Guest guest Posted July 1, 2008 Report Share Posted July 1, 2008 I had a therapy appointment today and the meeting went fine but when I got in the car I realized I was a bit dazed. In talking to my therapist I told her I didn't really want to reconnect with my grandparents because all my grandmother did was tell me how horrible a person my mother was. That was our relationship. She'd tell me all the bad stuff - it was like a gossip session with her. " well no wonder your mother is BPD. " She also asked me if I had any concrete proof that my father " ran away to canada " when I was 2 since my mother doesn't know the truth from reality. No, I have nothing other than my mother's stories. How do I know any of the bad stuff about dad was true? She kept me from him for years. I still don't talk to him. (They got back together when I was 2 and didn't divorce until I was 14.) My therapist also asked if I wanted to contact my Aunt, since she's the only one I really regret losing contact with. She stopped talking to me because mom would berate her about her conversations with me. My aunt now doesn't talk to nada either. I told her I didn't know... she has her own life now. Her own family. I don't blame her for protecting herself. I've been cleaning like a fiend for the last few days... I don't know why except I'm used to having classes during the semester and now I'm just working instead of working & going to school. I clean sweeped my bedroom. We're still doing laundry. But really? I just feel like puking. My mother kept me from my family. I never knew my dad's family. She even kept HIM from them. THAT is so f'd up. /rant over Amy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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