anyway, last night, Greg (fiancee) and I went to Walmart and got me a sling, and my arm kept up like that until this (Fri) morning. It's been doing the same thing periodically all day, but thank God that it hasn't been constant. This is the second time that I have experienced full body muscle spasms, although I tend to experience more " normal " muscle spasms several times a week to almost daily. The more " normal " muscle spasms can occur ANYWHERE on my body, but some of the more frequent ones are the arch of my foot, my eye or the area just under my eye twitching, my hand/wrist, my knee, and my ankle. The spasms can occur on either side of my body. They also tend to be twitching, tightening, or freezing, meaning that they don't normally tend to contort the affected body part into odd shapes. I am currently (and have been since like Christmas) taking 5mg (half pill) Baclofen 3x/day, 5-325 Percocet 2x/day (as needed), 15mg mobic 1x/day, and 5mg (half pill) amitryptilline 1x/night. Yesterday, I tried taking my meds like normal in the morning: 5mg Baclofen, 5-325 Percocet, 15mg mobic, and singulair (allergies/asthma) at 8am. Then, after that did little to nothing, I tried taking my next dose of Percocet just like normal: 5-325 Percocet at 2pm, but instead of taking the normal dosage of Baclofen, I took a whole pill (10mg). I was hoping, that since it's a muscle relaxer, that it would help the muscle relax and stop spasming (or whatever the word is for what happened to my arm). It helped a LITTLE (it took the pain down from 10 to about 9.4 for about 30 minutes, then it went right back up to 10!!!). And, of course, I skipped my nighttime dose of baclofen, since I had taken my day's worth (15mg) by then and I didn't want to risk od-ing. I'm still wearing my sling. Yesterday and today both, I didn't have the option of slowing down at work. I work at a genealogical and research library, so I had to shelve microfilms and books, go get microfilms and books, fix microfilm machines, fix printers, work 11 hours on Thursday (w/out a sling), work 8 hours on Friday (with the sling), answer phones, look up obituaries, run errands, try to please and entertain irate patrons who were upset because our microfilm machines weren't working, get yelled at by patrons for same reason, try to carry my luncg tray at the cafeteria, and not get to sit down for more than 5 minutes (except for lunch), all with one hand, while in that much pain and trying to be nice and polite and keep a smile on my face. I didn't go to the ER, b/c last time I had the full body muscle spasms, I went to the ER, and they told me that there was nothing wrong, that I just needed to relax my muscles, and to learn that an emergency room is for TRUE EMERGENCIES and not just for attention-seeking hypochondriacs. That happened during my senior year of high school, 2005. Earlier in my senior year, 08/2004, I was dx'd w/ migraines. I had my first laparoscopy for the endometriosis in 06/2005, and my second in 12/2005 (was dx'd with late stage II/early stage III endo). Then, I was dx'd w/ ovarian cysts in 09/2006. Dx'd w. polycystic ovarian syndrome (PCOS) in 11/2006. Then, I was just dx'd w/ fibromyalgia, cfs, myofacial, & tmj in 11/2007. Also dx'd w/ vertigo on 12/26/2007. It seems like stuff just keeps piling on, so I can only ask, " What's happening to me now?? " I looked on webmd, and my symptoms seem to closely follow those of Paroxysmal Dystonia & possibly the dyskinesia. Obviously, I don't know if that's what it is or not, and it looked like it's supposed to be rather rare. I'm not sure if I should even mention it as a possibility to my doctor. Although, it does seem to be somehow related to parkinson's, and both grandpa's, plus a great-grandma had/have parkinson's. I just don't know what to do. My gyno said that he thinks I have an autoimmune disorder. Have any of you experienced anything like this before? Do any of you have dystonia? What meds are you guys on? Do the meds that I'm on sound like what is normally prescribed for this stuff? Mainly they're prescribed for fibro, except for the singulair. Do any of you have vertigo and/or motion sickness? Right now, I take 25mg Meclazine (non-drowsy dramamine) 1x/day for this, as needed. It's not helping much. They tried apem (Vallium), but I'm allergic to it. What do you take for that? Also, if any of you experience almost daily nausea, what do you take for that? In case it matters, I'm only 21. Oh, and