Guest guest Posted October 22, 2008 Report Share Posted October 22, 2008 Ok, so I thought I was depressed, and I was...but this... This is... Torture. Don't know why. Don't know what it is... Don't know the reason or the rhyme of it. All I know is that it is and I'm, I think, as down as I've ever been or could be. Because of some rather interesting psych symptoms, antidepressants are not an option for me... You don't want to see me on them, believe me. Am I suicidal? Nope. Don't believe in it. But I can say that my will to live, my zest for life has deserted me. And in this time, when all hope for me seems to have been lost, or at least misplaced, and where my will to live seems to have gone south, I am doing the only thing I know to do...reaching out to those who care about me, to those who know me best. don't worry. I'm not expecting you to have the magic answer, the magic pill or even the magic bullet, I'm too wise for that. I don't know what I seek, really. Caring, compassion, wisdom... Anyway, you are all in my thoughts and prayers and I hope that your days and nights are, at least better than mine. I know that this will pass just like it always does. I just wish It'd hurry up and get it over with. I have a life to live. With Love, -- Dodge Let me deal with honor. Let me act with courage. Let me achieve humility. Read my blog at: http://jumpthis.wordpress.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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