When you have done something wrong

[Guest guest]

When you have done something wrong and you apologize for it, do you

wonder if it's enough? I have such a hard time expressing myself

because I second guess everything that I think and say and I feel like

I make things worse when I am just trying to make them right. If

someone sent this apology to you would it seem sincere?

I am so sorry. I truly am. I have been desperately trying to tell

you that but each time I try, it backfires. I am risking making it

worse by sending this email but I have to express my feelings to you.

Please try to understand where I am coming from. I am going through a

stressful time right now and I don't have any kind of support system.

I am literally all alone all day everyday in my condo with no one to

talk to and nothing but time to think and stress about what I need to

do. Because of that, I am overly emotional, ultra-sensitive, and

really stressed out. I am trying the best I can to cope but I am not

perfect and I make mistakes.

You are very important to me. I will do whatever it takes to earn

your forgiveness. Can we please get past this? I want to be able to

talk to you and possibly see you before you start your crazy work

schedule again. Please call me.