the fave phrase at work is, " You're too young for all these problems. " It's said in a disbelieving voice, as if to say, " Now that I've told you that, stop this act and look like you feel better! " They only say this when they can actually SEE/NOTICE that I feel like cr*p (in other words, pain is worse than an 8.5 or so). This is like 4 times a month. AND I've NEVER missed a day of work! They call in when they get a headache or they're tired or their throat hurts, etc. They have each called in about 2-5 days PER MONTH!!! At least I go to work each day and work as hard as I can, and usually end up doing their work too (b/c they tell me to, but then they get mad, b/c I'm " showing them up " ), all while dealing w/ this cr*p! Since around September 2007, I haven't had a single day with less than level 6 pain! Unfortunately, I stress about things if they're my responsibility at work and they don't get done, so I tend to work harder than I should. I push my body, and then I'm usually paying for it before, during, and after work and on the weekends. So, I don't get much time to relax. :-( Well, now that I've typed this only using my right hand, and it now hurts, I think I'll go ahead and post this message. Sorry for writing a book! 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Guest guest Posted August 17, 2008 Report Share Posted August 17, 2008 Wow, - sounds like you have a horrible amount of stuff going on with you. If I may make a suggestion - don't try to diagnose yourself. IMHO, you need to see a neurologist. I have a thought as to what you are experiencing, but I don't want to cloud up what a neurologist would tell you and I'm not an MD. Keep us posted. I pray with the right doctor, you will have a proper diagnosis....Doreen > > Hi everyone! >I haven't posted in several months, but I've had one of those > FUN *rolls eyes* (I use sarcasm and humor as partial coping > methods) new developments. Wednesday night, I had basically full > body muscle spasms, with the ENTIRE left side of my body being MUCH > more intense than the right side. I was COMPLETELY concious the > WHOLE time. It > lasted about 2-3 hours, and since my fibro had been acting up almost > all day, I can honestly say that at that time, it was the WORST pain > I had EVER experienced in my life. > No longer true :-( It finally calmed down enough for my > fiancee to get me to bed around 2am, and I managed to get maybe a > couple of hours of " sleep " (I don't really call what I did sleeping, > more like laying w/ my eyes closed praying for sleep to come & then > passing out from exhaustion only to be woken up (still exhausted) by > a frantic fiancee, b/c the power went out during the night and we > were an hour late to work). My entire left side still hurt (during > spasms, pain=10, when I woke up, pain=8), but I had to go to work > (started new job on 5/5/08 & probation doesn't end until 11/5/08), so > I got up and took a shower and got ready and went to work. Within an > hour of waking up, my entire left arm (shoulder dowm to finger tips, > incl. muscle under left boob, whatever that is) started spasming (not > sure that's the right word). The muscles kept tightening and > flexing, arm was shaking, almost shivering, wrist and fingers were > tightened to the point of turning red with white splotches with > swelling (to the point that several of my less observant coworkers > said " why's your hand all swollen? " ) and bluish purple under the > fingernails. The whole arm would make the little movements that > changed the position of the arm, for a while it would be bent, then > straight, then bent and almost touching the opposite shoulder. The > wrist got stuck at odd angles, and the fingers were horribly > contorted, my hand resembled a claw for most of yesterday (thurs). > It was during this time that I discovered my new " pain level 10 " . My > left side was already hurting so bad from its " activities " the night > before and the fibro, that I would just stop and think " Please God, > make it stop hurting, do something! Make it go away! Please have > mercy, and if I have to hurt like this for the rest of my life, then > please take me home to be with you, because I honestly don't think I > can take this anymore!! " > I have endometriosis, migraines, fibro, cfs, ovarian cysts, > pcos, and more (fog is acting up & can't remember the rest), so I am > by no means a stranger to pain. One doc told me that EVERY period I > have, puts me through more pain than childbirth (I wouldn't know, not > a mom, but I trust her opinion). I'm just saying that I never > thought that I would use the phrase " level 10 pain " , so the fact that > I am using that phrase should probably tell ya something. > Anyway, last night, Greg (fiancee) and I went to Walmart and > got me a sling, and my arm kept up like that until this (Fri) > morning. It's been doing the same thing periodically all day, but > thank God that it hasn't been constant. This is the second time that > I have experienced full body muscle spasms, although I tend to > experience more " normal " muscle spasms several times a week to almost > daily. The more " normal " muscle spasms can occur ANYWHERE on my > body, but some of the more frequent ones are the arch of my foot, my > eye or the area just under my eye twitching, my hand/wrist, my knee, > and my ankle. The spasms can occur on either side of my body. They > also tend to be twitching, tightening, or freezing, meaning that they > don't normally tend to contort the affected body part into odd > shapes. > I am currently (and have been since like Christmas) taking > 5mg (half pill) Baclofen 3x/day, 5-325 Percocet 2x/day (as needed), > 15mg mobic 1x/day, and 5mg (half pill) amitryptilline 1x/night. > Yesterday, I tried taking my meds like normal in the morning: 5mg > Baclofen, 5-325 Percocet, 15mg mobic, and singulair > (allergies/asthma) at 8am. Then, after that did little to nothing, I > tried taking my next dose of Percocet just like normal: 5-325 > Percocet at 2pm, but instead of taking the normal dosage of Baclofen, > I took a whole pill (10mg). I was hoping, that since it's a muscle > relaxer, that it would help the muscle relax and stop spasming (or > whatever the word is for what happened to my arm). It helped a > LITTLE (it took the pain down from 10 to about 9.4 for about 30 > minutes, then it went right back up to 10!!!). And, of course, I > skipped my nighttime dose of baclofen, since I had taken my day's > worth (15mg) by then and I didn't want to risk od-ing. I'm still > wearing my sling. > Yesterday and today both, I didn't have the option of slowing > down at work. I work at a genealogical and research library, so I > had to shelve microfilms and books, go get microfilms and books, fix > microfilm machines, fix printers, work 11 hours on Thursday (w/out a > sling), work 8 hours on Friday (with the sling), answer phones, look > up obituaries, run errands, try to please and entertain irate patrons > who were upset because our microfilm machines weren't working, get > yelled at by patrons for same reason, try to carry my luncg tray at > the cafeteria, and not get to sit down for more than 5 minutes > (except for lunch), all with one hand, while in that much pain and > trying to be nice and polite and keep a smile on my face. > I didn't go to the ER, b/c last time I had the full body > muscle spasms, I went to the ER, and they told me that there was > nothing wrong, that I just needed to relax my muscles, and to learn > that an emergency room is for TRUE EMERGENCIES and not just for > attention-seeking hypochondriacs. That happened during my senior > year of high school, 2005. Earlier in my senior year, 08/2004, I was > dx'd w/ migraines. I had my first laparoscopy for the endometriosis > in 06/2005, and my second in 12/2005 (was dx'd with late stage > II/early stage III endo). Then, I was dx'd w/ ovarian cysts in > 09/2006. Dx'd w. polycystic ovarian syndrome (PCOS) in 11/2006. > Then, I was just dx'd w/ fibromyalgia, cfs, myofacial, & tmj in > 11/2007. Also dx'd w/ vertigo on 12/26/2007. > It seems like stuff just keeps piling on, so I can only > ask, " What's happening to me now?? " I looked on webmd, and my > symptoms seem to closely follow those of Paroxysmal Dystonia & > possibly the dyskinesia. Obviously, I don't know if that's what it > is or not, and it looked like it's supposed to be rather rare. I'm > not sure if I should even mention it as a possibility to my doctor. > Although, it does seem to be somehow related to parkinson's, and both > grandpa's, plus a great-grandma had/have parkinson's. I just don't > know what to do. My gyno said that he thinks I have an autoimmune > disorder. > Have any of you experienced anything like this before? Do > any of you have dystonia? What meds are you guys on? Do the meds > that I'm on sound like what is normally prescribed for this stuff? > Mainly they're prescribed for fibro, except for the singulair. Do > any of you have vertigo and/or motion sickness? Right now, I take > 25mg Meclazine (non-drowsy dramamine) 1x/day for this, as needed. > It's not helping much. They tried apem (Vallium), but I'm > allergic to it. What do you take for that? Also, if any of you > experience almost daily nausea, what do you take for that? > In case it matters, I'm only 21. Oh, and the fave phrase at > work is, " You're too young for all these problems. " It's said in a > disbelieving voice, as if to say, " Now that I've told you that, stop > this act and look like you feel better! " They only say this when > they can actually SEE/NOTICE that I feel like cr*p (in other words, > pain is worse than an 8.5 or so). This is like 4 times a month. AND > I've NEVER missed a day of work! They call in when they get a > headache or they're tired or their throat hurts, etc. They have each > called in about 2-5 days PER MONTH!!! At least I go to work each day > and work as hard as I can, and usually end up doing their work too > (b/c they tell me to, but then they get mad, b/c I'm " showing them > up " ), all while dealing w/ this cr*p! Since around September 2007, I > haven't had a single day with less than level 6 pain! Unfortunately, > I stress about things if they're my responsibility at work and they > don't get done, so I tend to work harder than I should. I push my > body, and then I'm usually paying for it before, during, and after > work and on the weekends. So, I don't get much time to relax. :- ( > Well, now that I've typed this only using my right hand, and it now > hurts, I think I'll go ahead and post this message. Sorry for > writing a book! > > Thanks for being here and listening to my rants, complaints, & > worries! > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 17, 2008 Report Share Posted August 17, 2008 , What a nightmare! Honey, I pray that you get better really quick. I don't know about the muscle spasms. I have never experienced anything like that. Sorry to say that I am no help. I do know the pain of ovarian cyst and endometriosis though. I had one ovary removed because it was consummed by a cyst and within 4 months the other one had developed a cyst. The evening before that surgery, (working O.T. and alone), I was trying to throw phone wire through a high rafted ceiling. I just kept praying, " Dear God, please let this be a good throw " . I finally had a radical hystorectomy the next year. I probably had 3 or 4 days a month without bleeding. Annual surgery got old quickly. I also know about showing up sick and in pain to only have someone elses load added because they reported out. You can't help be feel angry. I try not to be personal about it because I don't know what they are really going through. Please, get in touch with your doctor and stress how bad this is. You deffinately need attention and the sooner the better. No one can continue for a very long time with pain at that level. Please, let us know how you are doing. Shirley > > > > > Hi everyone! > >I haven't posted in several months, but I've had one of those > > FUN *rolls eyes* (I use sarcasm and humor as partial coping > > methods) new developments. Wednesday night, I had basically full > > body muscle spasms, with the ENTIRE left side of my body being MUCH > > more intense than the right side. I was COMPLETELY concious the > > WHOLE time. It > > lasted about 2-3 hours, and since my fibro had been acting up > almost > > all day, I can honestly say that at that time, it was the WORST > pain > > I had EVER experienced in my life. > > No longer true :-( It finally calmed down enough for my > > fiancee to get me to bed around 2am, and I managed to get maybe a > > couple of hours of " sleep " (I don't really call what I did > sleeping, > > more like laying w/ my eyes closed praying for sleep to come & then > > passing out from exhaustion only to be woken up (still exhausted) > by > > a frantic fiancee, b/c the power went out during the night and we > > were an hour late to work). My entire left side still hurt (during > > spasms, pain=10, when I woke up, pain=8), but I had to go to work > > (started new job on 5/5/08 & probation doesn't end until 11/5/08), > so > > I got up and took a shower and got ready and went to work. Within > an > > hour of waking up, my entire left arm (shoulder dowm to finger > tips, > > incl. muscle under left boob, whatever that is) started spasming > (not > > sure that's the right word). The muscles kept tightening and > > flexing, arm was shaking, almost shivering, wrist and fingers were > > tightened to the point of turning red with white splotches with > > swelling (to the point that several of my less observant coworkers > > said " why's your hand all swollen? " ) and bluish purple under the > > fingernails. The whole arm would make the little movements that > > changed the position of the arm, for a while it would be bent, then > > straight, then bent and almost touching the opposite shoulder. The > > wrist got stuck at odd angles, and the fingers were horribly > > contorted, my hand resembled a claw for most of yesterday (thurs). > > It was during this time that I discovered my new " pain level 10 " . > My > > left side was already hurting so bad from its " activities " the > night > > before and the fibro, that I would just stop and think " Please God, > > make it stop hurting, do something! Make it go away! Please have > > mercy, and if I have to hurt like this for the rest of my life, > then > > please take me home to be with you, because I honestly don't think > I > > can take this anymore!! " > > I have endometriosis, migraines, fibro, cfs, ovarian cysts, > > pcos, and more (fog is acting up & can't remember the rest), so I > am > > by no means a stranger to pain. One doc told me that EVERY period > I > > have, puts me through more pain than childbirth (I wouldn't know, > not > > a mom, but I trust her opinion). I'm just saying that I never > > thought that I would use the phrase " level 10 pain " , so the fact > that > > I am using that phrase should probably tell ya something. > > Anyway, last night, Greg (fiancee) and I went to Walmart and > > got me a sling, and my arm kept up like that until this (Fri) > > morning. It's been doing the same thing periodically all day, but > > thank God that it hasn't been constant. This is the second time > that > > I have experienced full body muscle spasms, although I tend to > > experience more " normal " muscle spasms several times a week to > almost > > daily. The more " normal " muscle spasms can occur ANYWHERE on my > > body, but some of the more frequent ones are the arch of my foot, > my > > eye or the area just under my eye twitching, my hand/wrist, my > knee, > > and my ankle. The spasms can occur on either side of my body. > They > > also tend to be twitching, tightening, or freezing, meaning that > they > > don't normally tend to contort the affected body part into odd > > shapes. > > I am currently (and have been since like Christmas) taking > > 5mg (half pill) Baclofen 3x/day, 5-325 Percocet 2x/day (as needed), > > 15mg mobic 1x/day, and 5mg (half pill) amitryptilline 1x/night. > > Yesterday, I tried taking my meds like normal in the morning: 5mg > > Baclofen, 5-325 Percocet, 15mg mobic, and singulair > > (allergies/asthma) at 8am. Then, after that did little to nothing, > I > > tried taking my next dose of Percocet just like normal: 5-325 > > Percocet at 2pm, but instead of taking the normal dosage of > Baclofen, > > I took a whole pill (10mg). I was hoping, that since it's a muscle > > relaxer, that it would help the muscle relax and stop spasming (or > > whatever the word is for what happened to my arm). It helped a > > LITTLE (it took the pain down from 10 to about 9.4 for about 30 > > minutes, then it went right back up to 10!!!). And, of course, I > > skipped my nighttime dose of baclofen, since I had taken my day's > > worth (15mg) by then and I didn't want to risk od-ing. I'm still > > wearing my sling. > > Yesterday and today both, I didn't have the option of slowing > > down at work. I work at a genealogical and research library, so I > > had to shelve microfilms and books, go get microfilms and books, > fix > > microfilm machines, fix printers, work 11 hours on Thursday (w/out > a > > sling), work 8 hours on Friday (with the sling), answer phones, > look > > up obituaries, run errands, try to please and entertain irate > patrons > > who were upset because our microfilm machines weren't working, get > > yelled at by patrons for same reason, try to carry my luncg tray at > > the cafeteria, and not get to sit down for more than 5 minutes > > (except for lunch), all with one hand, while in that much pain and > > trying to be nice and polite and keep a smile on my face. > > I didn't go to the ER, b/c last time I had the full body > > muscle spasms, I went to the ER, and they told me that there was > > nothing wrong, that I just needed to relax my muscles, and to learn > > that an emergency room is for TRUE EMERGENCIES and not just for > > attention-seeking hypochondriacs. That happened during my senior > > year of high school, 2005. Earlier in my senior year, 08/2004, I > was > > dx'd w/ migraines. I had my first laparoscopy for the > endometriosis > > in 06/2005, and my second in 12/2005 (was dx'd with late stage > > II/early stage III endo). Then, I was dx'd w/ ovarian cysts in > > 09/2006. Dx'd w. polycystic ovarian syndrome (PCOS) in 11/2006. > > Then, I was just dx'd w/ fibromyalgia, cfs, myofacial, & tmj in > > 11/2007. Also dx'd w/ vertigo on 12/26/2007. > > It seems like stuff just keeps piling on, so I can only > > ask, " What's happening to me now?? " I looked on webmd, and my > > symptoms seem to closely follow those of Paroxysmal Dystonia & > > possibly the dyskinesia. Obviously, I don't know if that's what it > > is or not, and it looked like it's supposed to be rather rare. I'm > > not sure if I should even mention it as a possibility to my > doctor. > > Although, it does seem to be somehow related to parkinson's, and > both > > grandpa's, plus a great-grandma had/have parkinson's. I just don't > > know what to do. My gyno said that he thinks I have an autoimmune > > disorder. > > Have any of you experienced anything like this before? Do > > any of you have dystonia? What meds are you guys on? Do the meds > > that I'm on sound like what is normally prescribed for this stuff? > > Mainly they're prescribed for fibro, except for the singulair. Do > > any of you have vertigo and/or motion sickness? Right now, I take > > 25mg Meclazine (non-drowsy dramamine) 1x/day for this, as needed. > > It's not helping much. They tried apem (Vallium), but I'm > > allergic to it. What do you take for that? Also, if any of you > > experience almost daily nausea, what do you take for that? > > In case it matters, I'm only 21. Oh, and the fave phrase at > > work is, " You're too young for all these problems. " It's said in a > > disbelieving voice, as if to say, " Now that I've told you that, > stop > > this act and look like you feel better! " They only say this when > > they can actually SEE/NOTICE that I feel like cr*p (in other words, > > pain is worse than an 8.5 or so). This is like 4 times a month. > AND > > I've NEVER missed a day of work! They call in when they get a > > headache or they're tired or their throat hurts, etc. They have > each > > called in about 2-5 days PER MONTH!!! At least I go to work each > day > > and work as hard as I can, and usually end up doing their work too > > (b/c they tell me to, but then they get mad, b/c I'm " showing them > > up " ), all while dealing w/ this cr*p! Since around September 2007, > I > > haven't had a single day with less than level 6 pain! > Unfortunately, > > I stress about things if they're my responsibility at work and they > > don't get done, so I tend to work harder than I should. I push my > > body, and then I'm usually paying for it before, during, and after > > work and on the weekends. So, I don't get much time to relax. :- > ( > > Well, now that I've typed this only using my right hand, and it now > > hurts, I think I'll go ahead and post this message. Sorry for > > writing a book! > > > > Thanks for being here and listening to my rants, complaints, & > > worries! > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 18, 2008 Report Share Posted August 18, 2008 ,  Sorry to hear you are having terrible pain; I hope your doctor can find relief and answers for you. I just wrote to sympathize with the library situation. I work in a public library, and people always think I have a cushy job where I sit around reading Jane Austen. As you know, that is hysterical! Library work is extremely physically demanding. I have been able to keep working, but only part time, so I do get a break. BUT I also really enjoy the work (with the exception of irate patrons), and if I didn't work there, I would spend more time thinking about being sick. Just wanted to lend support, librarian to librarian. Take good care of yourself.  Meg in PA Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 18, 2008 Report Share Posted August 18, 2008 thank you all for your replies, i'll be back on again tomorrow hopefully.... so tired amanda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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